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image by @silentbeaves on tumblr, i love suittra
other mains : other rentry #1, other rentry #2,
atabook, urls for me to update often
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greetings. as you would all know, my name is obviously alec, or otherwise ryan. i only have a few online names that i prefer, im very picky though, unless if you know me irl, then you can call me precisely my real first name (only on private conversations) the pronouns i use are only he/him/his, i obviously only use masculine terms, nothing else. my main sexualities are aroace, bisexual, and transman. im currently from the country known by the name of philippines, nevertheless my nationalities are filipino-british-kuwaiti. that also claims that im south asian. im unfortunately one of the people that are the kind to be prone for disorders and disabilities, i rather not tell what those are since it is private, but some of it can be easily revealed through my mental behaviour but please dont try to make it as a topic to our one-on-one conversations. im roman catholic, i believe on god but i do not focus myself with the religion whatsoever. my birthday is december 01 (2011), my age turning into 15 on the next following months.
if you wanna interact to me to be in a friendship with me, im not looking for any friends but im ok with it aslong as youre actually interesting to talk to in my perspective, i can deny any befriending if i want to. a simple conversation is nice though, getting to know me more is better than to immediately act weird. i block freely as we speak, i protect my personal space bubble. i still rarely have those days where i can have emergencies due to my body conditions. so expect me to very much be offline with the signs youre shown. it also depends on the timezone and my mood on whenever i reply, that unfortunately creates a problem of me rarely texting first (beacuse im ALSO focused on my friend group even if we otherwise have the same timezone!) ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
im mainly focused on the series called jumpcut! and minecraft: story mode, i relate to ryan in any way, dont try to play with me
i dont ship anyone from that show and i dont want to either. kendrick x jasper is close since hayden and andrew are currently focused on that ship (and it reminds me of NOXLITH!!!), but whatsoever it is my final choice. i still do ship some characters, but on other media. i do not focus myself with shipping as it has been a bad habit for me starting from a few years ago. im also not interested on roleplaying, dont suddenly start roleplays infront of my face, even when you already asked for my acceptance. it is my boundary. i study typology and psychology when im on my free time, i also read books related to it if i have nothing to do. i enjoy reading on any of its kind. other book recommendations are appreciated! i might look through it if i can though.
im currently trying to improve my socialization, expect me to be a little dry no matter what our mutual status is, but i can text first though, it's sometimes my habit once i really do trust you (if we're close FRIENDS. unless if we're acquaintances or tiktok mutuals then im not even gonna try to interact with you unless if i do want to continue our interactions. or if i actually wanna be your friend. i dont also view tiktok stories unless if i want to) if i trust you enough, i can also give you my discord username. im very cautious to friend requests and i might decline if you seem suspicious. dni if you knew me from 2025. i can trade old/new rentry urls for something in exchange back depending on my thoughts on the rentry url im keeping, if i decline then the url is still on often updates