this isnt a callout or any form of harassment. if you harass anyone mentioned here you're a piece of shit. this is simply just my point of view.
Hi im gonna be explaining everything bc i dont need rape threat allegations on my name I am 14 years old. this might be a little shitty sorry bwar with me..?
Okay so, I think it all started when I was talking to this guy who shall not be named for personal reasons but we can call him M. M was manipulative, guilt-trippy, and just overall the male manipulator starter pack. I found out he was talking to another girl so I was crashing out on him and also sending screenshots of what I was saying in my channel. Angel said "me or him" and I was on the subject of talking about trying to help him get better, and I thought Angel meant "Me or him" as in a way of "arw you talking about helping me or him" and i said Him with a crying emoji and thats when it started noticably going downhill. (Im not sure if anyone in BPDP had a problem with me like this personally or talked shit and I cant read minds so please dont hassle me). I noticed Milo blocked me and I was concerned and confused, so I asked Elias. And Elias said this, its in the image below.
After this, I had noticed everyone started to act strange with me. But I pushed it down. Then, Aiden blocked me. And edited his message to something of the lines "Im not angry im freaking out and I need space im sorry". So I was confused cause I thought Milo & Aiden blocking me out of the blue was strange. Then, Pippin blocked me so I just decided I was done because nobody was telling me anything, what i did wrong, who i affected, what happened, etc. So I told Angel to just delete my channel and blocked it shortly after. Then, I sent this to Angel.
"so . the reason why i left bpdp is because 1 milo has me block 2 aiden has me blocked 3 pippin has me blocked, i dont mind people blocking me for space or if theyre uncomfortable with me currently because i understand but no onetold meanything beforehand and it really hurts my feelings because i dont know what i did wrong to anyone and i didnt mkean to be abad friend if that was the case i really promise . i didnt mean to make anyone purposely uncomfortable or upset with me. and elias sneaking behind my back and stalkign momo and tell ing u guys all the bad shit and not me isreally. fucking sutpid im sorry you all coddle me and say you care for me but couldnt even tell me the guy i was attached to was a racist ableist piece of shit . if you cared about me why did everyone and they mama know but not me 😠strange. and then BLEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP (privacy reasons) i felt like they were peer pressuring me into th e trade cause they know im lowkey impulsive asf but i think thats my paranoia and i also know u literally cant do anything about this because its just how i feel but i have my reasons and i hope u understand."
I sent that to Angel and we just both blocked eachother, quiet and simple like how I intended it to be. Then, I noticed /ReneeGraves (a url Elias had claimed for me) had different information on it and the edit code wasnt working. So I asked Elias, and he wrote a paragraph explaining how I was purposefully pursuing toxic relationships and how it was making me develop a victim complex, which I do realise now and he is right. Going back to the M situation, Elias had stalked M and got some dirt on him for being an ableist, and racist weirdo. I didnt know this happened until after me and M had a blowout. I felt betrayed and upset no one told me the guy I was attached to was like this, because I would have instantly left. In my very shitty apology I sent to Angel on alterspring, I still had not known what was the reason everyone had blocked me beforehand for so i was just apologizing for making any members feel drained, uncomfortable, etc. and then i was called a guiltbaiter for that. what??? Then, Milo edited his message. For milo's wishes, I'm not going to say the specific reason but I found out why and everything clicked into place. If you guys are reading this I am so incredibly sorry. Those were not my intentions at all.
After this, I resorted to telling Wil about it. Showing what Milo had said before Milo asked me to not show anyone, I was confused and just overall shocked. i dont mean to victimize myself but Omg bro that was like Crazy to process. And yes im not going to lie to make myself look like a saint, I did spill some gossip about a few members which I do feel bad for since it was out of impulse and anger. I noticed around this time when I was gossiping, Wil got an ask from some Anon sending a rape threat to Wil. Ill list the screenshots beloa.
The first
The second
Now, apparently Angel was getting rape threats. But at the time the threats were "happening" (atleast i think? correct me if im wrong.) Angel had it's inbox closed. So how could I send any form of threats? This is what comes up when you search up rape in general on my discord account. Okay the time im making this my catbox is not working so I'll add the screenshot later. But there was absolutely no mention of it. Now heres the thing, the rape theeats and timing of me and bpdp's fallout is all relatively weird. ofcourse they'd think its me because me and Angel had a fallout. Its common sense. But the thing is, Angel and Wil are dating. im not going to say anything buut isnt it weird how they started dating just as this is all going on? Just like how they BOTH started getting the threats? Im not going to leak anything personal, but crazy exes can be crazy exes. The timing of the dating and the sudden threats is very closely constructed together. Dont you think? If Angel and Wil are actually getting these threats, WHY arent the inboxes closed? Thats how you avoid these threats, right? i have screenshots of everything i was saying to angel. i was being kind and my apology was NOT harassment. i was apologizing for making my friends feel a certain way without my acknowledgemnt. I was taking ACCOUNTABILITY. do you know how hard that is for ME? i struggle with that so To me its a big accomplishment.
Now, since Angel and Wil are getting these weird "threats". Let's talk about what was on my atabook today. I had opened my atabook today because most of my old friends from my old account know my atabook so they could contact me easier. I was talking about missing my old friends to Elias i think ? not entirely confident ill double check. But today I see "How do you feel about Libitina owning /Ashley" and "KILL YOURSELF VICTIM COMPLEX WHORE" By the same IP address, it was a unfamiliar IP address and made it seem like it was framing Libbs to be harassment bait. Strange. Then, another message was "You're not safe" with the little tongue sticking out ata emoji. Different ip address. Notice how Im getting harassed too? And who was harassing Libbs? A group of zionists. This group dislikes me very much aswell. Dont you think all the threats ive been getting, harassment libbs has been getting, and harassment angel & wil have been getting isnt connected? why wouldnt that group take the bait to frame me when its very obvious they dislike me. i think its very obvious im being framed. not really sure by who since i have so many rentry opps but. shrugggg. I just want to be left alone. ive said this so many times. just leave me slone. its the only thing i want. i want to move on and put this behind me. i wannt to be Free from this stupid internet drama and focus on myself and my friends and be careful what i say around them. you are all 16-20 and you're trying to frame me for rape threats? that is just disgusting. i dont need to be pitied because i know i was in the wrong about alot of things aswell. just leave me alone and move on with life. if wil and angel are actually getting threats, i dont know what to tell you. im getting off of rentry and alterspring until i can prove myself im innocent to the rape threat allegations. sorry if this is bad btw i finished writing at 1:27 am im about to fall asleep
btw id like to say, im not a victim of anything in this situation. i have hurt who i have hurt and caused the damage thats been done. i have done much worse things in the past. i am not a saint or an angel in this situation. but false accusations arent okay. if angel & wil are actually getting harassed i hope they find out who it was asap, no person deserves threats like that. im not sure if this screenshot can help my case but i cannot handle rape jokes, so why would i make rape threats?