from my ageregress rentry / diagnosal rentry
this page contains info for both my petregressing states and for my alterhumanity states. this is purely informative use
for petregressing:
i am a petregressor due to the lack of comfort found in my childhood/teenhood (yes im undergoing my teenhood i DONT receive any kind of comfort) as a coping mechanism. one of my MANY coping mechanisms since i have a lot tbf
positive triggers:
head petting from trusted people, bed nests, having a cold nose, all-fours walking
neutral triggers:
pet-related nicknames, petnames, yelling, dogs crying, cats hissing, animal teeth, uncanny/rotten taxidermy statues
negative triggers:
witnessing animal abuse, dissociating in bed, bedrotting, abandonment, sweat, undressed/poorly dressed in the cold
i am a warm brown cape black-backed jackal with chestnut spots. my legs are thin and slender. my tail is fully black, keeping a few chestnut spots at the end of it sometimes, i also am a french blue-colored caracal with a rather long tail
- this state of petregress was one of the inspirations to my current main fursona/possible system host, keysiung
for alterhumanity:
as for alterhumanity, i am in a constant state of it. i live feeling a tail behind me, feeling ears twitching and my snout hitting everything in front of me. apart from animal-related alterhumanity, im also an alterhuman for fictives, such as kins (which most conform part of my possible ossd/did system)
i dont possess specific triggers that can lead to a state of alterhumanity, as mentioned, its a permanent state that rarely is absent in my self. i do have a few discomforts, such as:
- sexual jokes referring to fictives fronting
- if one of my fictives is one of your yumes/favorite characters, please compose yourself. coming from past experiences of people yelling me disgusting shit just by one of their favorite characters as my fictive fronting
- sexual jokes referring to non-human alters
- i take this as zoophilia, and its worse to do on CLEARLY animal alters
- this also counts towards any kind of sexual jokes while i am petregressing
inproper use of this information will lead to a block. as stated before, this is pure informative use