my dream journal
dream of 6/12/26
my mom informed me that i was going to get a medical procedure donw to fix my teeth and that insteaf of general anesthesia like her, i could ask them to gelify it. so whenever urotsuki (2kki, supposed to represent me) is in a sertain lake in game, that's where they start. the doctors are actually good and the building is accessible and i don't feel watched all the time so i don't have to be perfect and pretending everything is fine andit's super quick and since this is a dream i'm suddenly not more sensitive than anyone else and the doctors did an audio mix of it and the gel didn't last forever and i got a pin afterwards and got to go eat ice cream
dream of 6/8/26
was attending a club at my school to eavesdrop to figure out how to talk to people.
someone said the r slur and the vibe was off so i dipped. shot of me walking on the road between the school and the track field at the bottom of the hill. i’m at school again. ms. enck stole our chromebooks and dumps them out of her bag. i go outside and when i go back inside the building i am transported to my house. dad (while he’s in bed) allows me to fake stab him on the arm.
dream of the morning of 6/8/26
chef cooking show called ‘NoahChannelLOVEGAY’. first line on the show was ‘one of you is getting mogged after you make a pig out of my guts’
dream of 6/7/26 when me and my family explore this crude (the mirrors had fake eyes staring back at you) and spooky (it had corpses in it) abandoned bulding (which i had to close my eyes and hold people’s hands (i took turns with different people) because i was super scared) we find these red power ranger looking dudes who have black duct tape over their mouth (each duct tape was a different shape), they tell us the only way to save them and get out is to defeat the film company. however the film company was using that building as a location for their new film about clowns. i went outside and did our first filmed clown duty: destroy as many red balloons with a baseball (that was bigger and more kinda peanut shaped) and glove as people were coming at me fast from both sides.
dream of 5/21/26
there’s a bunch of weird creatures around that are soon to take over and do this company declares they’ll stop making them because they’re outnumbered by humans. however this company calls over this dude and his daughters so they are in one of those tube thingies so they can ask a long questionarre to have an idea of the new body they’ll construct for the new person. the toddler goes first and takes hours so the older sis goes to find out what the deal is. then she takes hours so the father goes and after a couple of minutes of him being in, the toddler comes out with a new body that’s a blob.
dream of 5/17/26 there was this phineas and ferb episode where they traveled to belarus (which was part of a more gigantic china) and they had an expensive beach house. doofensmirtz would always spawn in and just drop into the water at random moments and there were two ships after him: one that perry was in (the one on the right) and a pink barbie one (on the left) which had a giant robot hand to grab him but was terrible at it so whenever it saw doof drop into the water it would say “doctor doofensmirtz has drowned at stake”, even when he was slightly in the water. all the rest of the cast were miserable so doof live-streamed them crying on national tv while singing about it. then they went to kyoto and someone threw a newspaper at phineas while an eagle stole his bagel at the same time
dream of 5/13/26
in japan, we go to a rest stop which is all white with no music, three bathrooms, and a stair case leading upstairs. while i wait for my family member to exit the bathroom, the rest stop transforms into an endless sea of sticky notes and when i go check up on my mom about this, she is asleep in a bed that is in the middle of nowhere in the rest spot
dream of 5/3/26 after my suicide attempt, me and my classmates go on a fantasy adventure. when we finally get a break, me and ella must swipe some ghosts (that represented our fears and negative experiences) with weapons (i had a dagger and she had a crowbar) for 2 hours (when it was time for the 2nd hour we switched weapons). we would’ve eventually made it to the bosses, a moon and a soup. also i had my braces back.
