this is my school yappin' rentry
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if there are any spelling mistakes no there arent
9/11/25 - thursday
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hi hello. im in computer science rn and im so confused ughhhh. i like coding but i do css and html and we're using codeblocks and they make no sense to me.
ok i figured it out im just stupid
sigh im in algebra now. guhhhh im so behind my grade level in math its insane. im so screwed man D:
at least the teacher is nice ig and i have lunch in like 45mins as of writing this so yaey
we also have to do one of those required state test things and im gonna do SO bad. it doesnt affect my grade (get it?) but still.
I HATE THESE TINY DESKS. i cant cross my legs cause the bottom hits it and it hurtsss. i already wanna go home and its only 11:33 as of writing this and school gets out at 2:57. UGHHH
also the chromebooks dont have a caps lock so i have to hold the shift button every time i want to use caps which made it so annoying typing out the metadata for this
also i WASNT GIVEN MY HOMEWORK??? dudeeee ughhh WHY
i also have to work on my rentry but i keep procrastinating for no reason eriuwnklvrhqofn
i wanna say a NAUGHTY word!!!! but im at school sigh
ok i was given my homework i just forgot. guh
9/12/25 - friday
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sighhh im in my online life science class thing now </3 i love science but this is so annoyinggg. third period i have online psych which WILL be fun but also might pmo if it gets anything wrong about psychology, which i assume will happen >:(
also some kid is literally just watching a movie?? like?? how did they find a site thats not blocked??? EVERY site ive tried is blocked; youtube, spotify, playlistsound, coolmathgames, etc. WUGUUGUGHHHHGGHHHH. i remembered to bring some books (uzumaki and azudaioh) so im looking forward to that during study skills next period!! after that i have online psych and then english which is my fav class, and then home!!
i hope i have the motivation to work on my rentry cause i already have a few things set up, but guhhhh ive had no motivation for anything recently. i hope i'll be a bit less burnt out this weekend
im gonna KRILL myself this life science thing is so stupid
ok im taking a break now yaey
online psychology now yaeyyy (im so bored)
i wanna go home mannnn!! at least i have my fav class after this so yippee wahoo all of that stuff idk
note to self: dont forget to grab your phone at the end of class
FREE ME
NO SHOT I HAVE A SUB FOR MY FAVORITE CLASS. I HATE EVERYTHING UGHHHH
also i managed to remember my phone so thats nice
i just wanna be homeee
THIS MOTHERFUCKER USED MY DEADNAME ON ATTENDANCE.
ok i wanna cry rn this sucks
i hate this guy already oh my god
9/15/25 - monday
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its monday. yay. SIGHHH. at least i have computer science first which is a good class. but guhh im so eepy i stayed up til like 1am last night bc i couldnt sleep reoivhnareovnolqvm. renlkerkjl. ALKDNULOKINHELKW.
also i finished uzumaki and guhhh its so good i love it. im re-reading azudaioh for now which is also pawesome sauce and super cool :3
also i dont think i explained how dumb my schedule is so im gonna put that here.
so i have 4 classes a day that are each 85 minutes which sucks if its a class i hate (cough cough... algebra...) and its like a "waterfall" thing. it goes like this:
day 1:
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day 2:
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day 3:
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day 4:
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day 5:
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and so on and so forth. IT SUCKS. WHYYYY.
i think they just like to torture us tbh guhhhh.
ok i hate picrew now. i used to like it a lot but there are so many ads that its practically unusable now which really sucks :(
also back to what i was talking about on friday but my psych class has actually been really good so far! rn we're talking about the history of psychology and the people who were the main "creators" of the field of psychology, which is pretty cool. they havent touched on how cruel psychologists and psychiatrists and the whole field were back then (and still are, unfortunately), but its still pretty fun and informing!
ok so im doing a tinkercad thing and omfg these instructions are written SO poorly. im actually so confused rn helpppp.
ok i am GOING TO TWEAK.
ok this is actually infuriating i wanna cry bro
im visual learner istg i need pics of this so i can actually see wtf is going on
i feel like an idiot everyone is so much better at this than me. i felt the same at my last criminology class, we were trying to do a deductive reasoning thing and so many people finished within minutes and i spent the whole end of the class trying to and i still didnt finish it. i just feel really stupid and it sucks :(
ok the whole class is tweaking. i hate being the kind of person thats really deeply affected by others' moods because im so anxious rn and my hearts beating super fast. im not like superstitious or anything or genuinely believe in this but sometimes it literally feels like im sucking up everyones energy and its really draining
sigh so im in math. i just finished one of those iready test things and guess what i got. around 480 smth. THATS SO BAD IM GONNA CRY. i got the lowest rank (from highest to lowest: on level, approaching, building; i got building) and i feel even more like an idiot. gahhh this sucks fml.
