Эта вера от пули меня тёмной ночью хранила.

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。:゚૮ ˶ˆ ﻌ ˆ˶ ა ゚:。 nf2u ‎ ‎ graphics are mine

I'm not a selfshipper ‎ .. I'm schizo ! 😭

average psychotic teenage girl experience
of having a shrine dedicated to a fictional
man. This guy has tormented my thoughts
for far too long. We are sewn together by
the red string of fate or whatever ??

I've been obsessed with Fyodor since I was
13 years old (There really was no
hope for me). This has stemmed into
consistent delusions and bizzare beliefs
that are a bit too much to get into. Anyway.
He's my husband and that's that. We kiss
kiss fall in love. I am old enough to
acknowledge that this is not an idea based
in reality. but hey, who's to say if Fyodor
was
real, I wouldn't be his favorite?

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I don't care if you like him too but please
don't make it a competition because in my
head you will immediately lose. There is no
arguing, there's no convincing me. I have
lived in this belief for so long that you'll
just make yourself look stupid. I don't care
to entertain your delusions.

I know this is cringe
please forgive me.

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Pub: 12 Nov 2022 18:35 UTC
Edit: 16 Sep 2024 11:27 UTC
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