dream of 4/23/26
during a fight between marceline and abadeer (from adventure time), in which it leaves only a few platforms for them to work on, marceline suddenly meets different versions of herself at a school. she now is possessed by a random one of her 400 personalities at any given moment. people can tell she’s still cursed because there’s a floating head sprite following her around (like kernelsprite from homestuck) and her whole body and the clothes she’s wearing are greyscale. the only way she can get rid of the curse is by being on a specific floating platform (the same ones that used to be part of a bigger platform which used to be her house floor) and throwing fire into the fireplace except she will be required to have an audience while she does it
dream of 4/21/26 it starts with me going to my mom about us possibly having to perform a dentistry appointment performance inside the large grey wall restroom which is all false by the way and we were in a mall with a bunch of random people from my elementary school walking around. we get a warning that it’s raining outside so we can’t go out. however after my mom smokes a bit, she drives me to a bunch of stops with snacks i like, and during the car ride she has no boring answers and at the stores i get new stuff and it isn’t raining outside when we are outside the mall but it is when we are inside the mall. back to my house, i had been told to only do my schoolwork on my chromebook instead of my pc and my chromebook was being really shitty when i opened it back up and the part where it’s the screen was shorter and there was an extra letter in the middle of qwerty and it took like 10 tries to close a tab, so i give up and plan on going back to bed but jack the ripper (this version of him looked more like zack from angels of death) suddenly appears behind me and stabs me
dream of 4/17/26 and dream of morning of 4/18/26
charleigh (a classmate) and mr. haku (our new japanese music teacher, is making us read pun pun) are going back and forth about the new assignment until haku makes a waterproof camera and sends it out in a lake to spy on her. during another dream in a group project my partner (matthew, a classmate) didn’t do anything so i baked the cinnamoroll cookies by myself and i deliver them to people through mailboxes
dream of the morning of 4/17/26 i’m at a party and after the party i stay behind bc i can’t find my phone, my laptop is nowhere too. i go down a creaky wooden staircase that has weird black splatters on the walls that have eyes in the middle and are made out of cardboard. i enter a completely empty first floor that was painted muted orange. i have two choices on where to go: three places that are randomized and more difficult as time progresses or a trip back to summer 2022 (you stay the same age and have the same appearance of present you through). i choose the latter and open the door to a big pool during a sunny day that i have to sort of doggy paddle through. i make it to the surface, where matthew (one of my classmates) and another dude is. we have two ways to go: the left one (which looks like the path to my house) or the right one (which doesn’t look like the path to my house), so i choose the left one. at a stop at a giant fallen tree (it was vertical instead of horizontal, which would’ve made sense since it was in the middle of the road) i ask the other guy what’s going to happen to me here, and he says i will rot away since all the things i enjoy will disappear
dream of 4/14/26
whilst i was taking care of my grandma, i decided to have one of her pills as an unhealthy coping mechanism. the rest of the dream is me waiting for the high.
dream of the morning of 4/14/26
me, desmond, and mom lived in this gaint circular complex where all of the areas needed to live where. i had limited game access because i had an older phone with none of my passwords or save data. toys and tv shows were seperated by age and you could only wwtch a tv show that was suitable for your specific age, which had me watching takopi's original sin and lain over and over. the rooms were super basic and i wasn't allowed to have plushies in mine and i was
expected to deal with random people coming in for a while since they had limited rooms without knowing what to expect and rooms of family members would be right next to each other and there would be only one family member per room and the complex's staff attempt at christmas in july was boring
dream of 4/7/26
me and a classmate are on this route to a feild trip destination (which is exclusive to a limited amount of students due to it being picked on a lottery). on the path is a humaniod all black demon we have to avoid by running past it really fast. we thought we were all alright by the end of our run, but the demon sees us and drags us inside, where a man tries to force us to drink hand sanitizer (which would make you high). we put it on our hands and gaslight him by telling him it causes us lsd type of effects and such so he lets us go. we get trapped by the demon again and the man reveals that him and the demon are the same person
dream of the morning of 4/6/26 i'm home alone so i go out of state 1 hour away. along the way i see past versions of me walking around. once i get to a place to sleep, i can't sleep because there is a rare and unknown minecraft track playing on my phone (which sounds like a mix of parannoul/willy rodriguez and kinda half britney spears/ any pop star lady if they worked on a game instrumental together) except i wasn't the one who put it on and the search on my phone for that somg is for a different song that was nver released which was 'please try sky' by the living tombstones which would've been about sky cotl. i post the encounters on the internet but no one believes me and my location on social media is suddenly changed to china for no reason
dream of the morning of 4/3/26
