୧𓈒⠀lovemail⠀tickcounter⠀hyuluka⠀𓈒୨
text⠀=⠀saint⠀/⠀doctor。
text⠀=⠀capri⠀/⠀nurse。
08/22/25: hi, it's capri here! i just wanted to say how much i love my wife. we recently hit 1 year and 4 months, and i can't put into words how grateful i am for her. she's the light of my life, and i've never been happier than the day we became official, april 19, 2024. i can't imagine my life without her. i need her and love her so much. she's hardworking, smart, loving, and always so reassuring to me. i feel guilty that she has to put up with me. i don't really deserve her. i really appreciate her and i know she's reading this right now. honestly, it's almost 2 am and my brain is a bit fried, so i can't think of much else to say. i do know that i miss her a lot, we saw each other yesterday irl and she slept over for 2 days :3 i want her to come back though. i miss sleeping on her chest and her touch, especially when she plays with my hair to help me fall asleep faster. i also love when she rubs my back, it feels amazing. i really miss her.
08/22/25: Hello, it’s Priest. As My Wife mentioned, I was reading the moment she wrote. Also yes, we just reached one year and four months, and spending the night together on each new month’s anniversary still feels like such a blessing every moment we do. Whenever I'm holding My Dear close through the day, giving her all my love, it's something I cherish so much, especially when she clings to me, showing me in her own sweet way how much she loves me. I have an abundant hyperfixation on Hyuluka, because I see so much of us in them. She'll cling to me just like Luka does to Hyuna, and it’s in those little moments, her delicate body resting against mine, her arms around me that I feel completely captured in her warmth. I'll end up stroking her hair, whispering how much I love her, and I mean it more every time as I lose myself to her preciousness. The line from Hyuna, “Luka, live with love,” stays with me, because that’s what I want for My Darling; to live surrounded by the endless love I’ll alone always give alone. I’ll never let her go. She’s everything I love, and every moment we share brings me closer to her and with every moment that passes I get further excited for our future when we’ll truly live side by side. That is sincerely all I could ever wish for and dream of. I love her so much, and I miss her even more as I compose this.
08/26/25: haii, it's me again. i'm writing this because i miss my wife so much. she's at work right now, which means less attention as usual. i love her a lot and hope she's doing okay at work, and that it isn't too hard. i just want to be a lazy wolf on her lap, falling asleep while she pets me. this is so confusing, but i love identifying as a wolfgirl, a kenonimini to put it that way, but i also like being a catgirl. how do you even choose? what if i just become a hybrid instead? okay, i'm getting off topic. anyway, we’ll actually see each other in person in a few days, which i'm really excited about! i can't wait to hug her tightly and kiss her all over. i won't tell her that i wrote this, she'll have to find out and click on the rentry herself LOL. yes, i'm evil. also, the reason we chose /disorder as our lovemail is because, honestly, it might sound a little silly, but it reflects our own disorders and the many challenges and hardships we face together because of them. we go through a lot of tough times and misunderstandings due to our disorders and mental health struggles, and i thought it was clever to use this url for that purpose. anyway, i've been thinking about matching with my wife for halloween, but i'm unsure what characters to cosplay as. there are only a few options, and i'm leaning toward just being a clown since clown makeup is the easiest to do. for the longest time, i've thought about doing wenclair, but my wife doesn’t have the other cosplay, and i only have wednesday's dress/uniform. i also considered morticia and gomez, but i'm unsure. joe goldberg and love quinn is another option since their outfits are simple and easy to make but aghhhh, decisions. how do you come up with good matching cosplays for your wife on halloween diy no borax no glue?
09/17/25: hi, i’m missing my wife as i write this. we’ll see each other very soon, and we’re planning to watch the demon slayer movie at a drive-in theater. it’s going to be so much fun! i also heard they have bounce houses, a variety of food, and more. oh, and just out of boredom, i’d like to include the ships that we are. also adding this so i don’t lose track. look down below!
wenclair, eugsley, flauma, laufer, reflins, hualian, wangxian, ivantill, hyuluka, mizisua, acheswan, sunhill, kafblade, danstelle, togachako, timebomb, caitvi, rujinu, zoemira, loustat, farcille, sonadow, sonamy, kagehina, ladynoir, marichat, adrienette, hyunmi, quinngoldberg, obamitsu, satosugu, oubing, jeytiri, loreya, nightlight, hiccstrid, adamil, harlivy, superbat, shousawa, arisagi, sylusmc, crowfish, sefikura, cloti, cliji, hannigram, rayllum, yumary, meariri, kirasaya & more to be added
09/18/25: Soon it will be the anniversary of My Wife and I; by that I mean it is tomorrow. Never once have we failed to make it a perfect day, and I will ensure it remains so even beyond the very bounds of eternity. She will always reside within my heart, and I will give her all that I have to give. She is what makes me, truly me, and I do not speak these words lightly. They are laced with the purest truth, and never will they be anything less. I cannot wait for the day we live together. I miss her dearly.
Also do not mistake my not writing here often for a lack of love toward My Dearest. I love her dearly and would give up everything for even a few fleeting seconds with her and her alone. I often write an abundance for her; even today I spent the whole of it helping her, guiding her with every delicate nudge in school, I indulge in her deeply, making sure my every focus remains on her. Though my words may sometimes arrive later than intended, my love never falters. She is my everything, and I miss her with all my heart. Soon we will be watching the Demon Slayer movie together at a drive in, as she has mentioned, and that thought stirs one of my greatest joys. We are always considerate of one another, and that is something I hold dear. Never allowing her to have anything less than my full attention. I long for the moment she rests against me again, held close as we share a film in view together. I will never stop loving her; never.
I will also soon add to the ships that we share in a moment.