I LOVE DTI GC

HAPPY BEST FRIENDS DAY (it will remain that day in my heart forever)

Okay.. this is just a lovemail for my friend group I appreciate them a lot... I genuinely adore them 🥹

Hello. This is for my DEAR FRIENDS who will probably NEVER EVER SEE THIS but here's my special message to the people who have changed my life... for the WORST
First of All i am super duper eternally grateful for this pile of Monkeys.. Its been pretty much a DECADE since ive known some of you guys. Crazy, crazy right? And we're still sticking through AND I LOVE THAT like okay hell yeah guys thanks for sticking with me despite any past drama ( BIG YIKES!) Anyhow I LOVE PLAYING WITH YOU GUYS. PROMISE ILL WATCH ALICE IN BORDERLAND AND FINISH ALIEN STAGE AND SQUID GAMES AND ATTACK ON TITAN WHATEVER ELSE YOU GUYS LIKE i just suck at startint new things. Soon, okay? Monkeys.... man you guys are just THE BEST and never fail to make L.O.L.
Sorry I feel like I'm failing gang for not being descriptive enough.. you guys seriously make me feel like a happier person and to be honest encourage me to keep going I seriously love this friend group a whole lot and I'm thankful we all met each other!! I wish we could see each other in person more. Honestly I can't imagine life without everyone here because I'm so useddd to us talking on the daily and playing games together like lowkey?? You people give my days meaning and something to look forward to ...I DONT WANNA be all cheesy but like I have. Like. No friends at school and it's a very boring time so you can trust me when I say that I'm excited to go home and talk with you guys. I feel like i can truly be myself and you guys would still like me and you all are very understanding like IT MAKES ME CRYY I DONT DESERVE DTI GC 🥲🥲 ITS SOO FUN playing games like Dandy's World or REPO or horror games or just talking like I don't think I'll ever laugh harder with anybody else. I adore everyone from the bottom of my heart lots of appreciation like lowkey I think we're friends in every universe we should be you guys.. you guys make me feel a lot better about myself and very happy.. you guys give me a sense of purpose and support and like I feel funny or smart or nice around you guys like you guys make me feel like a real good person I mean I DUNNO I'm just happy with this group I really wouldn't have it any other way I love you all genuinely straight up literally when I'm at school all I can think about is how excited I am to go home and talk to my friends for even just a bit. My reason for going on, besides being alive for the next Mitski album drop, cough, SO YOU GUYS TRYLY MEAN A LOT MORE TO ME THAN YOU MAY REALIZE. Whether it be deep or funny, I still find myself walking out of most conversations with a profound sense of appreciation and I feel like it was time well spent. There's a lot of genuine thoughts I love to hear from you guys in our serious conversations, SURPRISINGLY! So it is very rewarding having them and opening my eye, like really I do appreciate them and wish we had those talks more. But I'm also incredibly just as appreciative for our funny, non serious ones full of banter and joy. It really brightens my day and it really is all I need to start feeling better, just some jokes and I'm already happy! It's very easy for you guys to entertain me okay.. I'm bored and drained dry of everything that a simple "Hi Sa m" goes a long way. And I love messing with you guys okay it's very funny our banter I live for it and jumping one another. You guys put up with my antics and its very nice hehe.. Thank you.. thank you for being my friends. I love you guys so so so much. Like seriously straight up love everyone here, platonically, besides you Kszy big fat romantic love only my beautiful girlfriend xoxo. I CANT STRESS IT ENOUGH I'm never NOT thinking about my friend group 😭😭🥹 like I fr be scrolling through our past chats giggling like it's the present moment ahh never gets old never ever you 3 are really all I need and after feeling so rejected by my other attempts at making friends I just realize that really I would be just as fulfilled as only having you 3 by my side. I really hope we never fall out, that's like honestly my top 3 biggest fears.. I think my world would end and I'd quite literally be lonely I literally dont talk to anyone else besides you guys and my parents #friendless #THEYALLHATEMEATSCHOOL 🫡 I couldn't be happy with just one of you, even though I really do appreciate you 3 as individuals, I'm very big and greedy and I honestly feel like we work the best as a group so im really glad we haven't been completely broken apart by any misunderstandings. I forgot our last big argument counter day thing but I would day it's been 2000000 days that's awesome we've made loads of progress guys! But back to what I was saying like we really do work best as a group. Y'know that one roblox game and it was just Syd and I playing at first and we sucked at it but then when we got Clotol8 we actually managed to beat the game. SEE WE'RE THE BEST AS A GROUP and just imagine if we had Kszy to help us. Or on horror games like The Mimic or something we got our brave warriors our logic and the brains of the team and our creative minds and then you have me the leech. We all got our skills tp contribute and really I just laugh and have fun and be happy the most when everyone in the gc gets to call!! You all lowkey have like a huge calming effect on me like believe it or not but I cry A LOT and I'm very easily stressed and overwhelmed but everyone here is just so understanding and so funny like if im crashing out I'll just join any call going on or say look back on old messages and I'll honestly feel better there's just such a positive vibe I get in this group chat that washes away all my stress. I love it! Whether it is done purposely or not, you all always manage to make me feel better. Being aware of my friend group's existence is honestly enough to make me feel better. I remember when we went ice skating and I was well. A big scaredy cat. But somehow I managed to somewhat get over my fear and actually enjoy myself with everyones presence! I remember freaking out the second I got on there but then right after that it was just full of laughter and fun like oooh man I love my friends. I'll be honest here, and not to sound edgy or anything, but I feel so much negativity everyday and seeing all the.. well.. cruelty in this world just really disappoints me. I feel so plagued by such awful thoughts.. and yet, this friend group somehow makes me forget about it all. I feel like I can truly express myself, I feel like it's okay to be happy when I'm around you all, I feel like I'm actually seen and liked and loved, I feel like I really do deserve to be happy and have friends. I figure I'm probably very attached and I really can't help it because it really does feel like this friend group is my shining light in such a dark place. I'm not good with words at all so I'm sorry I sounded very corny but I needed to get that out of my chest. I know some days can be drier than others in the group chat, and I become very aware of my loneliness when we go without speaking for a while.. But really it all feels worth it in the end because calling for an hour at the very least is enough to make me forget about all that. Everyone here is so special and unique in their own amazing ways, and just radiate so much positive energy in my life and I really wish none of you guys lose that spark. Not just because it makes me feel better, but because you all deserve the best. I hope all dreams come true, and that everyone will feel fulfilled in the future because really I just love to see you guys happy. I know I'm expecting a lot but I pray we don't ever fall apart in the future or grow distant. If we do, I'll keep in mind all our memories in my heart as they're very precious to me. My feelings are strong I know! I understand if it isn't shared because you guys have a lotta other friends and stuff. I just love my friends that's all. I'm just talk talk talking because I mean I gotta journal my feelings.
I would say Syd and Clotol8 are my bestest friends but I feel that doesn't nearly reveal how much I appreciate you guys like really you all are so much more to me like sisters I swear, I know you two maybe don't see me that way WHICH IS FINE Really but I do hope I can mean a lot to you guys as well. Im very lucky to be dating Kszy as well she means a lot to me and I know she has my back and really I never feel ashamed about myself and my interests with her, like we can be weird kids together and I love helping her with everything like ohh my gosh this is my girlfriend guys. IM THE LUCKIEST PERSON EVER TO HAVE YOU 3! Count how many times I said 3 and take a shot for each.
I would give you guys up for a penny.. that's how much I love you all.. it drives me insane.


