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BOY WHERE DO I START hi my name is blue mostly, but i also go by other names, my 2nd name is haiko, alongside other side names as maomi + shiloh, im fem and masc (depending in the day) agender + amorgender and bisexual with male leaning so i dont care whatever you call me as but i prefer she/he (they/them is ok... but she/her preferably i rarely ever seen someone use she/her on me), im 5teen, june 14th im german european, but im also slavic polish by blood (my whole family is polish)
i currently use hearing aid so im half deaf, and plan to get a cochlear implant!! so dont expect me to understand much in vc, i use subtitles to make it up for it (i LOVE vc, please vc with me when you can) and im still practicing english in speaking so... but FUNFACT, my first language is SIGN language! PJM (Polski Jezyk Migowy, polish sign language) and then DGS (Deutsch Gebärdensprache, German sign langauge, then ASL/BSL (American/British sign language), and then german/polish and english as my speakaing language! i also speak lots of langauges, not fluent but i could, such as french, spanish, a little of russian (from my mom) etc. im fluent in english of course.. not in speaking really but its not that bad ish? its just my poor german accent...
i dont really have a real personality, i kinda mirror everyones personality, so but i can assure you im cool, and nice!! i try my best to reply as much as i can.. and uhh do be wary, im mentally unstable, so please if it gets to a point PLEASE communicate with me, i prefer communicating rather being left on without a reason (happened to me many times.) but i treat everyone equally well even if my life isnt the best... i have autism, adhd, bpd, and DID (alongside obvious depression, tinnitus and insomniaand etc) now thats been stated... id like to mention that i usually worry and ovethink a lot, so SOMETIMES i ask for reassurance if im ever bothering you or not.. until its clear! i blame my family issues for not giving me the care i needed. i also have the biggest trust issues ever, so if you try to not understand me, break, etc anything that just makes me sad, i might not have more trust in you, and i have a lot of empath.


my fav/interests bold = my current fav ☆ italic = kinda my fav but not too far ☆ red = my special interest
sonic originals, dandys world, outcome memories, sonic, milgram, adopt me, block tales, arcane odyssey, rhythm games, the color blue and water/ocean/sea + ice, programming and graphics designing, south park, steven universe, a silent voice, a sign of affection, sign language, music, writing, gaming, drawing (sometimes, art block.), blue lock, bad things, trolls, bloons td 6, chikn nuggit, happy world with happy people, cookie run kingdom, cookie run ovenbreak, creepy pasta (specifically sonic exe and mouse.avi), demon slayer, DOORS, FNAF, forsaken (slightly), hazbin hotel/helluva boss, friday night funkin, guardian tales (slightly), mihoyo games like genshin impact (slightly), homicipher (slightly), jujutsu kaisen, let him go, madoka magica, murder drones, my little pony, nyan neko sugar girls, omori, phighting, roblox, regretevator, stardew valley, terraria, undertale, deltarune, baldurs gate 3, elden ring, invincible, chainsaw man, bungou stray dogs, my hero academia, my deer friend nokotan, umamusume, komi cant communicate, arcane lineage, pilgrammed (slightly), die of death (slightly), flicker, absolvement (slightly), yume nikki, fighting games, texting/playing with my friends, making ocs, instruments like guitar, piano, flute etc, the emoji movie + mickey mouse (my biggest childhood fan), cyberpunk edgerunners, dave and bambi, poppy playtime, one piece (slightly), spookiz*, pokemon the amazing digital of circus, tom & jerry, sonic exe (as seperate one)

my current hyperfix is sonic originals known as sonikku/moribund and indigo & posion. and sonic exe more specifically faker/EXE and allfather. ask me about them and i will absolutely type my words out about their lore.



byf and dni
i do not have any dni as i dont care whatever kind of person you are, as long you arent THOSE types of weird people going around nowadays... im a minor so 18+ dni (unless already friends before so youre on thin ice, just dont be weird with me then we're good)
byf idk im still thinking about it. all u gotta do is be wary of what i am ok?


APPRECIATION MAIL HERE!!! (slightly wip 16.03.26)

  • tony - my boyfriend hello hi my pretty boy!! i love you sooooooo much you dont get it, i think you genuinely healed something in me after we got together, heck, even the first time we started talking, i love for a fact that we are both so similar, thats what makes me like you a lot in the first place, and so much more that i cant even say here for personal reasons, but you know what im trying to say... i still look forward to visiting you one day ♡ i love that you acknowledge the little and silly things i like and keep track of them and everything, i NEVER wanna lose you or anything, i already love you too much, youre mine until the afterlife. i feel so free and happy around you, i get to talk to you about anything and you wont even mind it... no joke i genuinely think my sadness got replaced to happiness after all that, god, where do i even start... theres SO many things i would say here like, youre amazing, pretty, handsome, caring, beautiful, and EVERY damn compliment especially youre so cute, ive already told you many things already thats in our private thing... i LOVEEEEEE you okay? Youre stuck with me now! (happy almost 2 months !! ♡)
  • dani - hi !! best friend and first friend of 6+ years, i appreciate you a lot despite the differences, youre still my first and best friend i dont want to lose you either, youre very nice and all, i still find it funny how we first met on CRUISE LIFE. and my life has been affected a lot in a good way sometimes because you were basically my first (online) friend i talked to without stopping and all, hope wed be still be friends as long you do live.. hope things goes well for you too in the near future as well...
  • brad - one of my bffs of like 5 years... me giggline... ok so im gonna reply to ur paragrph (O1/O1/2026) that i never got the chance to reply cuz of my parents making me drunk twice.. ok? I /P LOVE U TOO BRO even if we may get wee little issues... we WILL stick together thru all these years ok? i appreciate u a lot cuz ur one of the people i never get bored talking to even if my energy drains fast but i try my best to reply as much ok? UR AWESOME SAUCE TOO i enjoy tallking to u a lottttt, ur fun to talk to and matches energy, making me feel more happier cuz when we talk like that i get hyper.. like YAYYYY Me giggline and youre LITERALLYYYY one of the people i trust a lot cuz wdym u have my whole government name and address of my house and school. dats crazy considering we literally met in just you inviting me to a server in dms and we suddenly got this far...? dude you DONT know how much i could say more but theres too many to even say. LIKE ALL YOU GOTTA KNOW IS YOURE A PEAK FRIEND u got this... No... WE got this... ok? WE giggline ok? EVEN IF I FEEL BAD, OR YOU FEEL BAD, one of us always got eachothers backs even if one of us r bad at comforting... but were peak listeners ok..? I STILL TRY TO HELP AND LISTEN TO UR RANTS AND I LOVE LISTENING TO UR RANTS!! i hope u never die and we continue to stick together as bffs cuz u mean a lot to me too idk what id do without the hyper personality... id prolly feel like moody most of the time w/o u... MikotoLover67
  • the special needs group fg - you guys are really funny... I GENUINELY DONT KNOW WHAT MORE I CAN SAY HERE. all i can say is you guys are the peakest fg i ever joined, others fgs i wouldve left BUT NOT YOU GUYS. its so funny that we met in LITERAL ink game. the squid game. and we all added eachother and then had so many fun little hangouts afterwards, i know i may not be active to talk or play with you guys but i PROMISE you guys that i care about you guys lots, you guys are so funny and kind!!
  • everyone else i forgot about - youre all MENTIONED!! i may forgot about you guys but theres honorary mentions, (my big sister... literally) ecrin, raya, (especially) connor/max & liam i wish we talked more cuz yall seem fun to talk to... but im not the best at starting conversations but everytime i or we get the chance to talk, i will reply as soon as i can!
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