four months together. it doesn't feel real— it never really felt real. time is funny, it feels all so different when it comes to spending my time with you. it feels as if i've spent my entire life knowing and loving you, but at the same time it all feels too short. i want to keep spending my time with you, devoting my entire life to you. you give me a purpose when i have struggled to even think i am worthy of stepping foot on this earth. even especially during these times, you never left my side. you have been with me throughout everything and i will always be so thankful for that. i want to keep loving you for as long as forever. the happiness you make me feel, this feeling of wanting to wake up another day and spend my time with you, loving you with my whole heart and soul, i won't ever forget someone like you just like that. i hope you mean so much to me, more than i could ever say.
i don't really know where i'm going with this letter. but i'm glad you never left my side. when things get tough, i am always able to look at the bright side of things because i know i have you. with you here, my life isn't so bad or boring. you have brought me life, comfort only someone like you can give, and endless happiness that i will forever treasure deep in my heart.
it hasn't been so long since i met you— since you captured my heart and tied the strings of fate. january 29 feels so far & so out of my reach. it really has not been that long, but it does and will probably always feel like it. but one thing i am sure of is that i want to spend all my time in this world with you. being able to love you like this means more than the entire world to me. i won't ever truly be able to express what i mean when i say that, but i hope you know that your impact on my life is one of a kind & i will always love and remember you. my missing piece in my heart, i will always say this over and over if it means that i get to remind you how much you mean to me, but i am, and always will be so happy to have met you. thank you for coming into my life and giving it color— colors that no one has ever thought of painting my life in. i hope i can one day return the favor to you; the ways you make me feel, i want to show you how much i will always be so happy about everything. i love you, my ritsupyon. and i always will. never forget that. i am so glad you exist in this world. happy 4th monthsary to us! may we keep making more fun memories filled with soooo much love <3
— your fairirin, your favorite princess 𖹭