at a festival i snuck into this area on a floating oval island that had a big ball to play with that people were sitting in a circle around and i was half naked. i won some stickers for being the best participant. I went there the year after and was so good at performing that everyone there knew my name and i was looked up to. the year after that i was doing the platformer course across the tops of the stand roofs with an umbrella they worked on
dream of the morning of 3/26/26 at an eddsworld dinner party in hawaii, which had an eddsworld themed menu and lots of people dressed up as either of the main four, the staff took a vote on who the best edd was. my brother was voted the best edd, so he stood on top of something in the middle of the room, trying to be the highest person in the room, and everyone circled around him singing the eddsworld theme song
dream of 3/16/26
reily j. is driving me home from somewhere far away where i got my head shot through three times and survived and we have to go through mount lawu, where she was born. in the dream it was her birthday (july 28th) and she could write in french as seen on a postcard where she wrote her journal entry in both english (first) and french (second)
dream of the morning of 3/15/26 there was this new otc medicine called 'nyx bites' or something furry related like that, that wasn't really a medicine at all (it was a 17+ snack) and it came in a pastel purple portable box and the capsules were pastel purple and i would sneak it into peoples lockers at school (although i wasn't allowed to because for some odd reason it still was legally registered as medicine) and it was also popular among furries and had a cool song that came with it's tv ad
dream of 3/12/26
they added a giant grinch to sky cotl during winter who you had to feed bells to and avoid (since he would eat you) and he would spawn on random parts of the map
dream of 3/5/26 i keep having this loop of waking up and falling asleep to this song that’s title is 43 or 46
dream of 3/3/26
after impulse destroying the right entrance to upstairs, i go to the left entrance which has become an entrance to the internet, with a man blocking it. me and the man escape but instead of being put into the internet, we are thrust outside. this dream acknowledges that it’s a dream with few signs i see. the man goes on to explain how dr. doof and perry the platypus were his and his daughters favorite characters from phineas and ferb and they would act as them sometimes with drawn on mustaches. everyone’s face (except the mans) but not their head turns upside down and they start speaking in a satanic way while engaging in a strange roleplay. the man is the detective for this town and records his proof in an online blog and the dream ends
dream of 2/25/26 danganronpa and giant eagle had a collab going on
dream of 2/24/26
in a new unofficial adventure time episode that perfectly replicates the style but also has gibberish as it’s title, finn goes to the new doctor for an issue, but the doctor makes him pass out with anesthesia shots she’s giving him in boba tea bottles (since the syringes are all out) everyday on camera since she thinks if he isn’t a candy person, he doesn’t deserve proper medical help
dream of 2/22/26 i wanna look for more indie edm artists so i go to a cave entrance except in the cave is a maze where no path or turn is the same as before
dream of the morning of 2/19/26
there is an indie animated film on youtube i check out called 'twilya' which has voice acting and all the characters are teens having fun supporting each other and it's really wholesome and has a lot of refrences to food i enjoy and was made to comfort people during winter and then i check out its prequel 'chronic fun' which plays out as an amv where all the teens from twilya are kids and having all sorts of fun
dream of 2/13/26 i am a horse who is being stalked by a mysterious other horses who claim to be my parents and who took my siblings. he takes me away and strapped me to a very strict parenting, i can’t even email to my mom on the phone and can’t have any fun on it besides looking at my website. the cycle repeats over and over until i just sleep my way out of existence
dream of 2/11/26
i keep falling asleep in math class so the teacher sends me to my seventh grade reading teacher who performs a skin care routine on me. after that i am sent to this house with all the parkway kids who all share the same lunch except me. due to the stuff the reading teacher put on my face, my cheeks are now red. i wait around for a very long time for my parents to pick me up. all the parents cars come at once in a big group, except they keep switching between the parking lot (on a hill) and the road (on the way up). i lift my shirt up and say, “if this is my life, then cease it to exist” and the dream ends
dream of 1/25/26 two children enter a normal looking house with a normal looking guy, except the guy feeds them food that is making them slowly die. one day he makes a cake foe the boy, that instantly poisons him and his body is hung up like a coat so the old man can sexualize it. he almost does the same thing for the girl too except she escapes and is able to go to an amusement park's manga library
dream of 1/21/26
there was a shuttle program that took people to asia by sea. me and my family board one of these that's going to china without knowledge of chinese or a bathroom on the thing or anything other than our phones and tissues. the shuttle was snaller than a cruise ship, and was shaped as if an oval had lines on each end of it pointing up that kept a distance between the oval and the flat covering of a ceiling. the staff had waterproof shoes for us but instead of looking like the normal ones, they had holes for the feet that made them easy to slip off. so we stop somewhere to eat and there is a mini restruant right next to the bigger one (the one we're not going to) in the same building, the smaller one is bigger whenever you enter it.
