made to be viewed on pc will look fucky on mobile.⠀ sorry

ー intertwined since 10.20.25⠀ ⠀ ♡
we're mechangel, knightingale, or whatever it wants to call us. i adore my lovebug more than anything. long distance is hell, but i'll wait for him. i'll choose ix again and again. i love my future spouse. i don't care who reads this, i love my partner and everyone has to deal with it.⠀⠀ ᵔ ⩊ ᵔ
i remember falling for you ages before we got together. i freaked out and was telling my friends about the stupid crush i had on you, terribly worried that it would've made you think differently of me. i had multiple people cheering me on and saying to just go for itー though i'm sure you know how nerve-wracking that could be. we laughed about how much us being close and getting together would piss that guy off, but i think even then we both knew this relationship went a lot deeper than that.
it wasn't long into our relationship before your birthday, and i was so irritated with myself for not having a better gift for you. you seemed grateful that i remembered at all, and it made me so sad. you deserve someone who remembers those things. you deserve to be seen and known and loved. i like sitting there and listening to you talk about things i could never hope to be so educated on. keep telling me about space and computers and all your interests, i love to hear it.
i don't tell you near often enough how proud i am of you. you've worked so hard to heal and improve even with everything crashing in on you and i really do admire the fact that you're able to do that. i know you struggle, but i'll always be there to lift you up. i'll be here to keep you company after long days and listen to you rant. i want to keep being your anchor, your safe space to turn to when you need it, always and forever. it isn't a burden to take care of you, it's something i genuinely look forward to.
i honestly don't think i've ever loved or been loved like this in the past. it's scary to worry about being too clingy or overbearing, but you remind me day after day that i'm needed and you're not bothered by it. you make me feel wanted, even when i'm vulnerable and irrational. you see me and you still stay by me day after day, and i do the same for you. you spend so much time with me and i don't think we've ever even gone a full day without talking. i've literally never called someone so often. i love you.
oh my god do i ever shut up My bad guys. bye (i doubt this is the last time this gets updated but i'll spare u for now)
us: jmart, shellvision, moonvision, cleancanvas, soulbasket, slimeknight, gabv1el, lanphet, equifef, arasol, skaterlight, chelldos, zegect, silverv, abstragedy, graceprieve, dozersinner, killware, crink, vittoriel, 035/049, olandy, grimora/p03, likely more⠀⠀ᰔᩚ