/deminixx "sunshine girl is sleeping, she falls n dreams alone"

"and me, i am her dagger, too numb to feel her pain"

HI GIGI!!!! ok im gonna start off by saying youre amazing, hilarious, and beautiful :-) im so glad we r best friends because i love you in every single world, in every single language, in every single star, in every single glimpse into what was once here but never really left. i love you more than i could ever love myself; i know that because i could never love myself on my own, and you made me do it. i realize everything that ive been missing out on my entire life because i couldn't seek it out at that time.

i was too heavy (mentally) . i was too heavy and actively (willingly- far, far too willingly) taking on the weight of other people just because i could, not because i wanted to. when those people leave, the weight doesn't. you still carry that forward, and for the longest time i had convinced myself that i was carrying it forward without a destination.

now that im with you, i see my destination. i was always meant to end up with you as your best friend. best isnt perfection; its seeing that balance that perfection has in something imperfect.

letting in just a little bit of light will always be better than shutting it out. loving you will always be my destiny, no matter what. even if we part ways, i will always carry part of you with me like i always have. :-) i love u alot demi mwahh

ps.. we r literally jackieshauna, obashino, gelphie, and i also wanna take a bite out of u like i would to a blueberry muffin in a cuteness aggression way ♡ (sorry this is uglyyy ill fix it later ://)

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Pub: 07 Dec 2025 07:08 UTC

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