HELLO! my name is Koda :) im 17 years old and go by it/its. Ill be using this as an informative rant rentry about myself go stalk me via /puso
HI i go by a multitude of names main one being koda with the others being raf flux trap & whatever my sys name is (contrary) but i do prefer my names over the sys one ok i use multiple pronoun sets but it/its is what makes me happiest and my other prns are kindof like For close friends only or people who are woke enough to understand me liking being called she her from time to time doesnt mean im not nonbinary and transmasc. i am literally 5 months on T yo! i strictly like non women in a romantic and sexual way. i am australian born and raised my friends get to ask me about my heritage
i am being seen for bpd and in the process of hopefully a diagnosis so i can be helped with my symptoms, despite not being diagnosed, i think it is good to keep the fact i struggle with most of the BPD criterion in day to day life in mind when talking to me etc etc. i have multiple disordersand i struggle with narrcissm, not to be confused with npd. i am blunt in person & it carries over to texting sometimes. i mask my symptoms and traits well online and in person but i do still suffer with these things so keep that in mind pleaase :) i struggle with empathy so i prefer to not have peoples problems shoved on me as my genuine, not cognitive empathy is selective. i am wired weirdly and i dont understand myself frequently. i tend to contradict myself at times because i genuinely dont know alot about myself and my DID comes into play there aswell, i am a system >_>. i *also* struggle with paranoia quite frequently in just about every situation you can imagine so try and not be weird when it comes to paranoia inducing behaviour/imagery or whatever thankyou
i am a furry with a million ideas in my mind but i am incapable of drawing them out 99% of the time i am very demotivated constantly i need to pick up that damn pen more. my main fursona as of current is a hare and my girlsona is a bunny i like bunnies alot and i resonate with typical black cat behaviours (stereotypical, i guess). i have been interested in animals since i was just a lad with one of my first special interests being everything canid. i loved alpha and omega as a kid and my first (kindof) fursona (gifted to me by a friend nearly 7 years ago upon learning what furries are) was a gray and light blue wolf with a dark blue nose, wow. i am also a cringelord to the average joe with my selfshipping though i dont take it too seriously i just like infected regretevator alot and he makes me very happy god forbid a boy wanna rub up on a fictional character a little. also a #cope for me
im horrible at responding to dms i keep dms sitting there for days at a time i dont hate you i just dread conversation if youre not one of maybe 3 people or i want to talk to you I try very hard dont assume youre being ghosted because I hate you answering one message leads to a whole convo im usually not ready for okay
i am extremely opinionated. i am politically charged, and like to be educated on things i think are important. my daily life is surrounded and heavily impacted by politics, simply being queer is something to be prosecuted and i think being politically aware is important. i like talking about it and it honestly does interest me alot. my opinions and viewpoints mean alot to me. i am "woke" even if i dont really care for that terminology and i promise you i dont give a fuck about queer discourse lets all Kiss. i like to discover new things but im not interested in being friends with people who think basic healthcare is bad, or who like having a man with 34 counts as their president. you have to know Something.
my friends like to compare me to deer & borzois mostly zach but i do like animals quite alot i really really like bunnies & i have 2 cats & 2 birds, have owned dogs & reptiles before. im big into animals and would one day like to own a rabbit if i ever move out of queensland. i resonate with a handful of animals and have always been interested in canines / " big dogs " or whatever people call wild canine esque animals. african painted dogs are my favourite, did you know the adults let the pups eat until they back off of the food? theyll only start eating once all the pups are done. i like otters alot too, literally most animals