dream of 1/18/26 i was in a pool for a presentation advertising parkway. pearl made a soda can of disability advocacy to present and i did it with her except instead of being the schools normal gmail address, it was umu. i went to a section of the pool where there currently wasn't water and watched a disabled cat. after the pool, pearl showed me the inside of the can which was people having a party
dream of 1/17/26
i was walking in my schools christmas band parade playing a horn (looked like a smaller saxiphone)
dream of 1/5/26 someone stabbed someone else and the one who got stabbed went into a little freezer fridge type freezing cube. a face (that looks like the reflected face one would see from concrete) is shown through the fridge door). the ones in the facility start singing a full song and it turns into a music video of the facility. the ones in the facility were called the absolutes and the music video was as abstract as this one: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IcSuLFCK9cg&pp=ygUbcnV2ZXJxIGZlbXRhbnlsIG11c2ljIHZpZGVv
dream of 12/24/25
i am a little cute 3d penguin (like the one from back home for christmas on itch.io) who nearly committed sui if it weren’t for my parents changing my schools to a school in the city. this school is hard to navigate, has abliests, doesn’t care about mental health at all, and is shaped more like a factory than a school. i try to find an exit which isn’t guarded by the robot security guards. which is really hard. eventually i find one and escape, playing around for a bit until a grey wall w/ theodora’s (ena dream bbq) stone face with eyes closed blows me to death as the name ‘muto’ is there in white text.
dream of the morning of 12/15/25 msi was playing a few songs at my school auditorium during the half day before winter break. i couldn’t record most of the songs because i was busy texting with a cursed new layout of the keyboard on my phone. jimmy now had slightly grey spikes. i went up for the last song, where since it was something related to the final lyrics of the final song. jimmy went off stage and into the lawn (which was an extension that was about stage height, had fake grass) pointed a pole with a golden circle at the end towards me and the lyric after that tickled me with a yellow dust pan on my crotch. i had recorded that but my phone went off from where it was supposed to be so you could only see msi getting on and hear what happened
dream of the morning of 12/15/25
i was stuck in california due to sleeping at a friends party and them putting me on a flight while i slept. i met a lady who helped me get back to pennsylvania and started a tumblr blog about my travels. however, as discovered by the lady on social media after i went back to pa, i was stuck in a psych ward with bandages all over for an unknown reason
dream of the morning of 12/14/25 me and my mom explored my snowy minecraft world as we adjusted some stuff
dream of 12/7/25
tr#mp goes to our school and whenever the assembly is about to start, i go to the office so “i could have my mom pick me up”. i check the
snack and med stock (looked like one of the candy sections from a grocery store), nothing looked interesting. but there were some yotsuba socks. once it’s actually time to go, my mom picks me up in her new big blue truck
dream of 11/30/25 for all rooms in the school they added a new expand feature where you could see holograms of people who were there and could shop there even if your supposed to be in a different class. i left my bag in one of the rooms that had expand turned on, but when i went there it wasn’t there. i exited to a road that lead to a volcano that was erupting clones of myself
dream of 11/29/25
after being trapped in a cartoon, so i was collecting blood for some reason when i hear one of the people i was with yell that they have discovered ‘astronomica’ (which is the name of cartoon we are trapped in) so i step into the portal and am transported to a long hallway. at the end of the hallway are b&w spinning robots with b&w masks (black right, white left) in dresses that we had to fight. the robots behaved a bit like zombies (with metal armor on) because they could only be fought with guns and would try to eat anyone’s headphones so you had to get this specific lock to lock them into place. this lock would be seen in the middle between the headphone sides when you have them on your neck, looking sort of like a necklace. after i find more people with bright pink shirts on (bright pink is the random color you are given when you enter the place) we destroy them all and then on the top right side of the room wall, a beasts mouth opens to show us a field of grass and a blank sky without anything that were black and white.
