CAUTEL ⸝ Trapped ୨୧ he - she - it COLLECTIVELY :; ELLIOT or Spiral !! They - any
Dyslexia , AUDHD & a system + unlisted for comf. Suspected BPD . . or npd? I'm unsure. Don't take it like it's diagnosed
Please don't ask for front unless we're close. Even then, there's a chance we won't tell you. If alters want to make themself known, that's entirely their choice. (You'll be met with cautel 80% of the time tho LOL)
I don't have a DNI , I block freely. I would say don't try to befriend me if you are under 14 , if you are that age then you're unfortunately on thin ice though. I don't care if you interact since it's not a DNI.
Just know, I really like talking about myself/my interests and may end up doing that 99% of the time. Don't be scared to interrupt me if you want to talk about yourself/your interests since most times , I will not ask about you myself. I'm more than happy to hear about you and stuff , asking about others just tends to leave my mind.
I most likely won't interact first at all. (Socially awkward + anxious) I go through isolation a lot (self-inflicted & not) which leads to me not really knowing how to interact with people properly most of the time. If I get used to you enough though , I'll definitely start interacting first - or just sitting with you first.
I make jokes that can be uncomfortable , I say slurs (which I CAN say) + curse a shit ton , and can be a bit weird. that being said , let me know if I do anything that makes you uncomfortable or you don't like and I promise that I'll stop. (Unless it's cursing and saying slurs in general , I'll at least make an attempt though.. it's just a habit. If it helps at least , I will avoid cursing at or calling you slurs)
Although I'm usually nice (or I try to be) , there will be times where I'm just a complete asshole LOL. .. Its mostly due to me being in a bad mood , mood swings , or just whatever - I'll apologize for anything wrong I say/do in the end though.
I'm ASS at regulating my emotions , I am unstable and can be prone to outbursts. I'm also really bad at telling tone over text. I don't require tonetags , I don't really care - it's appreciated tho. Just let me know if I read something in the wrong tone.
I'm very avoidant , especially during confrontations of sorts. I also struggle to communicate A LOT , try to be patient with me? I get that it can be irritating as hell though. So , I apologize in advanced!! IF you're confronting me over something you didn't like/I did wrong , don't be afraid to push me until I actually man up and talk to you about it .. I'll get there faster than if you were to just wait until I do it myself.
Not sure what else to put , BUT I'm disordered and I will end up acting disordered & mentally ill , don't be surprised. I'm unmedicated ... I can be impulsive , irritable , and I have bad habits/tendencies (THAT I AM WORKING ON). So , just talk to me if I do something , blah , blah , blah. I also experience delusions , don't be afraid to reality check me and sht , I'll be very appreciative of it in the end.