She had been waiting to meet him for weeks. They first started talking two months ago, when they were matched through an online dating service. She only signed up because she wanted to explore her options... She never imagined she would end up emotionally cheating on her boyfriend of two years.
It was a matter of fact that she was growing apart from Josh, yet the years of work she'd put into their relationship stopped her from leaving. Call it the sunken cost fallacy.
Josh and her always had fun, she loved his goofy sense of humour. Sometimes, when laying in bed together, he would bleat like a goat until she was laughing so hard she couldn't breathe. It was nice. But you can't have a healthy relationship if your boyfriend refuses to talk about his feelings...at all. Even worse if he lies to you about them.
Julio was different. He was mature, he knew what he wanted, and he knew how to communicate it. And it turns out Julio and her wanted similar things from life. They both had ambition, a plan for their futures, and family values. Talking to Julio over the past month allowed her to realize what romantic compatibility really meant.
That's how she ended up leaving Josh. Julio had known she had a boyfriend - and while their conversations were emotional, they were never sexual. She saw Julio as an opportunity to innocently flirt, but on some level she knew it was far from harmless. They connected so well, they agreed on so much... And it all felt effortless.
Yesterday, an hour before she was supposed to arrive at Josh's apartment for dinner, she called him to deliver the news. She has felt like they were growing apart, they have different priorities in life, and she had been talking to someone else. He slammed the phone down.
She knew how abrupt and awful her breakup call was. She should have told Josh in person. Feeling like a coward, she called Julio to tell him about the breakup. They talked for hours that night.
Today, she was waiting outside Julio's building. He was on his way to let her in, the front door didn't have a buzzer. She did feel nervous, this was the first time they would meet in person. When they spoke this morning, they both said they were ready for her to stay the night, if the feeling was right.
And she was ready. She had on her black pencil skirt and a black low-cut blouse. She felt sexy.
Julio appeared in the open doorway and held the door as she entered the building. On the other side of the door, she stood back slightly to take him in. He had lovely smooth skin, which peaked out beneath the cuffs of his navy blue button down. She could glimpse his dark tanned arms. He watched his lips curl into a slow smile and he extended a hand out to reach hers. "Wanna go upstairs?"
Meeting him face to face, sitting on his couch and chatting with him, she actually was having fun. It was nice to be able to connect emotionally so easily. Holding their glasses of red wine, eventually they got to the topic of her breakup with Josh. Julio already knew the details, even the breakup line she gave Josh over the phone. She went on to explain her feelings of guilt relating to her and Julio's emotional affair.
"It's just that I feel like I'm already moving on from Josh."
"So that makes me a homewrecker?" He smirked softly.
"Perhaps? Does that bother you?"
"Not at all."
"I love that." She realized she was only being partially sarcastic with that comment.
They found themselves gazing into each others' eyes for several moments. They couldn't ignore their powerful sexual chemistry. "Is it alright if I kiss you?" Julio asked intently, but gently.
She responded by leaning in and letting her lips meet his. She was lost in her feelings of desire, lost in the warmth and softness of her lips meeting hers. She let her tongue probe between his lips gently, and she could feel his hand slide up her thigh towards the hem of her skirt. With every inch his hand slid, she felt herself part her legs ever so slightly.
In the midst of their kiss, she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled her chest towards him until they were pressed together. She felt the buttons of his shirt touching her exposed chest.
He drew away from their kiss slowly, just enough to look down at her exposed cleavage and say, "oh wow." A wide, teasing smile came over his lips.
In her whole adult life, she had never felt as sexy as she did under his gaze. She slowly drew her hands away from his shoulders and said, "why don't you show me your bedroom?"
He nodded once, stood up, and reached for her hand. What a gentleman. He led her to his bed, which was covered in soft cotton sheets. They laid down and he pulled her into his arms, continuing the kiss. She started to feel his erection press into her stomach through his trousers. The sensation drove her wild, she couldn't help but pull away slightly to reach down and rub him through his pants.
Julio started to moan quietly into her lips. "Lie down for me."
She obliged quickly, excited to follow the directions and please her partner.
Lying beside her, he let his hand trail over her breasts and hover around the waistband of her skirt. He looked into her eyes and asked "may I?"
In that moment, all she could do was nod in response.
He found the side zipper and gently tugged the skirt over her hips. He tossed it onto the floor. He returned his attention back towards her and gently placed his hands on her hips, looked up and gazed into her eyes. He was asking for permission.
She felt a rush of heat shoot throughout her. She craved his touch.
After feeling her through her panties, he drew his fingers towards the wet spot that was rapidly forming. Feeling further, he wiggled his index finger under the crotch of her panties and slowly inserted it into her vagina. She could feel her muscles contract around his finger. His touch was divine.
She grabbed the collar of his skirt and urged his head upwards. She brought her lips to his in a wave of passion, sucking in his bottom lip hard.
"I knew you were a naughty girl," he purred after they broke off the kiss.
He began to rub her clit in slow circles. Looking into her eyes, he was reading her face for pleasure or discomfort. He could see her mouth was open in a small circle and that her eyelids were half closed. Heavy breaths escaped from her lips.
He kissed her cheek gently and began to rub faster. It felt like heaven. She was so aroused that she started to moan quietly.
Still looking at her face, Julio said, "tell me when you're close."
Again, all she could do was nod.
Soon, her breathing rate increased and her moans became more persistent. She opened her eyes wide for a moment to look into his. She felt the muscles deep within her abdomen begin to contract. "I'm so close."
Julio smirked in response and drew his hand away from her and let it trail up her stomach. He must have noticed her shocked gasp because he remarked, "I can't let you finish yet."
She was so desperate to orgasm.
In blinding frustration, she reached down to fumble with the button and fly of his jeans. Once open, she reached down to grab the shaft of his penis through his boxers. She started to jerk him off with quick up and down movements, making sure to apply just the right amount of pressure to his foreskin.
He seemed to like her tactic. "Oh my god, keep going," he pleaded.
"Only if you let me finish," she teased.
He brought his hand back to her clit and continued rubbing rapidly. Overwhelmed with pleasure, she tilted her head back. It took all her concentration to continue jerking him off.
"Julio, will you let me finish?" she asked desperately. She could feel his cock twitch when she asked that.
"Yes, you have my permission."
She finished with an explosion of pleasure washing over stomach. When she opened her eyes post orgasm, she could see Julio sitting on the edge of the bed, completely naked, looking back at her. He reached over to stroke her hair.
"Let me help you." She made her way off the edge of the bed and knelt in front of him.
She started to jerk him off while gazing up into his eyes. He met her gaze with burning desire and lips that were parted into a small circle. She continued her quick pace.
"Please, I'm so close to finishing," Julio moaned loudly. "Can I cum in your mouth?"
In response, she wrapped her lips around the head of his penis and continued jerking him off.
Soon she could hear a sharp gasp and feel spurts of cum hit the roof of her mouth.
She pulled away, made sure Julio's eyes were open, met his gaze and swallowed. For emphasis, she wiped her lips with the back of her hand.
She sat down on the bed beside him and softly kissed his lips.
"That was a long time coming."