another life update: i saw la llorona. witnessed her with my own two eyes. i was taking a bath n i look up n see sadako. like deadass white dress n same hait okay!! so i look back n theres no one behind me?? and i was THRILLED bc let me tell you i LOVE the occult ive tried so many rituals and practices and none of them worked okay baby blue is basically my night routine. she started moving like the reflection got bigger and then i heard a baby crying which i thought was smth random from a neighbor or sum but like a SECOND later i peaced it all together cuz like i was already super excited abt a vengeful ghost showing up at the bath bc EVERY SINGLE water motif vengeful ghost is cool as HELL i love them okay but then i realized wait. crying. its her!! queen is crying!! i lowkey forgot her name so i quickly looked it up and then she disappeared from the reflection. im incredibly disappointed because i was hoping to become the victim of her grudge or whateva. i mean i guess its cool cuz sometimes they like making appearances like a week before they attack to make the victim scared? so i do hope thats what it was. i will perform her ritual tonight tho hopefully i can summon her back especially if shes still lingering here!! the only problem is that my bathroom only has one mirror and her summoning ritual requires a bathroom full of mirrors. well either that or a lake and idfk how ill get a lake so i js need to gather mirrors i hope itll work??? anyway im so thrilled my heart was beating SO fast i could HEAR the dudumdudumdudum but i wasnt even scared i swear!! i hear so many accounts of people who witnessed the occult and supernatural but never thought id become one myself. im not that much of a firm believer, i only worship god and im not a witch i dont do dark magic shit, but i do LOVE studying urban legends from all around the world. writing this down im starting to realize that if a non-believer or someone with no knowledge of the occult reads this theyd probably think im either hallucinating or lying. well im not! you can rule out psychosis on a 100% — ive been on the same dosage of antipsychotic meds for years and am extremely stable! i also do not experience any of the symptoms i did in psychosis even in the SLIGHTEST. i can bring professional licensed proof of not experiencing hallucinations of any sort, it is very well documented on paper!! as for lying - that, i unfortunately cannot prove, its entirely up to you whether you choose to trust me or not. i am a very honest person tho, i pride myself on being a big fan of the truth no matter what it is. then again, if youre a random person reading this who doesnt know me, that as well could be a lie i suppose!! i definitely dont expect non-believers or sceptical people to believe me, feel more than free to laugh at all i say, but the stduy of the occult is a legitimate profession just like the study of religion is! ok that is all for now. #staytuned for the next life update on /edwardnorton!

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