to my dearest sol — we haven't known each other for long but its felt like we've known each other since 1999! its so enjoyable to talk to you and my day feels a little better whenever i do :) when i first joined into yaoi gc i was lowkey scared of you... BUT i'm not anymore and to be honest you've probably witnessed more of my tmis than most of my online friends! (i would like to apologize for traumatizing you with dream on our first meet) my favourite things to do with you is talk about seventeen yaoi and licking you (this is my top priority btw) i love being around you and feel free to be myself which proved to myself that i can show my actual self instead of hiding it from others. i can't appreciate you enough for still sticking around to be my friend even with how weird i can get, i love love love when you match my freak even when im just blabbering nonsense and i wish we continue to be good friends in the foreseeable future!! i love you lots and wish nothing but the absolute best for you and your two gay sons <3 (also we are literally junshua and 0218 bros don't even try)

to my dearest rei — from what started as a silly little encounter and my (totally not obvious) favourtisim towards you because of us both being carats in /kangtaehyun formed into a beautiful friendship I constantly cherish in my heart even if I don't show it. I still remember our first conversations like it was yesterday, the both of us geeking out over the recent seventeen concert clips that had dropped, being in heat over them, conversing over seventeen yaoi and that being the starting point of our close friendship GIGGLING! thank you for being my #1 yaoist supporter and reading my stupid fics whenever i came to you to show them like i can't thank you enough for dealing with my nonsense. i love you so so much and i can't be more thankful and glad to have met you and become your friend. i want you to continue being my oomfatron rej for as long as human possible and even though you usually are status wise online and mentally offline, i'll always stay online for you! mwuah! (btw we're LITERALLY seokchan.)

to my dearest mae — see unlike any normal friendship, ours blossomed when our first encounter with each other was having the opposite of bowel problems and then switching them like we were bluetooth connected. each moment that we connected with each other over seventeen yaoi, understanding each other on the most random levels, holding one another's hand because we were shitting too painfully, how you held my hand when i took two laxatives and practically killed my guts, talking about seungkwan mpreg, making out any time for.. no real reason? holding my hand when i saw a cockroach when i just wanted to piss at 3am, sending each other our old absolutely ASS edits and our old messages to each other to giggle gaggle about, i remember like it was all done yesterday... you have such a beautiful mind that blooms in such.. special ways that i don't think ive seen anybody elses brain form thoughts like how you do. continue being the awesome, silly bisexual mave that the world knows and adores because you're literrally the awesomest person ever and i love you so much twin 😭😭😢💗 (we ARE renmark dont EVENNNN)

to my lovely gc — this gc is the epitome of my happiness, i can't explain just how many giggles ive gotten from our stupid little gc where we do everything BUT talk about yaoi, just like how the first few days of the first week it was alive being filled with me and mae just comforting each other and our shitting problem. i love everyone in this stupid group chat and how funny it is. i love the fact how my humor gets worse and my brain skills go down by at least 6% every time i click or breathe the air of the gc. it is one of the best gcs ive ever been in and i wouldn't trade my membership in it for the world. YES we do die sometimes YES sometimes we have random activity because god knows why but that still doesn't mean this gc is breathing, living and thriving. thank you for being the silliest gc i know and being the funniest people alive. mwuah mwuah MWUAH i love you guys so so BAD!!!!! (we are so hhu and pfu hehe)

to my dearest aly — the silliest jeonghanner, jjongjjongie and the (in)sanest jeongcheol fan that i know. every time we do something together it's either a) organized or b) the most chaotic fucking thing ever done by two human people with a braincell. nothing describes our friendship more than insanity because that's really the only thing that describes us correctly. i'll never forget the way i had a barking over woozi edits constantly phase because of you, we practically /e made out cus we also had that as an era for some reason, our constant yaoi yapping sessions and how i get into the most degenerate detail of the members because we don't give a gaf, me sending you howoo porn because we can and literally geeked over it and honestly the most beautiful of it all, telling you my insanest fic ideas (and i pinky promise i'll make you your jc pic fic). our friendship is such a beautifully random yaoist one that i literally have no clue at this point how we're thriving BUT WE ARE!! i love you lots and i know damn well we aren't gonna change one bit LMAOOOO (we're absolutely jihan, gyuhan and jeongcheol DUH)