dream of 11//24/25 i saw a google classroom notification (with the full movie attached) pop up saying that we will be watching spirited away in english class on our half day before thanksgiving
dream of the morning of 11/23/25
we had a parkway chorus teacher who was a big fan of msi so he held an msi cover concert right before christmas break and we were required to sing for a grade even though we only practiced for a few minutes that day
dream of 11/14/25 cute 3d switch game, the goal was to make furries (based on furry content creators) pass out via fighting to get to more areas and platforms. at the end was an area blocked off by tape that had a final 'boss' (who was someone i hate irl, looked like he was ripped straight out of real life). i went back to an area i hadn't done to unlock that section. the music kinda sounded kirby like except it was more chill and more lofi leaning. the game would shut off every 1 minute or so for no reason and turn on automatically after that
dream of 11/1/25
in sky cotl, on top of the mountains in the moments area, there were hidden houses above the clouds that you could enter and when you entered it switched to first person
dream of 10/26/25 me and my dad were on the highway (that had an underwater tunnel) and we were going to the airport (for our trip to japan). instead of going into the tunnel like a normal person, dad swerved the car off the highway and into the water. somehow after being plunged into it, the car would still move a little bit. i got up and went for a long piggy back ride on him, outside of the car, where the water was up to my neck. we find the piece of the highway in the water we pushed into there, and follow it to the lowest platform of the tunnel before it goes underwater. my dad uses a grappling hook and launches us up onto the top of the platform. we go underwater (without proper supplies) and go out perfectly fine.
dream of 10/7/25
there was a group of 12-13 kids (including me) who wnt off to survive 118 hours in the woods. the truck you had to sleep in was determined by your grade level for if it's your second time doing the 118 experiment. one of the kids dropped out, to pursue an idol job. they story of the 118 experiment and fanart art, but mostly becauseof the one who dropped out.
dream of 7/25/25 i went to my root canal appointment and it went fine but afterwards i was sleepy because of the medication they had me on
dream of 7/9/25
i found a giant seal center and somehow got into the water and transformed into a seal. i travelled a route to a different surface that wasn’t in the pool. i transformed back into a human when i got up and saw it was a new part of the city where all the people from school who i never saw out of school were.
dream of 6/8/25 while misgendering me, my mom was trying every single injection possible to try making me normal and i was crying. sometimes she would inject a plug into my skin and the next plug she'd inject would bring out two pieces of lead
dream of ?????
i go downstairs to go to the bathroom because an old lady maid stranger was cleaning near the upstairs one. when i open up the bathroom i see two circles of turd on the floor and some dierhea someone forgot to flush. i flush it after maybe 20 tries and do my thing. i go to the sink but i forgot how to turn it on and spend a good while on that but i get it eventually. when i look in the mirror there's a crack in it and my name by the bottom right corner but it displays a clown instead of me. when i go upstairs i see that my parents door is wide open with a big shadow with stretched limbs gaurding it above the spot where you would enter.
dream of 5/12/25 there was this doctor who’d force patients to sit inside a giant fake banana on this giant circular platform and all the bananas were in a circle too. sometimes a small floating banana with a face would come out of the bananas and you could eat it. this was all in the middle of a mall. this doctor was really famous so me and mom decided to wait however the wait time was 3 hours so we exited and went to the free cute stuff stands. years later, we went back to the same mall to play maimai.
dream of 4/29/25
i was invited along by the school alumni to visit the airport bc one of the alumni was moving to a different country. they told me in the car that they would stop by aethers house and i’m all excited because i need to apologize to them. when we pull up though, i discover there were strangers prentending to play aether and all of the alumni that were in the car with me but they have no explanation to how they knew the alumni.
