lovemail for my beloved

no this wont be decorated leave me alone

16/06/2025

hi, i plan on adding new stuff to this when i remember to. dont expect every day updates.
i dont know where to start honestly, i have a lot to say, yet i cant describe most of it in words. ill try my best
first of all, youre the reason of me being alive. i dont know what i would do without you, youre literally the best girlfriend, you make my days easier and better
youre the best thing that has happened to me, it feels like my problems disappear from existence when talking to you
the fact that we have common interests just makes me believe that we are soulmates, as corny as it sounds.. i cant imagine living my life with someone else
im sorry if im not the best partner, boyfriend, girlfriend whatever, i really try my best for you. i struggle with romantic stuff, as i cant tell the different between platonic and romantic feelings, so the concept of romance has always been confusing to me, but i still put in effort
im sorry if i dont always communicate with you, communication is my worst enemy because of my struggle with conversations (social cues.. sigh)
thank you for comforting me when i needed it the most, it helped me a lot. my dms are always open if ever needed
my mood automatically gets better when i see you, i could be having a mental breakdown and then i would see your notification and stop mid breakdown
i enjoy watching your twitch streams, im your #1 fan trust
i appreciated every gift of yours, even if there werent a lot, i still appreciate them
im listening to our shared playlist as im writing this, thats unimportant but i felt like mentioning it

17/06/2025

Bouncing, bouncing, bouncing on my wood. Do your legs get tired from bouncing on my wood for too long? Because mine do.
okay this entry wont be as serious as the last one i guess..
harneala :v:

hello if youre reading this
i have no idea what to write for this entry, i honestly only started writing this because i miss you #bringemsiback
I LOVE YOU... a lot..... youre my favourite person... ive said this before but i seriously cant imagine my life without you, i never thought i would find someone as perfect as you
every single time i see a couple i get reminded of you and miss you even more sigh its a struggle
ok anyway ARE YOU A WITCH. every time i talk to you i run around my room giggling like did you put a spell on me

18/06/2025

Hhai. Its like um.. almost 12 am as i write this so i apologize if any of the points that i make dont make any sense im kind of tired
An animatronic found in the back alley. We are unsure. HELP i think we might be unsure idk though.. I ALMOST FORGOT THE BE IN THAT SENTENCE IM ACTUALLY SO TIRED Hello

wait why am i just listing inside jokes THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE LOVEMAIL IM SORRY
i wish people around me werent homophobic so i could rant about you.. my heart shatters in pieces knowing that my irls are very homophobic.. sigh
have i mentioned how much i love you? HELP THIS IS A LOVEMAIL. My bad gang! But,, jokes aside youre so pretty mwah mwah i love you !!!!!!!
wait i remember one time i dont think i told you but i was scrolling on tiktok and i saw a random ass video with text saying "would you date someone from the country that i gave you?" so i looked at romania for fun and then i saw the german flag and i SCREAMED SO LOUD?? my mum actually came in my room and asked whats wrong so i lied and told her that i was playing a horror game.. #masterofdeceit #shadowmilkcore
Weezer. HELP I DONT KNOW WHY I RANDOMLY MENTIONED WEEZER Um whatever
When i see shadow sugar i giggle.. a lot.. because it reminds me of us.. OH ACTUALLY I REMEMBER THIS ONE TIME I WAS MAKING SHADOW SUGAR HEADCANONS AND I HEADCANONED ETERNAL SUGAR COOKIE AS PANSEXUAL AND SHADOW MILK AS OMNIGENDER AND LESBIAN. this was all on accident i didnt even realize until i was done that i was just projecting. Um.
i would write more but im really tired and my brain cant handle it when im tired ACTUALLY you know what ill write until its 12am
whenever im listening to our shared playlist (which im doing right now) on shuffle and then one of your favourite artists start playing i get reminded of you and that makes me miss you more waah
ask my friends and they'll tell you that i always mention you ("i miss my wife" is probably my most said expression i cant even lie)
okay its 12am umm
i really want to go to a concert with you in the future, especially since i have always wanted to go to concerts, but my favourite artists dont come to my country.. #bringjoosttoromania
wait because its 12am its literally the 19th should i start a new entry
nevermind

21/06/2025

Hai. Its noa.. I know you havent seen my face in a while.. HELPP I CNAT
Did you guys stepped?
anyway. my girlfriend gifted me nitro i love her so so much :revolving_hearts:
okay, jokes aside, i genuinely love you so much, ive never felt this way before about someone, its a whole new experience, and i appreciate that. i cant think of what i would do without you, i never loved someone this much. every day that passes just feels like my love for you gets stronger, and i hope to keep it that way.



