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(,,>﹏<,,) Im damsel, or iselle, ci strictly only if we're close. damsel heartstring is a full name i made up, really liked the word heartstring
demigirl, she / they pronouns, no pref, masc terms are alright but no he / him, I'll never be a man. I'm sapphic. I am suspected of bpd (after years of research), and drc. both of these affect how I act, even how I remember. please be patient with me, thank you!
more about my preferred stuff on my prns.cc


I'm seasian, i speak english, malay, jawa, and french, I'm not the best in jawa and french but if you spoke to me in those language i could understand, I'll just not know how to put my response in it. if that make sense..
I'm also part indo, like 1/3 lol


I love writing, reading, editing, drawing, and web designing! bad at most of these though I'm only 14 :/ oh and dancing! I like singing but I sound awful


INSANELY, TRULY, INCREDIBLY not sharing ningguang!!! sorry, even if we're friends if you suddenly like ningguang I'd cut all contact with you. genuinely saying, she's so precious to me, I can't think of maybe one day I'd just.. not know her? yeah I can't, shes engraved in my organs I'm her number one fan /srs.. she's actually helped with with situations where I felt alone, no I'm not talking about hallucinations I'm talking about talking to my ningguang merch as if they could hear me.. hey if it works.... do not interact with me at all if you think you like her more than me YOU DON'T.. don't compete dont interact block me thank you <3


I'm mentally unstable, I often feel empty and don't really mean anything I say, positively or negatively, and to cope with this constant feeling of numbness I cut, helps me feel something(scared..joke.). I don't post them, but if you ask really nicely and we're close I might give some pictures. I have good memory, but I also tend to think of my dreams as memory which could interfere with my actual memories and I start to remember them falsely, this actually pisses me off I'm not gonna lie it troubles me so much,,
I also mask a lot, honestly whatever is shown on my face has a really slim chance of it being my actual feelings.
I am very bad at comforting, I'm bad at words in general, I can never express myself properly in situations.


despite all of this, I can be a very !! joyous person! please do not hesitate to talk to me if youre not weird or one of their opps, I'm sure we'll get along !

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Pub: 26 May 2025 03:08 UTC

Edit: 27 Nov 2025 03:53 UTC

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