disclaimer
The focus of "the UMBRA" is to be an emotional output for me, which means some concerning themes - such as suicidal tendencies and self-isolation - may and will come up. However, the content I post here is not entirely representative of my idealogies or any plans I have; rather, the posts are more indicative of what's in the forefront of my mind in the moment of creating the post. I am human, you are too. And as humans, we may have awful days where the world feels like its truly ending for us. And while "the UMBRA" will represent that feeling, misery is not the constant. The good will not blanket the bad, and the bad will not ecilpse the good. They co-exist.
"the UMBRA" is meant to feel imperfect, rough, unattractive, and confrontational. Nothing is meant to make sense or feel coherent here, and I owe you nor anybody an explanation or apology if I say something that may challenge your beliefs or biases. I recommend you consume this content with that in mind.
COMMON THEMES FOUND WITHIN THE UMBRA
Below is a list of themes that are likely to come up during UMBRA posts. Please be responsible with your triggers and the content you or those you care for are consuming. Your mental health matters, and should be taken seriously ❤️
- Depression
- Neurodivergence (Autism and ADHD)
- Dissociation
- Anger
- Politics (though the UMBRA hasn't been used in a while, given the state of the world, im not not talking about political concerns)
- Artificial Intelligence (the topic, not AI's presence)
- Anxiety
- LGBTQIA+
- Thirsting (over fictional characters)
- Self-Harm
- Paranoia
- Religion / Cults
- Strong language / "swear" or "curse" words.
- Self-Isolation
- Internal Conflict
SPECIFIC MENTIONS WITHIN THE UMBRA
[updated 2026/01/22]
"a dilemma i have never gotten out of."
- depression
- self-loathing
- self-harm
- suicidal ideation
- unemployment and job-searching
- anger
- crying
- hopelessness
- self-questioning
- (self-)gaslighting
- brief mentions of:
- poison
- starvation
- stabbing
- knives
- religion
- blood
"i don't know."
- self-questioning
- mental disability
- anxiety
"port of my bluesky posts."
- dissociation
- self-isolation
- anxiety
"happy new years, eve."
- paranoia
- fourth-wall breaking
- doomerism
- politics
- allusion to death
"loving the dark"
- lust
- love
- self-isolation
- internal conflict