main | directory Greetings. I am Aevri or you may also call me Ryouji or if we both know each other in real life/personally, you may call me by my real name. I tend to be avoidant nowdays not like how i used to be— very active and public, because conversations now drain me easily unless were close or i actually enjoy talking to you and i show it. And im selectively private especially online. I suffer from multiple disorders, i am not mentioning this out of pity but for understanding as it affects how i interact with other people— but one main thing i should point out is; i have dementia which causes me to forget things as thats why i prefer to do things immediately, so if i dont reply to your messages for days, please dont think of it as "ghosting" though i do sometimes do that on purpose. But for most of the time, i am not, unless you did something that annoyed me. So just please bump your message and i will get back to you in a bit. I also do not have a taste of befriending people as i prefer to keep my current circle small and if i do befriend, it takes months for me to trust them because i have paranoria. Especially from Discord & Rentrycord. One thing is— please refrain from venting without permission, also be warned, i am not good with comforting but i always try my best.

I am a poem writer who looks up to Franz Kafka , Fyodor Dostoevsky , Sylvia Plath & many other more as my inspiration. I choose to not also reveal my age unless were close or required to. I go by she/him, 9/9. I am a big fan of him ♡ & consider myself his #1 biggest fan. You can argue with the wall. I am typed as intp 4w5 459. I am also an ambivert, pansexual , genderfluid & aroace., i tend to be really busy but somewhat chronically online. I flirt as a joke but thats only when you do it first or were close. And i make "kys" jokes. Saying it back to me is okay, only if were both a little more familiar/close with each other, just refrain from saying it when we just became friends recently. I can sometimes be seen as "egoistical" or "narcissistic", which i hate to admit— a big flaw of me. But i work on trying to stop that and improve. And before you assume i used ChatGPT to type this— No. I normalize the use of proper grammar especially em dash to remain professionalism.

I sometimes block freely or out of nowhere, if i do. Its probably something you did that pissed me off which you can figure out yourself. I also give back the energy you give me. I also consider myself as a hopeless romantic— as most of my relationships didnt clearly work out and i feel like my expectations are to high. Im a very decisive/picky person in general. I associate myself with vampire's & angel's. I don't have a dni but basic criteria. But one thing i hate is— those "accusing jokes" (e.g "aevri did it!!!, or wtv) as i suffer heavily with getting accused for something i didnt do alot— especially in personal which is why i recommend for you to refrain those type of jokes, unless were close friends. Another one is; if you hear rumors about me, especially online, please ask me to confirm it first and hear my side before you take on words. As most people tend to twist up words about me to make me look bad to others. Most of the time— i try my best to step out or not get involved in such situations i dont require to step in. I only do it if its really needed(e.g example, defending my friend(s) from a certain rumor that is not true and they show with solid evidence.). I am also extremely paranoid due to the damage and amount of controversy this app and other platforms has gotten me into. I sometimes require to double-check or ask the same questions over and over again to need assurance, i can sometimes appear as slow when instructions are explained vaguely. I will add more info sooner or later when needed.

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