Thats. a lot. Um! i mention you literally every single time that i talk to my friends..
you make me laugh every time i talk to you, my mood gets better when i talk to you and my face brightens up.. i probably wouldnt get through the school day if you werent here but UM enough about school i got my summer break #dontremindmeofthatplace

23/06/2025

O :smiley: Inside joke. I'm. cRying. Okey anyway
i dont know what to write i just began writing this because i miss you MY FRIENDS ARE PROBABLY SO TIRED OF HEARING "i miss my wife" 24/7 I FEEL BAD FOR THEM Rip :dove:
When katarsis starts playing while im listening to our playlist it makes me miss you more

I WAS SCROLLING ON THE ROBLOX HOME PAGE AND I SAW THIS AND THE DATE AND THEN I THOUGHT OF OUR ANNIVERSARY. Our 6 month anniversary is in 5 days yay!

Anyway. i still cant believe that we only started dating at the end of 2024... it feels like we've been dating for years somehow...
youre so cool pls dont explode i love you so much

this is what i was talking about...
sugarfly cookie mentioned im drooling like a little baby. Just like papa albert. okey NO NEVERMIND WHAT THE FUCK

??? Nice to know lily. Pardon me, I mean "Mother.", not Lily.
oh and im not letting anyone forget about this

danielβ€˜s vacuum cleaner [zany] β€” 6/20/25, 6:02 PM
go eat your wifes naan i dont knoe

28/06/2025

Hai. It's our 6 month anniversary so I feel like I should write here again
i love you a lot,, i cant imagine my life without you, every single time i think of you i start giggling and shit
thank you for being there for me when i wasnt doing great, you make me feel special (twice reference?) and AAGGH you have changed my life for the better
i see ship edits and think "thats so me and her" like words cant describe how much i love you
youre the best person in my life for real!!! my favourite person of all time reward goes to you

01/07/2025

I Just realized that i wrote 2024 in my last entry. Help me
Hey guys its july 🏨
🍢🍢 Anyway! have i mentioned how much i love yoi HELP ME THATS LIKE THE 3RD TIME IVE SAID THAT I think.
writing LOVEmail for someone that i LOVE those two things are so different WHY DID MY AUTOCORRECT WANT ME TO WRITE TUFF INSTEAD OF DIFFERENT soo tuff πŸͺ twin youre so tuff
youre so cool i cant believe that im dating you it feels like youre too cool for me..
i love woman ❀️❀️ i dont mean the plural "women" i mean singular because youre the woman (lesbian rizz) IM ACTUALL PISING Kill me 😭😭😭😭
Cool... so hey, I actually noticed your profile pic. Are you... like... a femboy in real life? No judgment either way, just curious. Just want to make sure I'm not being weird. dfartugug sorry i was cleaning my phone case
The koalka /ref Okey I'll probably add more to this entry as the day goes on um!

07/08/2025

Tyler mentioned
Hi guys it's me noa
oka sorry for not writing in here for a while um to be fair i havent touched my rentries in a while πŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺ
thank you for being in my life dude i love you so much...
πŸ• Ok i was reading your lovemail for me and i agree we need to talk more πŸ’” i love talking to you even when im not in the mood to talk
get out of america i need to talk to you more Ok?
weed SORRY HELP I'm watching youtube and i kept.my hand on the keyboard and it just autocorrected to weed.
Om HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE YOU. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really love you Ok? dont forget that
youre so tuff twin i love you twin
im writing this because i miss you Ok i really miss you COME BACK. i dont think ive talked to you at all today sigh
ive said this before but like every single time i see a duo or a ship in my mind im like "this is so me and her"
i was crossing the DANUBE and i was thinking "ok how can i make this about my wife" /srs
a while ago i had a dream that my mum purchased a whole ass stage and paid my fav artists to come and for some reason you pop up in the middle of the concert?? so i had to pretend that youre a confused tourist (who is being a tourist in my yard bro) so Um yeah! Yes! /ref wait katseye mentioned DUDE IF NOBODY GETS THE REFERENCE IM GONNA LOOK INSANE

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Pub: 16 Jun 2025 19:51 UTC

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