hi max!! i'm using /gelafirey to write this for you so i hope you enjoy reading it, i know i did something extremely similar to valentines day which i apologise for but i'm unable to do much so i wanted to try and show my appreciation for you even if i may have said these things before,, i love you a lot
happy 1 year anniversary max. i wanna start this off by saying i love you so much, i don’t care if any of this comes off as corny because this is for you and nobody else,, but genuinely i love you so much and i will always love you more than anyone and anything, you are my favourite person and honestly i can’t imagine how things would be if we hadn’t had met. i’m so glad we did,, and i’m saying this because i mean it, not just because we’re dating, but you are genuinely the most handsome, funniest and awesome guy i’ve ever met. you’re really the only person that’s been able to make me actually laugh and even then i’m comfortable enough to laugh around you,, usually if i were to laugh which isn't often i would force myself to laugh silently because i don’t like my laugh but that’s different around you. in general i’ve never been this comfortable around everyone, even when it comes to the things i tell you. you don’t judge me for anything,, not even my skin condition which genuinely meant so much to me. i’m so glad i can be open to you about things, especially stuff that bothers me. you’re always so understanding and patient with me and if you do anything you look into the thing i might be talking about incase there’s anything to help. this kinda stuff makes me really emotional because you care about me,, you put so much effort into making sure i’m okay both mentally and physically and i wish i could hug you. you don’t have to do these things yet you do so anyways,, you’re so nice to me
thank you for everything, i mean this. thank you for being my best friend and ever since a year ago my boyfriend,, it brings me genuine joy to be able to call you that ! but thank you for spending time with me, i enjoy being around you no matter what we’re doing. i loved being with you physically, i love watching stuff with you, i love playing with you, i love talking to you. i love everything to do with you and i want you to know that. i also want to thank you for the way you react when i bring up concerns i have about myself,, you react positively and reassure me no matter what i mention, even if it's something that could sometimes be seen as bad depending on the situation yet i open up to you about it because i trust you. there are also so many things i want to say to you and i wish i had the right words so i could say everything thats on my mind without it sounding odd or not making sense. i wish i could do more stuff than just writing, like that my art was good enough so that i could draw gifts for you and most importantly i wish i had more money so i could buy things for you. both physical things and stuff online,, like how i got you the dazai nendoroid and stuff like robux in the past. i wish i could get more things like that, especially stuff that revolve around your interests. i'm genuinely so happy i get to buy you the subspace plush but i wish i could do more than that. i prefer spending my money on you rather than myself when i do happen to get any,,, i wish i could kiss you so bad
and max i just want to let you know i love everything about you and i'm being 100% honest when i say this,, everything about you is amazing. you are seriously the most attractive and handsome guy i've ever seen, i love your eyes and i love your hair and oh my god i could keep going on,, you make so nervous in a positive way. but i also love your personality, your personality is what made me fall for you back in january of 2025. i love your humour. i love your voice,, i love how you speak when texting. i love your art and theres more but i love you as a whole. i want to be able to hold your hand and hug you again,, i want to fall on the grass with you like the first time we met in person. you mean so much to me

i doodled them,, i hope you liek it