ok yeah i got 485 on the math thing guhhhh. for comparison i almost got 700 on the english one.
yaeyy criminology :3 guh anyway i think we're just watching a movie or something will be nice yaeyyyy. sigh im still eepy tho. um after this i think its last period? god i hope so lmao. OH wait lunch is after this and then last period i think.
also i think theres a kid here i was friends with last year? im not sure but they have a similar face sooo idk. I FEEL LIKE A CREEP I KEEP LOOKING AT THEM HELP.
i really wish i was normal :(
9/16/25 - tuesday
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ok i dont wish i was normal anymore gerard way exists and so do his quotes
off to an awful start i fear. sigh. i already wanna go home dude i hate this.
guh i need to work on learning keposhka guhh
i just read my iep and its absolute garbage bro. they dont even recognized that im disabled outside of emotional/behavioral stuff. no shit im not getting the actual support i need. fml
ok im in my online psychology thing and omfg this program/website SUCKS. it uses like computers to grade everything and i got a ZERO. ZERO. on something i believe i did just fine on. HOW DID I GET A ZERO??? I SHOULDNT GET ZEROES UNLESS I DIDNT DO THE ASSIGNMENT. AND GUESS WHAT??? I DID THE FUCKING ASSIGNMENT.
im so guhhh rn that idek what to yap about
i saw 777 lets hope it means good luck today........
I HATE ONE OF MY TEACHERS. HE SUCKS. istg he doesnt know what the word early means and i almost had a breakdown in the middle of english because i was in the hall with a bunch of people and that scared the crap out of me. #socialanxiety #soquirkyomg
ok i give up on this project for computer science. i hate this sm
9/17/25 - wednesday
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sighhh we're halfway there chat. also i figured out how to listen to music!!! scratch has a bunch of songs and i found one thats EVERY mcr song and album which is super duper wooper awesome sauce
also im gonna start rentry planning for when i get /bulletz cus i found the perfect art to use for it nyeheheh. NYEHEHEH.
criminology time wahoo! after this i have life science and study skills so thats super pawesome yayay
in criminology we're watching the movie catch me if you can and its pretty good so far. i also think my criminology teacher likes me so thats awesome too! shes cool cus she actually bothers to listen to me lmao.
im just realizing how good i am at typing tbh. im staring up at the teacher while im typing this and everythings going just fine in terms of typing so thats cool
i love i just threw out the love of my dreams by weezer its so fireeee i love it sm. i keep listening to it on repeat tbh i love the singing and lyrics.
ok my teacher lied to me. i have algebra last. GRRRRR
wait no i had algebra earlier..... it is study skills next. SIGHHHH im so confused
9/11/25 - thursday
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another day another slay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (help)
im in online life science rn which isnt the worlds most awful thing so ig its not too bad. also last night/early morning there was an INSANE thunder/lightning storm. i woke up at like 4am because the lightning was right next to my window and it literally flashbanged me and i had to go upstairs and chill on the couch cause my rooms in the basement and it was pitch black which was terrifying lol.
also i tried to trade /hyde with someone for another url i wont name #gatekeeping and im gonna spend all of my free time trying to guess the edit code so i can yoink it. heh. (help)
BUTTTTT anyway onto work now
holy crap already third period :0 just one more til homeeee ughhhhh. im so eepy but i also have a bunch of stuff to do when i get home. if the power is still out i WILL go insane. smiles. HELP MEEEE
i keep yapping to the guy next to me and i think hes sick of my shit lmao
someone save me we're doing codeblocks again D:
9/19/25 - friday
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my bad for not like. recording anything today. idk why i just keep forgetting and procrastinating lmao.
9/22/25 - monday
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its monday. need i say more?
