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i really really love kanade yoisaki. honestly, i'm not sure how to format a lovemail, or how to write one that isn't just "jhshjsjhsdfjd kanade she's so cute i love her hsgfsdjjm" as i usually just say, so i think i might start off by saying how i first fell in love with her, and why. i first fell in love with her during a kinda rough time of my life (hyperfix death), and i was feeling quite empty due to that. i tried getting back into some of my old interests to combat this, and started reading some pjsk stories. one of the first that grabbed me was niigo's worldlink, as i thought they were good events to jump back into, a good recap of the units' growth. i don't think i can really describe the emotions i felt seeing this untrained. i know it's obviously yumebait, but i am the poor little fish... who was baited.... just look at her eyes. the amount of love she holds in her heart is just. incredible. she's such an amazing kind caring person, and her warmth that the artists managed to show in this card is so impressive. it feels so comforting, and i instantly felt a giddy warmth in my chest upon seeing this card.

before kanade, i had thought about yumeshipping, and i really wanted to be a yumeshipper. this might sound pathetic, but i really wanted to love someone—even if it was just a fictional character—that much. my aromanticism has been a real struggle for me, and i always wished more than nothing else that i could just love. i had always struggled to actually love a character though, because i usually only like people after they've liked me and shown something to me, how could i love someone who wasn't real, and didn't know me? it feels a little foolish now, because i know now that it doesn't matter if kanade is real or not. i know she's fictional, i'm not a soulbonder, nor do i believe that she is actually real. i just believe that if she waas real, she would probably love me. she has so much care and love in her heart, and that's what i like most about her. she's a character with so much love, and she helped me to feel that too, so i will always be grateful. she really makes me so happy, whenever i feel lonely and feel as if i'll never love anyone, kanade (and my yumeship with her) is a massive comfort.

project sekai in general is a media that means so much to me, i've been a fan for over three years now!! it's really shaped who i am as a person, always been there for me as i've grown, and so has kanade. i may not have always loved her in specific, but i like to think that she was just waiting, until i discovered how true my love was for her ♡. my identity will always be tied to her in some way, whether it's through loving her or relating to her! i guess you could say birds of a feather stick together, right? i actually do relate to kanade quite a bit. she's a character with a heavy nostalgia for the past, a longing for what once was, even if she can never get it. while my situation that dragged me out of my childhood was not as.. tragic as kanade's, reading her stories where she reminisced on what she once had hit me really hard. we both will always be searching for a safety and warmth that we once had when we were children, and i feel incredibly seen with that aspect of her character. (it's why i decided to make anon her childhood friend, it's that nostalgic safety!) i too base a lot of my self worth off other people, and how i can help them, my main goal in life is honestly just to help people.

i really empathise with her mindset of needing to save people to have a purpose, a reason for living, and i wish i could just tell her that she's done enough, her worth is not based off her . she's so caring, and she's helped so many people, and yet it's never enough for her. her selflessness and love is one of the main reasons i love her, but it also makes me hate her sometimes! (just a joke, wow i can't even say slightly mean things about her without feeling so horrible, she's not even slightly hateable.) kanade, you've saved me. i've felt a little bit less alone, loved everyone else in my life a little bit more, smiled a little bit more, been a little bit kinder to people i don't know, all because of you. it's really a bit sad how much you've changed me, but sometimes you have to be a little bit mentally ill to get mentally well, so if thinking kanade yoisaki would be proud of you for brushing your teeth is what gets you to brush your teeth, grab that toothbrush dattebayo.

she's a massive comfort to me. every time i look at her beautiful blue eyes and stupid little dazed expression, i feel a massive smile on my face. everything about her makes me feel warm and fuzzy, her beautiful soft voice, her passion (at 25 okay sorry) for composing, her care for others, i all love it. i love her do you understand i love her so!!! much!! every other time i've been fixated on a character to this extent (which was like. once ever), it's always been on that character and a pairing, because the love they shared just made me. crazy. but this time, kanade is all mine!! i actually think that even if i didn't yume her, i'd still love her without any ships. i really do think that her platonic love is a big part of her character, and a very important one! and also. i project onto her. aro kanade ftw.

i reaaaaaallly love her, if it wasn't clear. i'm going to add more to this soon, maybe a character analysis since nobody in this godforsaken fandom understands her, but i'm pretty tired! goodnight everyone ♥︎ have a wonderful kananon day

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Pub: 11 May 2022 04:26 UTC

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