SHE STILL THINKS THIS IS A DREAM
ONE ⠀⠀I'm Aleksandr, or just Sasha preferably. I also frequently use these names. I'm 18 years old, as of very recent. I'm a Slavic Brit with a bit of Irish mixed in me... wow. I'm mostly agnostic but can go through phases of spirituality and I believe in my own Gods at times. I am a DID system with diagnosed BPD and autism. I also have narcissistic traits, ADHD and off-and-on paranoia and delusions. I am in a wonderful qpr with my stupid awesome partner system Vera, I love them a billion.
TWO ⠀⠀Collectively, we use the identity transmasculine to describe us. My host(s) are frequently male and it fits mostly. I'm also nebularose, whilst leaning towards asexual. I do not understand the difference between a platonic and romantic bond or the feelings that come along with them. Sexual being at heart but the thought of committing the act sickens me. I am also queer. My sexual orientation holds no criteria, I love who I love.
THREE ⠀⠀Like I said, I'm a DID system and this is the main thing that affects me and the way I live. I use I/me most of the time, even when referring to the collective. I view them as a part of myself, but I ask you treat them as their own people. We would prefer you call us by the part that is in main front at the time, rather than any alternative. If you don't know who is fronting my collective names will do. The parts with a URL will have their own boundaries stated and I push that you have a look if you're aware of who is in front.
FOUR ⠀⠀I am fond of many things, mostly media. I genuinely do not have a hobby for the life of me, don't tell me to get one I've tried all of them. I have had many an interest and will not list them, but you can ask!
DNI ⠀⠀Xenophobe, homophobe, transphone, misogynist, have any alleged abuse pointed towards you, paedophiles, ICE MAGA or Reform UK supporters. Be wary when interacting if you're an endo-spec "system", believe in syshopping, radqueer, pro-contact dangerous paraphillia supporter or being.
BYI ⠀⠀Before you interact with me, you must know that I am autistic and struggle to decipher tones, and understand social cues - despite this do not use tonetags on me. I have a difficult time texting first and holding conversations, this also correlates with the fact that I tend to go through isolative episodes where I rarely interact with people. I say slurs I can reclaim, I make crude or sensitive jokes. I fluctuate with both empathy and sympathy, this can make it difficult to communicate or truly care about your personal life. Apologies in advance.
