lances diary
i will talk about sh and eds
11/13/25
i genuinely hate this. the only reason im still here is for her. shes the only one who cares about me. i have no friends at school. every day i beg my mom to take me home, and she refuses, if she even answers the phone. im so angry at everything. i want to hurt myself. i want to be perfect. i wish i was less ill. i wish i was normal. i hate the way i am, a stupid crybaby who ruins everything good that comes to her. i wish i was in her arms right now, being gently held and comforted. i love her so much, i wish i could show her that. shes so important to me. shes the only reason im still here.
11/18/25
my girlfriend was in the hospital yesterday because her pitbull attacked her *sobbing emoji* shes okay now i was just scared because my phone lowkey wasnt letting me text anyone so i got like. really worried lol. anyways we eventually called so that was fun <3 i love lia so so much. shes so so important to me. yes this is the second entry in here thats basicallt me just yapping about my girlfriend LMAO... um i went to the thrift store a few days ago and got a pretty skirt! i also got an ankh necklace and a sparkly sticker :D i can't wait to get home and talk to my gf......... sigh