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i know you don't check links this n that and i hope you wont see this but im writing here to express my gratitude for you, not to feed your delusions

the way i volunteered to send this to you on new years is already good enough so im better (one upping you everyday)

THIS IS SO OLD OK!!!!! i wrote this a while ago on november 2025 or something so shatap

we should play outlaster again sometimes, where we first met fr, so i have an excuse to bully you again /hj. jokes aside, i'd really love to play survival games with you again sometimes. (natural survival disaster is an exception.)

ik i almost never said this but you're so fun to talk to and i relate to you a lot despite our age difference. to be honest, its really fun to meet fellow (non-rempit) malaysians. i feel like i can speak freely and use mixed languages to explain what i want to say or smth whenever i forgot a word.

our friendship is honestly very unexpected, if we didn't get in the same server twice, we wouldn't be friends rn. i gotta say, you're a very peak and cool person, im always better than you tho.

thanks for not leaving me man, you've helped me a lot ever since i met you, and its crazy to think that i wouldn't be or act like who i am today. sometimes i wonder if i've never met you, would i fall into a depression? would i still bottle up my feelings? its crazy how you stayed calm (lie) most of the time i broke down, overwhelmed or is just venting. ik you always said you're a bad comforter(?) but to me, i swear, you are a good one. you bring comfort to me whenever i vent to you, you genuinely felt like the supportive parent i never had. ok why did i get emotional HAHAHAH either way, i really really thank you a lot. i feel comfortable sharing my problems with you.

i am quite surprised of how our friendship work too honestly, but i love how you use my words in your daily life too and calls them "vee syndrome", i like adding new words to my friends' vocabulary

if we ever grew apart, i hope you never forget your goated granddaughter . jk, i hope you'll continue living the best life you'll have. i'll say it here : i appreciate you a lot man. i really like your vibe, you peaked too much i started picking up some of your habits

okay honestly idk what to say anymore, i genuinely forgot what i wrote before chrome crashed, i went through 5 stages of grief fr💔💔💔 but its okay, you do not deserve to know more about how i see you.


31/12/25
SUPPOSED to be sent individually but i lowk lazy ok
THE better faiz, i dont think you know how much you mean to me , you're truly the best (non-biological) brother i could ever ask for. youve been there in my lowest, and my brightest days, and you never walked away. you never judged when i broke down, when i was messed up and confused. you made me feel seen, safe, and cared in a way i'll always be grateful for. i always joke around saying you're noob, loser or all that, but the truth is i truly look up on you. i hope all of your plans regarding your studies come true just the way you want them to. thank you so much for your care, your patience, and your constant presence. i hope you continue your journey in 2026 knowing you're always surrounded by people who embraces your weirdness.

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Pub: 30 Oct 2025 07:13 UTC

Edit: 31 Dec 2025 13:58 UTC