9/23/25 - tuesday
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GUHHHH i want it to be the weekend alreadyyy. im doing my online psych class and its surprisingly going well lol, i got a 90% out of 100% on a quiz and the question i got wrong was one i was switching between answers on and pretty much just like eenie meenie minie moe'd it. ANYWAYYY i have a meeting today also which lowk sucks but it is what it is ig
oh god now i have an actual assessment. HELP MEEE.
ok i got a 70% which is good enough ig
ok GUHHH now i have an assessment AGAIN but its locked and i have to have a teacher unlock it. this is so annoying guhh
yaey she unlocked it. anyway WHY IS THIS ALL ASSESSMENTS.
9/24/25 - wednesday
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WELL TODAY IS OFF TO A TERRIBLE START.
ok so i put my left shoe on my right shoe which is already bad luck imo and THEN when i was waiting for the bus it started raining and THEN nobody was there to take me to my class off of the bus! aaanyway so now im in one of the special ed teachers' offices chilling and writing this. theres this other girl whos kind of tweaking and i feel a bit bad for her but its none of my business tbh so whatever, but i hope she feels better. OH ALSO i got rentry.co/gway and rentry.co/gerard-way last night so at least theres a plus! i also got rentry.co/punks the other day which ive made into my main rentry and im SUPER proud of the decor i did on it, dare i say its the best rentry ive ever made. heh. im gonna rework my url hoard rentry rn :3
aaaalso i brought No Longer Human to school! its junji ito's adaptation of the original novel by osamu dazai and im super excited to read it
ok pawesome i redid my url thing rentry.co/knick-knacks. yaey
9/25/25 - thursday
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idk why but thursday is my fav day of the week (other than the weekend days ofc). its just chill tbh. today has been surprisingly decent so far?? i fell asleep at like 7pm and woke up at 4am but it wasnt actually that bad at all and i did some productive rentry stuff, so that was nice. its VERY rainy though which kind of sucks considering we have to go outside to move from building to building across the campus.
i think my study skills teacher hates me tbh because i YAP. im in online life science rn and next period is computer science which im both excited for and dreading. after that its off to the bus and home, so thats nice. in this like lecture lesson video its a different person than usual in the life science thing and its throwing me off. its fine, just different and weird.
ok help. so ive been reading No Longer Human and HELPPP. there are so many freaky scenes its crazy and i cant even appreciate the art much cus i have to keep hiding it from the teachers so they dont think im like. reading weird stuff in class. other than that the book is pretty relatable. like disturbingly so. aaaaanyway back to doing work
ok not to be that "im so smart!!!!!" person but OH MY GOD there are SO many inaccuracies in SO many of these lesson things, and with the irl teachers too. im def a nuisance in most classes because i always correct to the teachers or add info thats important to know so the rest of the kids dont look like complete idiots when theyre older. crazy to me tbh
OKOK for example in the life science thing, the guy said that bodies are made up of about 70% water, BUT thats a common misconception. the real number is close to 80%.
the only reason we really know this is because of the horrible experiments done by japan in unit 731 during wwii. it sucks that it actually gave us some fairly decent information on human biology. its also insane to me that the US was like "yeah we'll let you go for war crimes, mass murder, unethical human experiments on men, women, and children. just give us your research results." which like i GUESS is sorta fair-ish but also absolutely disgusting of the US to do (the US do something disgusting, how shocking.). and probably one of the worst parts (other than all the human experimentation and stuff) is that MOST OF THE RESEARCH DATA WAS USELESS TO THE U.S. absolutely insane dude
anyway back on topic, the "lesson question" thing is "what does it mean to be alive". like bro im already having an existential crisis from reading No Longer Human I DONT NEED THIS TOO.
honestly i barely learn anything of real value at school which kinda sucks. there are some interesting things here and there but most of the time its just "i already knew that" or "its common sense to me". which, btw, SCIENCE IS LITERALLY JUST COMMON SENSE WITH FANCY WORDS. i will stand by that with my LIFE.
at least for me, the way they explain things most of the time feels very infantalizing to me. yeah, im in special ed with kids who are somewhat cognitively challenged which makes slight sense, but even in "normal" classes, everything feels super dumbed down. one of my elementary school teachers told my parents that id be bored for most of my school career and ig they were right. its not always the work aspect of school i dont like, its mostly just how boring and overwhelming it is. and the fact that its boring and overwhelming at the same time.
audhd sucks bc what do you mean i need to always have something to listen to but i get overwhelmed when listening to said thing </3 like bro PICK A SIDE. oh dude and when ppl are like "no ur not autistic ur just weird" pisses me off SO bad. like. girl. HOW do you even think that. i was being silly and took the raads-r test and guess what i got. 203. TWO HUNDRED THREE. but its still "oh ur not autistic ur too normal for that" and then everyone points out my autistic traits as just something annoying i do but refuse to acknowledge even the possibility which SUCKS SO MUCH. like.. bro. HOW.
