Lea this is so fucking long i didn't realize how long this was BYEEE read at ur own pace idfk him and i<3 hey<3 its been a year since we've met and WOW. time really flies by fast omfg it feels like i met you yesterday honestly. im not good with words or well i am but i think of them BEFORE i decide typing an entire paragraph and then i really lose all the words i want to say so bare with me HELPEPEPP


i love you so much lea. usually when i get into a relationship it usuallys lasts 4-6 months. or it lasts for a while but i fall out of love because i dont feel wanted or appreciated anymore and i get anxious im not loved anymore. but with you, i feel so loved and appreciated every single day, you make me smile so much and i enjoy all the time we have together. every single day i wake up and im so happy to talk to you, even if we have different timezones, we make it work and i couldnt be more happy<33 we have moments where we're icky with each other but we still cant bare to be left on our own its rlly cute honestly. im so in love with you i think about you constantly, thinking about our future and if we'll adopt cats or something. or if we'll live in a cute tiny home or a big house IDK it doesnt matter as long as im with you. you make me feel so wanted and you respect me and my boundaries and when im upset you immediately try to help me even when im being stubborn and say i dont want help:((( im so scared of you leaving me i literally start to cry when i think about it, i have such a huge attachment to you i think if you leave i'll literally be so heartbroken, im not someone who is like "ohh if you leave me i'll kill myself" because HONESTLY i'd tweak out so bad and i'd start becoming scared. but please know if something happens where our relationship might be on the line, i really want to talk it out and desperately try staying with you. i love you so bad lea you're so special to me i really cant lose you. im so happy we met. i think it was genuinely fate that brought us together because WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!i was having my death note obsession and i see YOU and youre LIGHT and im MISA and i POKE YOU 20 TIMES UNTIL YOU COME BACK AND UR LIKE "mb i was getting popcorn" AND THEN I RUN AWAY BUT THEN U CHASE AFTER ME LIKEEEEEE I rwally was expecting you to like. walk away after i was done poking you like hehehee but noo u stayed and IM SO GLAD YOU DID!!!! so so so silly wow sometimes i hate ponytown but its people ive met like YOU!! that make me really love it again ehe,, im so happy youre mine and im so happy you still love me even when you've seen me at my most vulnerable state and you still love me and and heehjehjejh I LOVE YOUU i know ive said i dont deserve you but i think i deserve you honestly after everything ive been through youre like a finish line and like Umm Heh.. lets just say... I Won The Race! BEHYEYE CACKLING OK Sorry. but ehe i think you know what i meann. but isnt it crazy how we both were like. in our death note phases AND we were playing ponytown at the same time?? so so silly hehee you're so cute i love you you're such a handsome guy and your VOICE yum. so yummy. i cant believe u thought i wouldnt like it thats so dumb!! ur so cute and silly i love you let me mess up ur hair or something like EUEHGHG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SHAKES YOU also that pinterest board you made for me while i was asleep?? i wanted to cum so bad oh my god you're so cute i hope ur flustered right now i wanna BLEEEEEEP you! Ok. but ugh oh my god you're so perfect and the way yyOU YEUEUHGHG THE WAY YOU WANTED TO WATCH SDRA2 FOR ME?? LIKE HELLO?? I INSTANTLY KNEW YOU WERE LIKE IN LOVE WITH ME OR SOMETHING and then u watched drdt and We Still Need To Finish Nana and P:EG. OK I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH god youre so perfect youre my type for real,, ugh every day with you feels so amazing its too good to be true i swear this is all just a dream youre just so charming and so dreamy and mmm wow Ok sorry im a freak i guess hahhaa.a. ok i wanna kiss you so bad like RIGHT NOW uughhh


OK THIS HAS GOTTEN SO LONG IM SO SORRY. sorry for like making u read milgram timelines last night btw even tho u should read them still Haha. ok anyways i love you so much i think you know that already though<33

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