Overall? I love our inside jokes, i love our banter, i love playing games with you guys, i love like everything aboit this friend group and yknow thanks for being the best BIG BACKS I know. I love you all with all 95% of my heart and the remaining 5% go to dumb things like family and dandy's world and murder drones. My social circle is very small, and it really is just DTI GC at this point. Like now that I really think about it, a lot of kids at school hated me and I can not make friends because of how nervous I get.. Considering the messages I've sent of asking for advice on how to respond to someone's dm. And honestly? I don't mind at all if I only have you guys with me. I already feel very fulfilled with just this group alone and I wonder where I would be without such genuinely lovely people in my life.. probably dead. Really the reason I can wake up with a smile, the reason I can laugh, the reason I can feel good about myself, the reason for why I keep going. I feel so corny but really I mean it all
I love you all so much, thank you <3
Honorable Mentions to Anabortion, Bonqiqi, and M (not sharing a name for privacy just in case)!
First of all, M, thank you for getting R.E.P.O for me so I can play with you and everyone else! Seriously it means a lot and I can't thank you enough because without it then I wouldn't have had so many fun moments, and you seriously didn't have to but you did it anyways and I'm really thankful. Besides that, you're a super great person and easy to talk to! I can see why Clotol8 is friends with you, and I've never had a bad experience with you at all. Maybe it's because we haven't talked much, but regardless you don't seem controversial at all ahaha.. I do hope we get to talk more! Also you did get me to play MM2 and actually enjoy the game even though I lowkey HATE IT so congratulations.. heh you're very funny
Anabortion and Bonqiqi, you guys are honestly very funny and I lowkey look up to you both a bit! I won't say much because I dunno it doesn't feel right to full on adults in college and we aren't close anyways, but you guys are a pretty nice addition and are very humorous. I do enjoy playing games a lot and find myself laughing a bit more arounf you all thanks for bullying clotol8 with me. Also, I GUESS ITS BECAUSE YOU BOTH ARE OLDER but anytime you guys congratulate or compliment me for something it feels extra-special like ooh yeah I'm approved senorita awesome.


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Please playful Andy's world with m e again.. update
Thank gosh for the new dandys world update dti gc is playing with me again

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Pub: 02 Mar 2025 22:19 UTC

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