9/26/25 - friday
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SO TODAY STARTED OFF EVENTFUL. im in second period rn but i havent had time to yap here for the rest of the day BUT ANYWAY. the bus BROKE DOWN this morning chat. BROKE. DOWN. so we had to go on a different bus in the middle of the ride and it was completely full and some kids had to STAND since it was over capacity which like.. is that not illegal..
ok anyway other than that its fine. in algebra there was a kid that brought a stuffie to school and it was the same as one i had which was pretty cool :D i also got my results on my quiz back and i did awful but i think the teacher liked my weird little comments i put on there. im also almost done with No Longer Human and im like so sadddd i dont want it to be over D:. i have english next which is ok. idk if i said this earlier but i switched english classes so im in a diff one that has more kids which is a little intimidating but its fine. i was way above level for my other english class (and im still above level for this one too) so they switched me over to a slightly more on-level one.
sighhhh i need more bookssss. im gonna ask my dad if he can get me more books (pref junji ito) tonight. i wanna get the original version of No Longer Human. well, original-ish. an english translation of the original novel since i cant read japanese, but i wanna learn at some point to get into more of the classic japanese novelists like i have been with english novelists recently. anyway, i do wanna get back into reading a LOT more which i have been doing recently, but yeah. i also need to work on a commission for a friend that i havent worked on in..... 3-4 days.... UM YEAH.
i went to urgent care last evening cus i have a rash thats not clearing up on my arm (nothing serious, it doesnt hurt or itch or anything) but the wait was gonna be 2 hours so my dad and i gave up on that lmao.
9/29/25 - monday
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hi ok i probably wont be yapping a lot today cus im super eepy BUT i do have a couple things.
- i finished alien earth and i cried after
- i got the rash thing diagnosed and its fine, not life threatening and itll go away in a few weeks
- i finished the commission and the customer liked it :3
- i cried after alien earth
- did i mention alien earth
grrr i hate scatter plots
ok scratch not yapping a lot im SO bored rn. guhhh i wanna work on a rentry so bad rn but i have to finish this thing for my online psych class bc im super behind </3
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY QUIZZES IN MY ONLINE PSYCH CLASS IM GONNA TWEAK
holy crap i just got a 30%. omfg i suck so bad at this. this is math and statistics stuff AAAA
ok wait im on target so its fine....... i'll do it next class cus i have online then too
anyway i brought uzumaki to school again :3c im gonna re-read it bc i wanna look more at the art now that i have a better idea of the story from reading it once. im also gonna let my dads gf borrow it at some point bc i def think she'd like it, she likes all that weird creepy gory body horror stuff which is super pawesome bc i do too :D
i decorated rentry.co/maginot which is pawesome :D i'll prob make the image a gif rather than just a png but that'll have to be when i get home bc EVERYTHING IS BLOCKED on the school computers. i will TWEAKKKKK UGHHH
9/30/25 - tuesday
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ok so. sigh. OK. uh yesterday my teacher literally forgot to bring me to lunch which absolutely sucked and i wanted to have a panic attack istg. anywayyy
someone stole my seat in criminology and im so pissed rn tbh. ughhhhhhhhh
we still have MORE presentations to get through in criminology which sucks kinda. i mean ig its not bad bc then i dont really have to like. do anything. so thats cool ig
ok presentations are over and we're going over the topic of crimes of passion which is pretty cool :D
lalalala im in online rn but im. bored. lol. ANYWAY in english last class it was pawesome :3c we're on a unit about banned books. the girl i sit next to (ig i'll just call her S?) is super chill too and she has cool hair lol. also she waved at me in the halls and didnt look at me like i was a freak which was also cool lolol.
anyway like i said im bored so i think its time to play Look Through Random Wikipedia Articles Until I Find Something Interesting™
anyway i know too much about arboreal locomotion now
10/1/25 - wednesday
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YAYAYAYAYYYYEYEYYY!!! ITS SPOOKY SEASON!! butttt its also FREEZING cold which sucks sm </3 aaanyway i dont rly have anything crazy to say this morning? its pretty chill tbh (so far.... i hope i didnt jinx it......)
