one day the trees will die

hi im aleksandr or sasha, i use he/him pronouns and masculine terms. i'm sorta sparratic and whimsical, i type weird and i dont care to change how i type for sum random!! Ok. okkk. im a gay cis male, yeaaah. my uses include exhibiting self-destructive behaviours and distressing our emotions. i hold addictive feelings but i am also a borderline holderrr. i like poetry, i write poetry but ill probably not show it off because im just a boy Okkk. i dont have much to write, before interacting be aware that i'm a dumb mentally ill freak, im slightly sexual to some not all, i am prone to "manic episodes" i say in quotes cus idk how to describe that very well. Euphoria. i am prone to euphoria. i never ddelete what i type when i type it because i dont care. i say slurs i can reclaim, i make fag beating jokes as a fag sorry i dont really care. i will drool if you threaten me. i am fucking WEIRD. i am johns dumb puppy. i will bark for any gothic man over 25. i am a slut realistically. okkkkkkkkkkkk. my source is private due to our collective psychosis, we are very delusional and gatekeepy over it. hmmmmm dni if you're an anton introject at this point. why is my experience with antons sucky. #sourcedater. Oh yeah. dni if you're a source dater. i am so tired of being only limited to my source. oh also i make kys/ms jokes and slitting jokes, i dont really care tell me if you dont like it and ill stop interacting because duh what im just a stupid boy. i consider myself taken by our partner system. meaning i dont want YOU. i only am ok with flirting from my partner system and i will shoot myself unless you're a gothic man over 25 ok. i have a 9 to 5 its called sleeeping i sleep a lot. if im not texting im asleep and it is 9am to 5pm i have a bent up sleep schedule