i am diagnosed with AuDHD. i will not disclose all diagnosez due to my safety. i am the host & trauma / memory holder of the Invictus Syndicate. i am psychotic & experience delusional episodez. i am currently NOT READY to recover, however, this does NOT mean i am anti-recovery as i am very much open to helping myself later on. i am an introject of Fischl, Furina, Cody & more !!

i am VERY prone to panic attackz so plz try not to get angry at me for thingz. instead, if i have done anything wrong just confront me kindly without attacking me as i can easily become overwhelmed due to yelling & loudness. fireworkz & loud bangz scare me a lot due to hypersensitivity. plz be patient with me, i tend to take a while / have a hard time understanding thingz like sarcasm & social cues, tone-tagz r needed & very helpful for this reason ! i am extremely strong abt my opinionz & will make sure everyone understandz them / my side of thingz.

i make lotz of jokez having to do with calling ppl rude namez (idiot, stupid, dumb, loser, etc). i also tend to make kms jokez esp when i die in gamez or other thingz similar, i also make some NSFW jokez but very rarely ! plz take these jokez lightly ! i may / have been told i come across as blunt or rude at timez. itz often difficult for me to perceive my tone & the way my wordz come out, so i apologize if i sound a bit harsh.

plz keep in mind that I am a covert narcissist which meanz I can have a lack of empathy at timez & may unintentionally disrespect boundariez. i'd prefer if you'd be the one to initiate conversationz as I am not too fond of talking with otherz due to my shyness & antisocial tendenciez. If you are considering talking with me, plz be aware that I prefer polite & straightforward communication over aggressive & hateful !

MORE ABOUT ME

i am a semi-sharing yumedanshi, however, there are some i do not wish to share meaning i tend to gatekeep those specific characters. some of my yumes are : Navia, Xilonen, Arataki Itto, Tartaglia, Dehya, Neuvillette, Serval, Firefly, Emu Otori, Noah, Ezekiel, Harold, Gwen, Kasumi Toyama, Tomoe Udagawa, etc + if u enjoy any of the characterz listed PLZ TALK TO ME!! i absolutely love bonding over characterz so much itz so fun. oh im also a fudanshi :3

i age & pet regress ! when i am regressed i might send lotz of agere imagez such as cute stuffiez, bottlez, pacifierz & etc. if u dislike this or r uncomfy with it, plz dni while i am regressed ! i have very minor ticz, atm they consist of repeating the wordz penis, ballz, wiener, hard & nine, as well as random noisez from time to time. i have very frequent maladaptive daydreamz so if i stop responding for a while that is most likely what i am doing.

when talking to a new person i am EXTREMELY shy & will most likely be super non-talkative the whole convo. this does not mean i dont like u or dont wanna talk with u, im just very awkward & nervous around new ppl (ToT)

i tend to put Z's at the endz of certain wordz ! althought i may only do this from time to time. I sometimez talk in 3rd person :3 if this makez u uncomfy plz lmk & i will stop. i am mostly if not fully fluent in english, spanish & italian. i am currently learning french as i was unable to learn it during my childhood due to detachment. i would rly love to learn chinese & tagalog in the future too !

i am both a multishipper & cross-shipper ! i am okay with every LEGAL ship. i dont hide / block ppl if they dislike any of the thingz i ship lmao, i could care less abt that as everyone has their own opinionz esp since a lot can be reasonable, however, plz dont be an ass abt shipz. i dont have the time or energy to start shit over animated video game / anime characterz :sob:


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Pub: 03 Oct 2024 14:45 UTC
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