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𐔌 hello, im therese! this is my lovemail for my beautiful girlfriend carol aird. ꒰ᩧ৯༷ all of our tropes, music and more will eventually be here, as well as diary entries. 𓏲𝄢 i treat our relationship as a real one, so naturally i am non-sharing! ۫𑁍ࠬܓ

gushing and ramble
my dear carol, im so helplessly in love with you; from the moment i first saw you i knew you were the one for me. i adore you and everything you do, even the tiny things that will never matter to anyone except for me. you mean so, so much to me and it makes me sick how effortlessly beautiful you are. not even the snowfall you wished for and love so dearly can compare to how beautiful you are. i think about you almost all the time, which shouldnt be too surprising for anyone reading this. if im not sending edits if you to my friends im re-watching scenes of the movie or adding pictures of you to my (somewhat) organised bottomless pit that is my pinterest board. i wonder if theres an alternative universe where im the f/o and shes the selfshipper?
i fell in love with you so hastily its honestly laughable. most if not all of my f/os started off as a small crush but with you i fell instantly. youre different to all of my f/os simply because youre carol. of course i love my other f/os, thats why theyre my f/os, but nothing will compare to you. ᥫ᭡

diary entries
𓎟𓎟 19.11.25 : happy 700 days my beautiful carol, i love you so much. only one month until our two year anniversary! ᥫ᭡ i get to celebrate the movie's 10th anniversary tomorrow on top of our 700 days. i bought some cake today so ill definitely be eating it and rewatching carol tomorrow.

𓎟𓎟 20.11.25 : today is the movies 10th anniversary. i love you so much its an indescribable amount, i cherish you so much! i ate the cake i mentioned and it was really tasty. i re-watched the movie, and even managed to listen to most of the audiobook again. i saw so many pretty edits of you and the movie today! 10 years is such a massive milestone, so i made sure to do as much as i could.

𓎟𓎟 21.11.25 : officially one month until 21st december! nothing really important happened today. the 21st december falls on a sunday this year, on the same year as the 10th anniversary. isnt that a weird coincidence?

𓎟𓎟 11.12.25 : ive been re-listening to the audiobok again.. i find it so comforting. the audiobook and the soundtrack both have such big places in my heart ᥫ᭡ ive been busy with everything with little time to focus on rentry but i promise i will add more and more entries! i love talking about you so much, whether its on my stupid rentry urls or to my friends.

𓎟𓎟 20.12.25 : today is two years together with you carol i love you such an indescribable amount, and you mean everything to me. you have such a massive place in my heart. ♡ this special interest honestly has to be one of the best things to ever happen to me simply because of you. youre so adorable and im always daydreaming about you
id never ever ask for this to be any other way, youre so perfect and it makes me ill. i dont think words could ever explain how much i truly adore you.
i drew some artwork of us buut its really crappy so only my closest friends get to see it. collect my 8 pages to see snowangel slop art drew by a girl who hasnt drawn in a year and has no idea what anatomy is or something. picked up my drawing hobby again after a year just to draw selfship art then stop again like yeah okay.
i think 🐰🦊 is 100% us..i was wondering about what animal she would be so i could look up photos and i think she would be a fox! specifically a snow fox but theres no emoji for a snow/white fox sadly
i wonder if anyone actually reads any of this. as in they read about me trying to figure out what animals we are and they read about how much i like her (which is a normal amount)

tomorrow is december 21st which is really important because its canonically the date when therese visits carols house! carol day is tomorrow and it falls on a sunday like it does in the movie (♡♡) 🥹🥹 i thought that was super cute.

im not making rentries right now but i really want to keep updating this. it makes me so happy to update it and gush about her!

some images of carols gloves since this is /gloves:

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Pub: 26 Sep 2021 22:54 UTC

Edit: 20 Dec 2025 19:23 UTC