dream of 3/30/25 after i had tried to escape school using multiple sets of hidden staircases, i met a guy. he was comforting me and supported my plan and to “fix” the solution he did surgery (more like just getting to my insides but not messing with them) on my heart and torso parts using a pair of tweezers while i was still conscious but i didn’t mind as it didn’t hurt badly. his first appearance consisted of a regular guy with a beard (it was fully his hair color and had a jack stauber look to it). my dream flashes to a dining table area where he sits at his own table alone. this time his beard is half fully his hair color and the left side is lighter than the right one. i go up to him and ask for his name. he responds, “I’m Sorry Hayden” (yes this was his actual name in the dream). while i’m still waking up, i discover his real name is tallan or tall allan.
dream in the morning of 3/15/25
i was one of the many people in our little circle that was watching people trying to destroy an evil and small black cat who had 800k hp. there was a barrier between the fighting zone and watching zone. when it was my team’s turn to beat the cat up, i kept using blow up (two taps on the left side of my chest) and scar (slash on the right side of my chest) which were really affective but sometimes the cat would transform into his evil form (which looked like the abyss monster from sky cotl or sentinels from murder drones). this circle was held backstage (to get to the theater section, you had to take a train) and we were in a colorful daycare place. to regain hp, we would have to eat/drink something in the cafeteria, which was directly across from the backstage.
dream of 3/8/25
i tried these new types of pocky: half strawberry half chocolate and cocoa midi
dream of 2/27/25
me and my dad were watching something weird on the tv that had monsters that looked like they were from pressure on roblox or cousins of the dark creatures from sky cotl or grandparents of the war machines from journey or even a little bit like the covenant from boisvert. i was super focused on it while my dad was sleeping behind me and the lights were off. after my mom walks in and sits down on the couch too, it cuts to me discovering they made an improved version of strawberry pocky which is a darker pink than the original
dream in the morning of 1/21/25 i accidentally took the wrong bus back home and when we got to a place near my house, i walked up to my house gate to discover that it was the school doors all along. the staff took a lot of people in and said that we were trapped unless a relative picked us up. over the course of the next few weeks my phone started to deteriorate. by the time it was january 9th, i could no longer make texts or calls, play games, or log in to social media properly. i had no more entertainment than what was in my school bag (books i’d already finished, my computer, and my notebook which was already cramped with doodles and notes) so i often dissociated.
dream in the morning of 1/4/25
in a hospital me and my fam were presumed to be moving on from a very traumatic series of things. so as we were waiting, i hear my name being called. i get up and get greeted by my school psychologist who leads me into a liminal space room which can actaully zoom in/zoom out and shrink/grow where you want it to based on your eye movement (this is also a perfect technology and produces no errors whatsoever). the texture of the room is a house and a yard (it looks like something from the sanrio universe, lego, or those house roleplay video games that i played on my moms phone when i was little). i play around with the eye movement thing and it makes me question reality while also being calm and dissociated from what was happening before (basically in a short explanation i think this is close to the sensation psychedelics give people when their high). people even have their own 2d pixalated avatars in this room which can be view from birds view. you have complete control over them. the thing that makes this room livable is that you can summon anything you want just by saying its name and there is no work or taxes envolved.
dream of 1/1/25
the choir (me included) suddenly stand up to sing at the field. i don’t have school merch on so i grab a hoodie from the merch pile. once i’m done putting it on, i have an eye injury in my left eye. i remain standing for 20 seconds before passing out. when i wake up i am on a hospital bed inside the school. someone says to me that there were sharp needles inside that hoodie which caused my injury.
dream of 12/27/24
me and unique (small black girl in my grade) went to this super secret taxi place (called chafer) to get a taxi because we didn't want to walk around everywhere. while waiting for our taxi to arrive, we painted masks for ourselves so our parents didn't recognize us. when we finally got in the taxi, the dream ended.
