05/23/25
today was kind of okay – i got out of school early and i had dr pepper again finally but i cried a lot again and i felt sick. but i feel better now, and im on the phone with stella !! i love her voice a lot, she makes me happy :) shes gone right now tho idk where she is
05/31/25
yesterday was jay's birthday & he got out of the ward and we're gonna hang out soon ! yay
06/01/25
today was a bad day but maybe because its sunday . i hope tomorrow will be better , buuut maybe not because its a school day. and i have spanish finals. aalso havr a horribl e headache . togujt being high would help . it didnt
06/05/25
i have the day off today. its really hot and its actually pissing me off so bad icl .. i miss stella idk where she is rn, maybe napping or smt sighdhfhfg and today we made a new gc . basically melvin and tanner is there ( groomf love that guy ) hes like an honorary maxling jelp
06/07/25
i am hanging out witj jay todaaayy.. we're going to five below & chic fil a or smt yay !
06/09/25
we're doign a candy salad or smt . my firends i mean at shcool idk . im in software rn as i type this im listening toi mr moustahce .. if u ser this u shoudol lsiten its. resallygood song i lvoe nirbana sso bad bghnghh also igto mire m1carbine art yay
06/18/25
today was like my last day of school :3 gonna grind on piggy for all of the summer yaaay who cheered ..i did!!
06/19/25
i feel like i am getting worse lately. yesterday was a very bad day and today isn't much better.
06/21/25
today is the worst day so far i think , i havent felt good at all today actuallyugfh i hate tjis
06/30/25
i feel lonely
07/09/25
today was also a bad day. it was boring overall too, nothing memorable about it & absolutely no part i'd want to relive. i feel useless. im also on my period which doesnt help. everything hurts
07/10/25
i think i need to man up sometimes