hi my name is randy aka cristiano
i have a parasocial relationship with cristiano ronaldo, toni kroos and luis suarez; here's why
i have bpd and autism so i see myself in their actions
ESPECIALLY cristiano when it comes to the bpd side of things
ive always liked ronaldo since i was young,, circa 2014 but my obssession spiked around august 2021 or 2022
(i don't remember but ik it was august, but i also know it was before the wc) i've been obsessed with him for about 2-3yrs now
toni and luis are much more recent comforts
i'm also a very big crybaby and an attention seeker much like cristiano, his behavior reflects things that i can see myself easily doing for attention
i see toni and luis as more romantic comforts— especially whenever i go into my hypersexual fantasies, since i see myself as cristiano in these scenarios, luis and toni are the ones always with me
i get easily triggered with other fans of them i'm not close with; you don't see them like WE do please gtfo

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Pub: 16 Aug 2024 13:58 UTC
Edit: 16 Aug 2024 22:09 UTC
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