dream of 9/6/24
we were on these airplanes (we had to get through an airport to get to them but they didn't look like airport airplanes) and everytime kaycee (one of my schools theater kids) would end up losing her suitcase in weird ways. at the end brayden (long haired guy in my grade) was sitting on the back of the car (the car to go to the airplanes) exterior crying while there was a guy inside playing music on a guitar
dream of 5/28/24
me and my family were attending something in a stadium. at intermission me and my brothers went to go get some snacks at the snack room they had there. we went inside the ‘snack room’ and saw many rows of caged up pig corpses with painfully graphic flesh and bones. only one pig was alive and in good health. the rows of pigs were broken off by a few rows of gym machinery. in between some pig rows there was nasty and deep water that stretched from the entrance of the opening to the end. we headed outside and sat in our seats for a bit before next intermission. next time when we went to the snack room, it was a completely normal looking (and not cold) room with snacks in shelves and cabinets. snacks were gotten and we headed back to our seats once more.
2/6/24 dream
younger pre gender transition me was watching gavin (one of my older brothers) play with real guns he stole from dad whilst trying to get my homework done in the family room. i get shot in the forehead, but survive. dad comes down and explains to gavin how it would’ve killed me if it were a more severe gun (in a non-yelly way). next i kick him in the balls
11/24/2023 dream
i walked down stairs of my house at night when i noticed it was abandoned and pitch black. when i reached the kitchen, i went to the magnetic knife board on the wall and grabbed one. once i closed my bedroom door, i cut myself. the scar was eyestraining to look at and was bleeding horribly
9/24/2023 dream
a volcano erupted but me and my fam were safe in shelter beyond the transparent wall barrier. as soon as we got inside all food we have is junk food. my mom dies for no reason. in the present, my moms coworkers came to my house to walk me to the carnegie natural history museum. i get there, walk around, and see familiar faces. i get to see my music teacher from elementary school but he's speaking a forgien language i can't understand. he leads me to a weirdass spanish or mexican exihibit. after that, my dad picks me up and in the car he tells me this isn't a dream. the rest of the dream is me trying to wake up
9/7/2023 dream
i underwent lung surgery for my voice and it didn't have any changes on my voice. then i found out that i was hexed by myself at a very young age to forever have a high pitched voice
9/4/2023 dream
there was a room musuem which displayed different types of room and material. every room had a lot of space. some rooms would grant occult energy and others were bouncy. it was called 'smooth cleaner' and they had a colorful gift shop full of mostly plushies. they also were open to people doing rituals there
9/1/2023 dream
there was this weirdcore restaurant for this weird arg i liked (not weirdcore at all, looked like off the game) also the meal i ate there was meat with fake buttons in it and in the middle of it was a sign that said ‘hyperconscious reality’ that had a red button with it. on the side of my meal was a dessert that was a shark shaped like a fish with a cat coming out of it with no coloring inside it just the outline and face
8/5/2023 dream
there was this black and white horse head that went through a cave with me while talking. at the end of the cave there was a sign that said 'f playground' (the f was short for full growing) that was surronded by bare trees in the spring. in the middle there was a pool (looked more like a river) that was big. the horse head told at me to jump in it so i did. it chanted while i was in there and while i was in there there were flashes of the demiboy symbol and it was third person despite the majority of the dream being first person
7/25/2023 dream
there was a sensory room on a hill that changed based on who was in it
6/1/2023 dream
so i meet the drummer from mother mother, then i gather my theater homies and tell them we are going to do something in the yard. and i tell the mother mother drummer. then we gather in the yard on a hot day playing a water gun game except what comes out of the guns is arrows.
1/30/2023 dream
i woke up to a messy bedroom, and looked all around for things i need for school. i ended up having a meltdown because i couldn’t find some things, the things i did find weren’t in order, it was 7:18, and i was being rushed. at the end of the dream i was in tears on the way to school.
1/23/2023 dream
there was this creature that was all black with a cursor line blue circle on its front instead of a face (if you need appearance refrences it kinda looked like an among us character) and the circle would shoot blue lazers that could fade away. at any moment it would invade life and the environment and it invaded my high school
dream of ????
i'm in a room with a lot of chatty people talking about soccerr. i try to walk out but i fall.