"If you don't know the meaning of your life, then make me that meaning,"
"and use me as the reason to live."

(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

˗ˏˋ༻ʚ♡︎ɞ༺ˎˊ˗BYI !

ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ ꕀ I have diagnosed Severe depression, Anxiety, and Social Anxiety. I'm undergoing a diagnosis for ADHD, as me and my parents believe I may have it. I am delulu BUT, I've been to therapy and I'm trying to go back into it . I'm very easily distracted by the smallest things, so if I'm unresponsive and/or I suddenly go offline, it's nothing you did /srs, I just found something and left my computer.

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡.• ꕀ I do have TD, and I can easily get triggered into a panic attack when it comes to unwanted touch. FYI: I use dntuf as a disclaimer for my TD, please don't missunderstand and think it's just a preference. Since my IRL's are connected to delusions, their trauma related to touch is mine. I also have irl trauma, and I can feel phantom touch (which is a VERY real thing). ANY malicious touch can put me in a very vulnerable state. It's like reliving that trauma and it's very damaging to my mental health. I see people dismiss TD/TT in this game because they don't believe you can feel a touch when behind a screen. I'd advise not to turn down someone saying they have TD/TT, unless you can prove it with CONCRETE evidence. People use that people with TD/TT sit near other people and actively touch them as a reason it's not real, but trust me, those people we are close to, we very much trust and have known for a while. Don't make assumptions, it can damage a person more then you'd think.

݁ ִ ࣪⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ ꕀ Anyway, moving away from that topic, I'm Xie Lian IRL /srs! Doubles make me very uncomfy, unless you're a friend. I have many other IRL's but I'll go into detail later. Please don't reality check me, it's very damaging and I'd very much not want to have an identity crisis plus a mental break. ALSO, please, please, don't copy my skins! Inspo is fine with permission, but if you are just going to take inspo or even copy without asking first, I will find out and it will make me incredibly upset. I put so much effort into skins even though I rarely finish them, ask Fremi . I really don't want my skins on pintrest UNLESS I, myself put them there. Another thing, you can find me in Omori fandom area, in or outside of the library, and sometimes in Hoyoverse fandom area!

⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ ꕀ Status meanings plus my name status meanings!:
Online: Very open to chatting and Active!
Looking for chat: Active and somewhat open to chat. (I won't int first but if you do int, I'll still actively respond)
Away: Doing something, Semi-Afk, Playing a game, or Making skins.
Busy: AFK, DNI, or sleeping!

INT: Please int with me I'm lonely
W2I: Whisper to Interact. Just whisper me the thing you want to say, I'm most likely semi-afk or doing something.
DNIUID: Don't interact with me unless I do, whether it'd be we crowning you or inting first.
DNIUF: Don't interact unless you're on my friend list.
DNIUCF: Don't interact unless you're a CLOSE friend.
DNIU name: Don't interact unless you're this person.
IWC: Interact with caution. You can interact just be cautious.
IWEC: Interact with EXTREME caution. You can interact just be very wary of what you say.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ ꕀ I tend to go into episodes a lot, it's a very vulnerable time for me and I mostly only want certain people around me, mostly Fremi <3. They are unpredictable but tend to last for a week or less. Afterwards it takes me a little bit to get adjusted to being around strangers so you can see me by myself or with Fremi or Basil. I also age regress! It happens after episodes and randomly, I go into 2 different mental ages when I agere. Ages: 4 & 8. I'm very reserved when mentally 4, I'm non-verbal but semi non-verbal with friends, I'm uncomfy around strangers, and I like to stay at my island and make islands and houses. When I'm mentally 8 however, I'm very hyper, I'm semi-non verbal but can be very willing to int, I love making new friends as you will see me go into populated areas and try to converse with people, I like to run around and grab gifts for friends, I crown people a lot whether it be through whispers or in public chat, and I'm in certain skins when agere.

.˚ . ꒰ঌ✦໒꒱ . ˚. ꕀ I also use emotes like these: ^w^, >n<, :3, ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎, ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶, >ᴗ<, :>, :D, ( 。 •̀ ᴖ •́ 。), >:(, etc. (FYI: I use these ironically but not so much when I agere.)

DO KEEP IN MIND, PUBLIC CHAT IS RARELY OPEN. I HAVE PERSONAL, PARTY AND WHISPERS OPEN ALWAYS. NEVER PUBLIC.

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Pub: 20 Oct 2023 02:59 UTC
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