𓍯𓂃 hello my dearest friends !!
welcome to my rentry! my name is mariah, but you can call me rye or ryebread. i'm an atheist and i'm bisexual. my pronouns are she/her*. i'm a 2010s baby and have been searching the web since 2018. i'm an american female who speaks english, and i've also been learning japanese for almost 2 years, as i would love to become fluent in this language. i really enjoy spending time with everyone i know and love meeting new people who peak my known interests. i have separation anxiety and anxiety in general, and i'm more of an ambivert than an introvert. i'm also anti-social which is a big red flag to me whenever i try to talk to people. you could say i have daddy issues, meaning that i cling to older men than younger boys. i've been through quite enough relationships to where i just can't get involved anymore for attention and lack of assurance i've been having. (i absolutely love hot and older dilfs.. to my irls and friends online, you obviously know my obsession with selected men over 25
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i live in a midwestern state called missouri, and knowing that everyone here listens to country drives me insane. other than most of my friends i hangout with in my town, i feel so outcasted that nobody wants to hear about my favorite songs without anyone telling me that my music taste sucks. (this isn't directed to any of my online friends. i don't care what kind of music you listen to. /lh) i mostly often travel to illinois for traditions and mostly to a near city where i spend most of my schools monthly breaks at. aside from all of that, my friends and family mean dearest to me and i know i mean dearest to them.