to michael

you are my favorite person in the entire world, and i mean that more than i have ever meant anything. you make me feel seen and so, so loved. you're so caring, so honest, so patient with me. you are the most wonderful person i could've ever asked for. anyone that's given up on you doesn't realize they've lost the best person they ever would've had. i love every little thing about you. you're caring, you're honest, you're funny, and you're beautiful. not only that, but i love everything that yourself and others would view as "bad", too. i love being your boyfriend, and i love every single thing that comes with it. no matter what, you are my favorite, you are the one and only person for me.

you're the one person i know i can say absolutely anything to without judgement. i'm a very fearful person, constantly overthinking, constantly wondering if i should really say certain things. because in the past, me opening up and saying those things has brought me nothing but bad. i'll still always have that fear, but you minimize it. i'm not afraid to tell you everything i'm feeling. i'm not afraid to say something when i'm worrying, i'm not afraid to spill my guts to you. i'm not afraid to randomly blurt out my love for you because i know you'll say it right back, instead of being weirded out by it, instead of thinking i'm too overly affectionate. nobody but you has returned that same energy to me, nobody but you has made it known they love me as much as i love them.

you always, always bring a smile back to my face no matter how upset i am, and i hope i do the same for you. i'll always be here for you no matter what, for the rest of our lives. i'll be here on your best days, and on your worst days. i'll be here to do anything it takes to make you smile, even if it's only the smallest, briefest of smiles. no matter how down you get, i always want to be there to help you, and i always will, no matter what it is. any feeling, any situation.

for most of my life, i've felt like it wasn't worth it to have a future. i've felt like i'd be alone forever, like no one would ever fully understand me, and they'd leave. but you've changed that. every single day, i find myself looking forward to the life we'll spend together. i know now that it's possible for me to have someone who won't leave. i get bad, i know i do. but, you've always helped me, you've never made me feel terrible for being the way i am. you've never made me feel like i'm too much, like i'm a burden. you make me feel like i'm not just a crazy, clingy asshole that freaks out all the time. you make me feel safe and loved in a way nobody else ever has.

i cannot wait for the day that all i'll have to do to talk to you is just walk across the hall. i can't wait to have movie nights every night on our CRT tv. i can't wait to work with or across the street from you. i can't wait to share everything that i have with you. and i wouldn't want that with anyone else.

i love you more than anything, with my whole entire heart. when i look at you, i see the rest of my life. i see the best thing that's ever happened to me. the time i spend with you every day is the most worth-while thing i have. it's what i look forward to from the very second i wake up. no matter what we spend the time doing, whether it just be talking, watching a movie, playing games, or one of us helping the other with something we're going through, no mastter what it is, i appreciate every single second. nobody makes me smile like you do. i never have the same look on my face for anyone else, only you can bring that out. i don't care who hates me, as long as you don't.

love, cassidy

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Pub: 27 Sep 2025 02:50 UTC

Edit: 14 Nov 2025 06:19 UTC

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