to my dearest niko — where the hell do i begin... my favourite person ive met this year, words can't explain how much fun its been to have you in my life and be able to talk to you in general. yes, we did have that moment were the both of us drifted away for a few months but HEY who cares now? we have each other again and now we're back to our silly antics where it practically feels like we're just running off of a piece of duct tape and a dream. i genuinely can't recall how many times ive looked back at our messages and wondered if it was a fever dream because of how random our conversations get and how many random topics we talk about at once, but that's just the beauty of our friendship!! we're practically living breathing tmis to each other and lowk when we're together i imagine those bouncy balls that can't stop bouncing cus thats lowk US!!! obviously like every friendship i have on here, we've bonded over seventeen yaoi which truly shaped and structured whatever the fuck our convos turn into (which is highkey my fault most of the time), convos of us being so mentally ill it would honestly put us in like 3 different mental hospitals at the same time, the beautiful concerts you give me in vm, when we used to call and i watched you play fortnite and/or osu, the random lores we drop that give each other whiplash, woozi pregnant with jun and riku.... yeaahhh i think that's enough said LMAOO anyways- thank you for sticking by my side and being an amazing friend to me and thank you for still putting the time and effort to talk to me despite our fucked timezones which usually meant that unless it was 1am for one of us it would've been impossible to talk to each other, but we didn't give a gaf and still texted like it was nothing! i love you so much and you mean lots to me and honestly i just love you so so much niko!! lots of kisses!!! (we are junhao btw and yk that.)

to my dearest diki, nora, eulea and leona — hello i wanna start off by saying you guys are literally so gorgeous amazing and beautiful you guys are soso lovely and i wanna eat you all but ok moving on to the seriousness, from the bottom of my heart, from my head, shoulders, knees, and toes, you guys truly mean so much to me. you guys have showed me what true friendship looks like in this horrible country were everyone is either two faced, rude or just not the right people (obvs in our classmates), you guys showed me how healthy friendships actually look like and how sometimes a little imbalance can mean just the right balance for some people. our hangouts, sleepovers, calls, game nights, inside jokes, they're all memories i constantly cherish and remember, how we start using each others dictionaries and wordings cus we're highkey merging into one another (joke plz) and how we waste most of our time together goofing around instead of actually getting the work that we need done (ex. math lessons with leona....) our gossip sessions are like no others and since we're basically nearing the 10 year mark of our friendship (don't correct my math.) i honestly can't be more grateful i have such amazing friends like you guys, each one of you have helped me in one way or another and have showed me the beauty within you. you guys make me confident, make me feel great, get me out of my shell, get me comfortable and constantly get me out of shitty situations. my words aren't the best, and i want to apologize for that but i can't even begin to explain how much i adore you guys. thank you diki for helping me with finding my humor and giving me courage, thank you nora for always being supportive with the things i do, thank you eulea for always encouraging and pushing me to strive greater for my own self and thank you leona for helping me and the group because of your empathic heart, even in moments when we didn't even realize that you were helping us. you guys have made and helped me be the person i am right now, have been for me in moments when i needed comfort the most and always made sure i held my chin high even at my lowest points. no words can describe how thankful i am to have you guys in my lives, how thankful i am to still be able to consider myself apart of this friendship with so much love in everyones heart for each other and no shit talking or anything about each other. thank you for being through thick and thin with me and always staying by my side. i love you all so much, and i genuinely mean it. (we're still waiting for you to comeback eule btw ♡︎)

and, a small thank you to alexander/alex, one of the (in)sanest seungkwan stans i know. i'll be honest, it's true that we aren't really friends with each other like that and we aren't super close to each other, but you've still made me feel comfortable and myself when i could only really do so with emmy. i wish we can grow a stronger connection to each other and i wish nothing but the absolute best on you. love you lots <3