guh i have online first and i need to catch up some more on my psych but ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. OH also idk if i said this but i got rentry.co/lorn and im in the process of decorating it and i like it so far!! yaeyy
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY QUIZZES IN THIS CLASS IT SUCKS OMGGG
oh ok thank god its all multiple choice this time
ok chat its fine i got an 80%
ok now we're learning about ethics... CHIDI ANAGONYE REFERENCE????@?@???????!?!!!?!??
guhhh i wanna read the book i brought today (chester and gus,, ive read it before but not in a little while) but i wanna get a little bit AHEAD in my psych class first. i have algebra next which shouldnt be TOO painful other than the fact that i have a sub, but i also did my homework (which i didnt think i was gonna do tbh) sooo yeah.
i have computer science next which shouldnt be too bad :3c i hope the girl that sat with me last class sits next to me again bc shes cool and friendly
OK criminology last class FINALLYYYYYY. also like bro i've been reading chester and gus and like. dude having a therapy dog would be so good i feel like. not just cus like "i wanna have a dog with me 24/7!" but cus like, im super anxious in crowds but ive noticed that if i have smeone to follow whos leading me there makes it a LOT more bearable. but ik people cant just walk me places forever which lowk sucks but like. a dog could do that :D but i dont think anyone would think im "disabled enough" to want/need one, but i do feel like itd help. i dont think ppl realize like HOW much i struggle and they dont even really consider me "actually" disabled, ykwim? it really sucks
10/2/25 - thursday
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UHH so today is off to a terrible start. my bus drove past me but then cam back around (thank goodness) but there was someone else sitting next to the girl i usually sit with. there were also a bunch of issues with the bus itself whichhhhh led to now me being on the verge of tears probably all day. we're working on an opinion writing assignment for english rn which usually im pretty good at but my brain is super broken right now and i dont know what to do for it.
scratch is my fav website for school cus they have so many songs :3 listening to simulation swarm on repeat rn. this song is literally just alien earth in a nutshell (specifically marcy and joe's relationship) (THEY'RE SIBLINGS ITS NOT A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP)
"Little Andy, soft in your newborn skin
Only one, little Andy, will you return again?
I believe we can renew
And you could be my brother
Once again, fall asleep with our backs against each other
You believe, I believe too
That you are the river of light who I love
That I sing to in the belly of the empty night"
IF THATS NOT MARCY AND JOE'S RELATIONSHIP IN A NUTSHELL IDK WHAT IS. i might turn rentry.co/31st into a rentry inspired by them :3 i wanna make it a matching rentry perchanceee so im gonna force my bff to watch alien earth hehehehe. ive never really made a matching rentry before. ive made matching rentries, but those were two separate ones; ive never made ONE rentry thats for 2 ppl but im gonna try trust
sigh ok second to last period. i have this online class back to back so im just staying here for the rest of the day which isnt too terrible. i need to start bringing more fidgets to school tbh because ive been picking at my fingers sm that they keep huting whenever i wash them or when i hit them etc etc. i wish i could bring one of those picky fidgets to school but i feel like that would be one of the WORST fidgets to have at school
we have a sub for our online class thing which is cool :3c shes pretty chill so yeah. im working on science rn bc i wanna do that more than psych tbh...... aaaanyway yeah. still eepy and still somewhat of an emotional wreck but we got this chat trust
why are people so DENSE </3
guh i just finished redecorating rentry.co/dazey and it took me FOREVER for NO reason. at least its super pretty... GO LOOK AT IT IM VERY PROUD OF IT!!!!
i just want school to be OVERRR UGHHHHH
10/3/25 - friday
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ITS FINALLY FRIDAY YAEYYYYYY!!!!!!! guh i am SO tired today its insane. i have computer science first tho which is gonna be both infuriating and chill. we're working on robot stuff rn and im SO bad at it but on the bright side the girl that sits next to me is pretty chill and she lets me YAP. but yeah im so eepy. i wanna rework my url hoard too.
sigh ive really hated computer science recently. we've been making robots and stuff and im sooo bad at it lmao. my hands hurt so bad from screwing stuff in. im in algebra now which is even worse bc we have a test today and i am so SCREWED.
