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“i am not afraid to keep on living.”

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(^_^) . . ABOUTME !
- hi i am Gerard!!! you can also call me zero or illi . im 16yo bodily !! im an intersex transfemmasc gnc femme vampire weirdo . i use any pronouns, but i prefer they/them and she/her!!! :-) i am literally an alien vampire Ok? Ok. i vant to suck ur blood . multisourced gerard way introject if u havent noticed :p
(^_^) . . INTERESTS !
- Christianity/Theology, the Priesthood, and Angels, Dead Poets Society, Spongebob Squarepants, Folklore & Mythology, the 1950s, My Chemical Romance, Star Wars, songwriting, comic books, skateboarding, horror movies, D&D, The Cramps, geometry, politics, drawing, worldbuilding, magic, cardistry, Pokémon, My Little Pony, Haibane Renmei, Theatre/Musical Theatre, Transformers.
(^_^) . . BYI !
- I fluctuate between very hyper / talkative to being very silent and standoffish . its only because im an ambivert, and i can only take so much interaction before i get stressed or tired. it's nothing personal if i don't reply or if it takes a while !! i also get excited to talk to people, so sometimes i spam or ramble off. please tell me if any of it bothers you!
- you might call me "overly friendly", or something. i promiss im not a weirdo and im not flirting with you (speaking from experience) i just. care a lot about people.. dont be weird.
- IM REALLY FUCKING AUTISTIC. Im bad at tone and social cues especially. Im crazy about my special interests too (namely Catholicism/theology, folklore/mythology, comics, the 1950s, and other stuff)! Please dont be weird about my hyperfixiations and stuff. I will get upset if you say you like something more than me :v
- im very awkward a lot of times, so i tend to resort to talking about my interests. usually comics or something. im just super duper bad at conversation. please just lead the way when you talk to me or something . Hold My Hand i am too autistic for this
- use any pronouns on me. idc. i prefer they/them, but i dont care!!!! basically any neos work. idgaf idgaf. i am not a Boy: im not not a boy. Im not a girl: im not not a girl. i dont fit in between or outside any label, just take me as i am and not as what im called. you can call me anything. i dont care. Im alright with masc terms, but if you could, id prefer neutral or feminine terms ! Also always use nonhuman terms on me forever !
- i am a catholic. a little bit. I feel okay with people asking questions about my beliefs, but please dont be weird about it or shame me for having faith. besides, im very different from most catholics anyways. im not very devout.
- OK RAPID FIRE. (1) dont make jokes about me being dumb if i dont know you plz, (2) im very political and open about being an activist (im still figuring out my ideology, im definitely a socialist and i might be an anarchist but im not sure yet), (3) tell me if youre not comfortable mentioning things like alcohol or smoking, (4) i talk about christianity and the bible a lot, if that makes you uncomfortable, please tell me! (5) im okay with petnames and nicknames just ask beforehand .
- i have read the bible more times than you
