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basic information .ᐟ
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name .ᐟ pauleen 'pao' magno⠀
aliases: cotton candy ( girl )、 paobearer、 paopao、 paoster、 paowiwi、 pauleen cooper ( temporarily adopted but left )、 peachy、 pinkie、 rainbow girl— you get the idea.
age .ᐟ 22⠀
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d.o.b .ᐟ may 12
gender .ᐟ female
orientation .ᐟ bi.
happily in a relationship with idate!
home .ᐟ currently living a quiet, cozy life with her partner in iceberg isle—a cold, isolated island in a strange world no mere human is able to access easily. pao often travels to the human world, alongside other places, when idate is out on a stroll. no current residence in the human world.
nationality .ᐟ filipino
height .ᐟ 4'11
build .ᐟ lean
species .ᐟ human ( ? )
in reality: undead — pao prefers to introduce herself as human as to avoid trouble. more info on backstory and abilities section.
occupation .ᐟ performer⠀
currently recruited by handunit to work for fazbear entertainment, after last working there as a nightguard and losing another life.
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character traits .ᐟ
virtues .ᐟ attentive、
brave
、 calculated in alarming situations、 enthusiastic
、 generally kindhearted、 generous
、 optimistic
likes .ᐟ food and homemade meals、
fresh peaches
、 frogs、 graveyard picnics
、 her beloved pet snail asmr man、 her partners
、 love letters、 rainbows & clouds
、 the supernatural & paranormal、 warm and oversized clothes
flaws .ᐟ contradictory at times、
impulsive aggression when provoked
、 over-forgiving、 hostility/vioIence prone
、 rash、 unrealistic
dislikes .ᐟ alarms、
being a freeloader
、 cold weather、 conflict
、 feeling alone ( as opposed to being alone )、 fireworks
、 hospitals、 loud noises
、 nightmares、 people mistaking her for a kid
、 thunderstorms & rain、 tight clothing
neutral .ᐟ curious、
eccentric
、 persistent、 selfless
、 trusting、 unpredictable
- has a
number of miscellaneous skills
from previously job–hopping.cooking and baking
stuck with her the most. she doesnʼt know how to cook with fish. - is very
gifted with dramatics
; can easily flip expressions and act quite naturally. this helps with the theatrical nature of her current job. - keeps a
journal
to record both her days andlog information on the supernatural
. she one day hopes to share what she knows to bring humans and non–humans closer in understanding. afraid of the ocean
after a drowning attempt. she likes admiring it from a distance, butgetting in the water will cause her to panic
.- the contents of her bag change depending on the day, but she never leaves without her spiky
nailed bat
andfirst–aid kit
. - has picked up a habit of
smoking
from her partners. - can only sleep if her body passes out. willingly going to bed will always result in a vivid
nightmare
related to her previous deaths. often seentaking naps or up at late hours
. how she still manages to stay so bubbly is a mystery ( though it gets bad sometimes ). - pao has a very
huge soft spot for children
and is nothing but kind ( even protective ), even to the 'problem children'. as someone who grew up as a troubled child, she does not blame them for the way they turned out. if anything,they need kindness the most
. - after constant deaths, sheʼs learned to resort to ( remarkable )
survival instincts
in drastic situations.
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present rp developments .ᐟ
current dreams and fears. affected by the muses' growth through rps and sls with other muses! death count: 09
dreams .ᐟ as of 09.25.22
paoʼs main dream is to make the people around her happy! at present, sheʼs very content with the life she is living—finally landing a more permanent job aligned with her passion, reuniting with her lover after half a year of absence and death.
however, it is still a very big mystery to her as to why her soul is stuck looping between life and death. what does it mean to be an undead? and why? though she isnʼt in any rush to figure it all out, pao still searches for any clue she could find. anything or anyone that would help her better understand her circumstances.
understanding others better is also something sheʼs working towards. as a side–activity, pao is interested in knowing more about non–human beings. angels, demons, cryptids, spirits—anything and everything in between. she keeps a journal logging everything she knows about them. being human and not–quite–human at the same time, sheʼd like to one day share what she can about the other side so they can better understand and be kind to each other. part of her would like to make a lasting impact for the happiness of others.
pao also wants to afford a living space of her own. that would be pretty neat.
fears .ᐟ as of 09.25.22
with each death succeeding her seventh life, paoʼs soul doesnʼt immediately manifest itself as a ghost anymore. therefore whenever she dies, her soul enters a comatose state that varies in length (see abilities for more context).
pao is afraid of dying one day and sleeping for so long that the world moves on without her. she fears never making a significant impact on anyone, or the thought of the people close to her easily forgetting her. unlike previously, pao is less hesitant to defend herself to keep on living. should danger ever arise, she will go down fighting if she has to.
a part of her is still recovering from the damages done by her abusive parents. so there will be moments of lingering self–doubt, a fear that the world would be better off without her. although fortunately, it is not as severe as the events following 'in memoriam'. for the most part, she has realized that her friends truly care for her.
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refsheet & art credits .ᐟ
paoʼs reference sheets! from latest to oldest. pao was created on may 2020, under a now suspended account ( @.LOVERMODES )
back then she had cotton candy cookie as a faceclaim. and itʼs only on january 2021 that i finally gave her the design she deserves — although the third refsheet featured here was very rushed at the time. pao has been my comfort oc ever since, and i do hope you love her as much as i do!
more art of her (as well as credits for all the lovely works used!) are located in her toyhouse. i seriously need to update that thing soon.