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Hi, so this is kinda my extended so I will try to put as MUCH info about me here as possible, although I don't think I'm an interesting figure, some might say otherwise. Also things in this rentry specifically are likely to change, if so the last updated date will be at the very bottom!
I go by many names, as a system and one of the main frontmen, my name, gender, identity changes sometimes also because I am still figuring out myself in many different ways. I am nonbinary, bisexual, and I'm starting to lean on the asexual spectrum. Being a system also means my memory is sometimes all over the place, I can remember something from such a long time ago but then forget something that was mentioned to us a day ago, It really just depends on how our mind wants to take in information that day, if that makes any sense.. Also, fakeclaimers dni. I say this because as said above, figuring myself out means I also found some new things about myself too. Such as finding out with heavy research I am a p-did system rather than a did one. Research yourself about that system type, as I do not want this extended to be just a rant about p-did.
When it comes to communication. I will be brutally honest I suck at it. When communication certain serious situations I tend to hold my feelings back on what I want to say, then complain about them to a friend later on. I am actively working on this as I do not want to make this "bad communication" my personality. I am also an overthinker, in ANY situation I overthink everything either its funny, an event, or a drama scenario.
I can be described as a loud person as well. I usually scream in games, I tend to yell at people I'm close with and more. I do not mean any hateful thing I spit out and if you are someone who doesn't like people jokingly yelling at you maybe its best we don't chat.
My attention span is quick and moves from left to right during any call/any game, this goes along with my identity as I like to assort myself with a character I releate too the most or whoever I am fixating on at the time, which means that my favorite character will change multiple times.
When it comes with my overthinking, it usually hits the worse when I'm alone and doomscrolling on tiktok. I've tried to find other ways to combat this feeling I have but it's just something in my mind that doesn't let it occur. I hate it a lot, and I'm a type of person who doesn't really ask for help all that much either. It's just especially when in these overthinking episodes is where I attatch too someone who is online and try to hang out with them or just text them until the fog bubble goes away.
More will be added here at some point, but redirect yourself to whereever you want below, thank you for reading!!
Updated : April 13th, 2026
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