⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ and if i'm a monster possessed to mangle, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
hello, my name is sacrilege. i am also receptive to the names dove, or fami.* those who i hold dear to my heart refer to me as stelle. responsive to feminine or masculine terminology, avoid neutral. alternate between my names and terms for good fortune ❤︎ conversationally fluent in chinese and english. primarily introjected by her, him, among others. apathetic & cynical androgynous woman with a demeanor as cold as a preserved cadaver, prone to severe lapses in morality. arospec fluid sapphic, afflicted with covert npd among other disorders. married to ren amamiya ♡
♱⠀ my typing style reflects a fluctuating level of formality and dryness, especially towards those i am unfamiliar with. if i am too dry and you can't interpret my tone, ask. i don't typically use tone indicators, and prefer them not to be used on me. low social battery towards those i'm unfamiliar with.
♱⠀ unmedicated. i am mentally (and physically!) ill, and my behavior will reflect this unchangeable trait. i exert a fluctuating degree of self-control most of the time, but i can't mask 24/7. generally uninterested.
♱⠀ istp 4w3 melchol sx/sp lawful evil, if you're into typology. horrifically devoid of emotional empathy, sorry. paranoid, avoidant, and anxious; my dms and friend requests are almost, if not always closed.
♱⠀ if you have an issue relating to me, please discuss it with me rather than letting it fester. i'm (almost) always open to resolving conflict, and i am more than happy to talk, provided you are not trying to 'resolve it' just to continue an endless cycle of hate.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ you're the only dancer i don't wanna strangle. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
do not interact / boundaries ⠀✦⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
some parts are spoiler-tagged.
♱⠀ if you have a severe lack in communication skills, or you're extremely non-confrontational. unfortunately, i can't read your mind, so you have to tell me what's wrong so i can fix it.
♱⠀ i have a profound dislike for those who exhibit extreme immaturity, but pretend like they are mature. you irritate me.
♱⠀ have a lack of basic media literacy, and are unable to consume media critically. i'm not above blocking over mischaracterizing my favorites, go get your lore from anywhere other than tiktok.
♱⠀ on the same wavelength as media literacy, i really don't people who say they're fans of a media they've never consumed other than seen clips of. 99% of the time they're horrible mischaracterizers, and it just generally irks me. mainly directed towards mouthwashing / nso / persona 'fans'. yes, kangel would do that, did we play the same game? most of all, why are we defending curly?
♱⠀ please refrain from making assumptions about me, my temperament, and my emotions. yes, i am that negative, yes, i am that nihilistic, and no, this isn't a 'edgy' front. more often than not, any interpretations of my statuses, rentries, etc are cases of 'reading too much into it', because they are almost never directed. if it is concerning to you, please ask me so i can clear it up. ♡
♱⠀ anyone performative. you mean to tell me your entire personality hinges off of getting reactions from people?
♱⠀ anti self-dx. no, i'm not diagnosed. no, i'm not medicated. no, i don't have the help i need. even if i could access it, not everyone has the resources to be spending towards mental health care. not that it's anyone's business, but i live in a household supported by one person who is currently physically impaired. before you say 'just get a job!', scroll back up and reread the second point under my intro.
♱⠀ i felt compelled to offer an explanation regarding my usage of the term introject, following an ask on my atabook. introject/introjection is mainly a system term, but is also a psychological concept outside of plurality. (this is where you look it up.) i suffer from an extreme disconnect with my identity / self, and am easily impressionable by media i consume as a result, adopting the mindset, personality, and even viewpoint of some characters. also, i've been questioning plurality for the last year-ish. if anyone's wondering, 'why does it seem like this is the first time this has come up?' 1, i've mentioned it before. 2, i don't make all my disorders public, this isn't a collector's journal, and my disorders aren't stamps. they've come and gone on my profiles; up to you to remember if you care to. anyways, if the term is inappropriate for me to use, i'm open to discussion about it.
i conduct myself with respect when interacting with others that i am unfamiliar with, and request that you return the favor in kind. let's get along. ♡