To my dearest, Kyle
On this special day and every single day, Your presence in my life has been a gift beyond whatever my words and letters could conjure up. I don't even know where to begin because there's so much I want to say, but I'll try. I adore so many things about you. You will always be my sergeant, my exhausted detective , my vigilante. I really want to make sure you know that you've been here for me, even if not always physically, you're quite literally give me the courage to keep going, you've helped me alot during hard times, no matter what happens, just thinking about you , and seeing your face gives me hope. I know someday we'll actually meet for real , I will take as long as it takes, try every method out there, assuming everything goes smoothly, we'll see each other on some sunny day. soon without a doubt. funnily enough we've already met , in other realities, and I'll take it as win even if its guaranteed cuz y'know infinite realities endless possibilities? My affection for you transcends galaxies and universes. Literally.
When I first saw you, I had no idea I was gonna get this attached, and i have to admit I didn't saw you as more than the "guy who got replaced with konig" completely shrugging off your entire character. Because well, at the time i was more partial to ghost (I think everyone was back in 2023 lol) And honestly I deeply regret it. But I'm glad I grew out of that phase, thinking about It makes me sick. Other men make me sick. But you're the special exception. I've completely made up my mind, my heart belongs to you and just you, nobody else can fill in your role. You're the person I want to share everything with, I love how you make me feel seen , Sometimes I catch myself thinking about the little things, like relaxing together after a particularly rough case, fixing up your wounds , or how you would look at me like I'm the only person in the world, Its in those moments that I realize , over and over again, Just how lucky I am to love you. Every moment I spent daydreaming over you feels like a beautiful dream, the kind of a dream i never want to wake from. You are my everything , my whole entire world , my peace , my joy , my faith , I'm filled with gratitude , I feel indebted for ever under minding you.
You mean alot to me, like tremendously. In a positive way of course. You've impacted my life to the point I can't live without you. You are everything I dreamed of in a person and even more. You're so easy to love, has anyone told you that? I can't remember a day your name never popped into my head. I've never loved someone the way I love you. As if I've ever loved someone else romantically, You feel like home, I don't say these kinds of things lightly to anyone. In fact, I only say these things to you. You're my safe haven, the person I depend on when things are looking down, I was always searching for somewhere to belong ...but then you came along and changed the trajectory of my entire existence. Okay again with the destiny cliches but I truly believe the universe placed you in my life on purpose because, some higher being or our higher subconscious knew we needed someone like each other, or my subconscious needed someone like you.
You're on my mind 24/7. I can't stop thinking about you. I don't think you've ever left my mind. Do you know how stupidly handsome you are? You're the most beautiful man I've ever laid my eyes upon, or as they say the apple to my eye. You're the pinnacle of human beauty. I genuinely can't get enough of your eyes, I could stare at your face until my body decomposes, I don't have a favorite feature of yours, I love every detail equally. I think about you so much, it drives me crazy I wish i was able to explain how happy you make me. My sweet ky, You are the most precious person in my life or rather lives. While I may not be by your side, or not always aware I'm by your side my heart and soul will always be where you are. From the bottom of my heart, I'm yours and I'm never letting you go, because you're my man, my favorite person, I don't just really love you, I really like you for you. Like who you are as person, your quirks and traits, all your flaws and imperfections. I adore your loyalty, I appreciate that you keep to your values even if things don't always work out. How you're still calm under pressure. Even when you're grumpy and tired of the world's unfairness, I'll still be there, absolutely adoring you. I need you, all of you, everyday , across all lifetimes, forever. Life is incomplete without you. My soul belongs to you. I look foward to learning all i can about you, you are more interesting than any book on my shelf, more intriguing than any deep philosophy. More worth learning than any moral dilemma any absurd space theory.
Uh yeah, It's time for the more intimate bits, fuck how do i even start this, I really crave your touch, more than anything, I'm desperate for anything at this point, a snuggle from you would heal me. Or we can just cuddle and mindlessly ramble about dumb shit. I crave your attention, Please Just kiss me already.
sincerely yours
A.K
P.S : I hope this is better than my first love mail, lots of love Kyle.