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hallo everypony c: i'm Koni known as Eve/Eva and I AM very very enthusiastic about Blue Lock deadly enthusiastic. Also enthusiatic about my future shrines !~ I'm collecting any merchandise that i can find/buy real and even fake, Japanese manga version even tho i don't speak Japanese that's how bad my hyperfixate on BLLK is. BLLK actually helping my disorders my only healthy way to cope which is makes me happy and finding myself C: Besides... this page is also going to be about more than just things related to Blue Lock, as a psychiatrist prefers, because that's what makes me happy. also any hate will be ignored
yumeship & oshi down related down there ↓
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I being Bllk fan before even it become an anime C: like around early 2019, Bllk helps me tremendously with my daily complexes and helps me tremendously with my difficulties and brings me a lot of joy and excitement. In my life, I have never been so attached to a series or anime in general that it builds my entire personality, and especially makes me feel good about who I am (I suffer from an identity crisis & etc) I'm really attached to the series and I don't usually like to say I'm the number one fan of things, but I believe I'm the number one fan of Blue Lock, the entire series, not specific characters. I can't even choose exactly which characters I like the most because I like most of the cast and I'm really attached to each character in a different way. As "terrible" as the situation is, I'm yumeshipping and oshimaxxing to many characters from the series, which makes me even cringe, but the main thing is that I have happiness from this whole thing. It's really my dream to increase the entire shrine I have, which is mixed with characters and a few characters alone, one shelf of Nagi, Sae, etc., a shelf full of fanbooks that I'll print out and look for everywhere just to add to the shrine. I'm also starting to have dupes of things, and it's amazing. It makes me really happy, but it makes me happy to the point that I even stay free of self-harm for a long time, to the point that the psychologist and psychiatrist said it's the source of my joy and that it shouldn't be taken away from me. I can sit for hours watching the anime over and over again, and I'm not into manga, even though the manga continues and I'm pretty up to date. I just keep it to myself because, like I said, it's the source of my joy. It really sounds absolutely cringeworthy, but no one will understand or feel what I feel about the series, which is really one of the reasons that encourages me to be diligent and overcome my problems because I found and opened up a source of happiness for myself, a source that helps me even when I'm sad or in a fit of any kind. It's both my comfort thing and my hyperfixate, and as much as I try to be careful, it's a little hard, but the main thing is that it doesn't hurt me, it's never hurt me physically, it won't bother me, and anything else, if it does, it's only because of something sad that touched my heart that happened like when Sae came back and what happened to him with Rin, and yes, it brought a little trigger to me because it hurt me. GODDDDDDDD, that's really CRINGE to say that I want to die
In short, I would be very happy if you assigned me as the biggest fan of Blue Lock. It would do me a lot of good in my heart and soul just to know that I remind people of Blue Lock.
I will listing my yumemaxxing & oshimaxxing as well NOT ONLY BLUELOCK
future / on progress shrines:
Mametchi
When they cry
Ariana Grande
Sabrina Carpenter
Dante (dmc)
Super sonico
Aoba seragaki
Itabags:
Aoba seragaki
Blue Lock (u20 & new generation)
WxS members
Koujaku
Blue Lock undated merchandise shrine:
- sleeping blind boxes all verisons
^ volume #1 all of them (gifted), volume #2 Sae and Kunigami, other verison only Nagi and other version sitting sleeping one Bachira n Isagi - mystery badges
- stickers ! a lot of stickers !
- nagi figure (a gift by Rosie)
- mangas ofc (English & Japanese + Nagi episode)
- blind boxes
- pens (Isagi and Nagi)
- plushies
- notebooks
- keychains
- blind bags (animals: Rin, Nagi and Reo from Rosie)
- posters (+ sanrio)
- blue lock emotes !! requested + f2u :

making by myself C: (BLUE LOCK)
- photo frames
- pjsk paper crafts ✔
- pixel art (irl + Aseprite)
- art in general ✔
- cube papers C: ✔✔✔
- full body cardboard
- photo cards ✔
- keychains ✔
- bracelets
- rentrys ✔❌
- emotes (with EmoteLab)
- VBridger (still in questioning if I wanna do that)
- clothes :PP
- MAYBE a WEBSITE
- dolls (i would die)
- pins ✔
Manga & Novels collection list:
- Blue lock (ENG & JP) ✔❌
- Sakamoto Days
- Gachiakuta ✔❌
- JJK
- Claymore
- Project Sekai ✔
- Green Yuri ✔
- Kaiju no.8
- A Silent Voice
- Girls last tour
- Boochi the Rock
- Nana ✔❌
- Happiness
- Persona 5 & 3 ✔❌ & 4 & Q
- Omori
- Deadman Wonderland ✔❌
- Rozen Maiden
- Kirby Manga
- Chainsaw Man
- Hell's Paradise
- Rosario+Vampire
- Vampire Knight
- Neon Genesis Evangelion
- Nichijou
- Disney Twisted-Wonderland
- Good Bye Eri
- K-on!
- Noragami
- Look Back
- Classroom of the Elite
- Orange
- Elfen Lied
- Chobits
- ++ Random Ecchi Mangas/Novels
dropped:
Blue Period
Overlord
Komi can't communicate
bllk brainrot


















