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general:
im derek, or supposedly whatever you know me by. i'm a gay cisguy but does that really matter. im your local insomniac who has diagnosed adhd and autism and partial did. i probably act weird so now you know why. im happily taken by my spouse as of december 1st, 2023, #CLUTCHEDANDGOATED4EVER
i tend to be energetic when im around people, but i can also be very awkward. im not the type to initiate conversations with others often, my bad.
im typically semi-inactive when it comes to the internet as of now, im busy with my life and spending time with my spouse during a majority of my free time.
i dont usually know how to react to empathy or sympathy, do not feel like youre doing something wrong, its just personal issues that i am trying to work on. i do not seek out approval nor care, but i appreciate it very much!
though, please do tell if something is wrong, i dont mind listening if you do ever need someone around.
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interests:
i very much enjoy sonic the hedgehog, its been a special interest of mine for over a decade! i also like many roblox games such as phighting (which has been another special interest of mine for 3 years), something evil will happen, die of death, evade, block tales, regretevator, meleeniacs, grace, pressure, late july midsummer. i do also like general roblox, meaning its admins and such! as well as its hackers, roblox args (brandonworks, facelulz, seildirectory, itzskeet_playz, etc), the last guest, work at a pizza place, and so on and so forth.
besides roblox, i like a wide variety of things like undertale/deltarune, madness combat, yokai watch (special interest for over a decade), call of duty, rainbow six siege, law of talos/endzone, minecraft args (a regect, searching for a world that doesnt exist, monsterfucker, collinlock16, arg but the entity is in love), spiderverse, and a lot more stuff.
plus sea life/animals (jellyfish and seals especially), dogs/cats, and bunnies.
i hold music very close to my heart, it is something that defines me as a person and i grew up with many different types of music. i grew within punk rock and psychobilly/rockabilly culture, with bits of country (not modern country), kpop/jpop, alternative rock, edm, and much more. music has helped shape me as a person, and i like to think it holds a great meaning to each and every person. that being said, music is fucking awesome, that shit ROCKS!!!!!!!!
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shout out to:
hero, my one and only forever; mai, my day 1 best friend for all of my life basically; zuzu, my lovely child and best friend who got me into args; danny, awesome and funny guy, hes gay, both meanings; station, full of awesome people and a bunch of my friends; torm, a comedic jester, and best friend that never fails to make me laugh (obv, but hey i love this guy); crunchy, a pretty funny guy and weird in his own way; and all of my other friends!
also, go check out my extended lovemail and my lovemail for my spouse!

zabooboo3! WHERE AM I?!
regect calls z a tard. z kills him brutally
ALSO FUCK HAILEY FUCK SOL FUCK CHORD LUL
I DONT TRUST CUTESY DISORDERED BUNNYPPL GFTO LMFAOOO