Dedicated to Meursault
a sweet ♡mail to my beloved Meursault.
wah, really?! a lovemail for a fictional man!?! that's crazy! ur cringe durr! die!
?/7/24
was the day i laid my eyes on you. i'll be honest -- i don't want to be seen as someone who was 'lovey' on the first sight. i diiisliiiiked you! like, serious dislike. how did my hate turn into like - and then into love ? that's really crazy, something in my totally cute and kawaii and pure and angelic and moe heart totes changed...! be grateful, an alien as cute as me started likin' you! 
my suuuuper-duper cool kawaii sugoi oomf kei(check out her web!) introduced me to Limbus Company by sending various screenshots / memes / arts of the said game. he then sent pictures of meursault -- of which, whom i called ugly and stupid and gay and fr*nch idiot...! but in all seriousness, i want to thank kei for introducing me, for my friends, band, emi, jordan, august to support me through my journey of... whatever this is ! 
25/7/24
and so . . . this all developed into a dedication of my heart towards him, aching everyday each time i think that he isn't in my arms. I had grown to love him over these time, to love him as my lover, my sweetheart. The reason my heart still beats.