wait ok thank god he postponed the test. we're going over stuff again but he seems annoyed and its stressing me outttt
10/6/25 - monday
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guessss what! its my favorite! monday!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i hate this)
okok today has already been absolutely INFURIATING. lemme list the bad shit thats happened so far today:
- i barely got any eep
- bus was SUPER late to get me to school
- teacher is loud af
- theres this one studen whos loud af
- this whole room is loud af
and mind you its not even 9:30am yet. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
everything hurts everything hurts everything hurts everything hurts
sighhh i just had lunch which was fine. im in online again bc i have it back to back buttttt anyway ya.
im super behind in my psych class but the assessment im trying to do rn is blocked and i need an admin to unlock it but the teacher isnt here today so........ heh. sigh also my pinky finger hurts i think i bent it the wrong way ughhhh.
i have computer science next which is both a blessing and a curse cus i love and hate it. also i just realized that since we're building robots im so screwed cus my pinky hurts so bad........ GUHHH
also my bday is in like two or so months so im excited for that actually :3c normally im not super excited for bdays but yk. i need something to be excited about these days lmaooo.
i lowk hope i get a pc tbh...... sigh....... a man can dream.
but either way im sure ill get some cool stuff so thats pawesome :3c im also excited for christmas heh. im just here for the presents tbh im not a fan of all the...... festivities..........
10/7/25 - tuesday
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so today sucks so far!!!!!!!!! my bus driver brought me to school late, the kids on the bus were annoying, its loud, everything is LOUD, i have algebra FIRST PERIOD which im in rn and guess what? we have a fucking test. im like 2 seconds away from crying right now this fucking sucks i hate it so much.
no fucking way im actually doing this test.
why am i putting sm pressure on myself for all of my personal projects. like yeah its fun but this is all the crap i have to get done
- finish my discord server which will take forever
- rentry things
- work on my resource rentry
- try to upload more in /spoils
- rentry things
- rentry
- rentry
literally why do i do this to myself.
something feels very wrong but i cant put my finger on it. i just know that something is wrong but i dont know what and therefore i dont know how to fix it.
its like this weird feeling in my ribs, like somethings missing there, but i dont know what
ok chat i hate today this sucks
i feel sick
10/8/25 - wednesday
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ok so today has sucked so far and its not even 10am yet. i was stressed out to begin with and the teacher who usually walks me to classes was annoyed with me because i was in distress. like, arent you supposed to help me with that shit?
anyway, he also said that its "unnerving" when i walk directly behind him. sounds like a you problem tbh.
sooo he made me cry and i went to the nurse and had a little breakdown but im doing a bit better now. exhausted though. emotions take a lot of energy. ig its no surprise im tired all the time then
ok stop why does the girl in my online psych class look like the health inspector from ratatoouuilleee
im gonna kms. the sub for computer science used my fucking deadname.
ok now that she used my right name there r kids making jokes abt it
i really hate today
im in algebra rn but surprise surprise im not doing any of it. not like theres a point tbh. my special ed teacher person said she might set me up with a one on one tutory person thing for math. idk how i feel abt that
on a lighter note ive been using fluffle.cc a lot recently. i got some pretty cool urls:
/arden, /dazey, /xenomorph, /duets, /computers, /gods, /3d, /paperclip, /xeno, /hicks, /nostromo, /maginot, /kirsh, /1979, /disenchanted, /joe, /hilda, /junji, /ito, /punks, /guh, /duh, /woah, /woah!, /s_s, /short, /template, /um, /fix, /lgbtqia, /robo, /chatroom, /mothman, /kao, /fix, /qwerty, /landmines, /vogue, /idiots, /deify
im kind of obsessed cus i can get so many good urls, so thats one fun thing ig.
10/9/25 - thursday
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good news is, no school tmrw or monday.
bad news is everything else. already cried today and almost had a breakdown and its not even 11am yet. i have study skills next which is hosted by my algebra teacher. i bed you can imagine why thats a bad thing. anyway, whenever i try to open fluffle, it says theres a privacy error, so i guess i cant do that at school anymore. not like i just made one (twice btw. it reloaded randomly and i lost all of my progress). rentry isnt blocked though. yet.
i hate everything sm rn everything on my computer is so slow and im in online so i kind of NEED my computer which sucks bc i hate long loading screens. they overwhelm me and pmo and i literally just wanna scream rn. theres half an hour til school gets out and not to mention the hour long bus drive so im really annoyed and i just wanna go home. its freezing cold too.