four's byi 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。
idkk this is mostly stuff to keep in mind before we interact or whateva
keep in mind that i am autistic, i have severe depression,, anxiety,, avpd,, adhd,, severe social anxiety,, and issues with dissociation. All of it affects how i live interact with people,,,,also im not in therapy so im #struggling fam
i have frequent depressive episodes,, so i may be less responsive during them
I feel mentally younger than i am,, I’m quite immature and childish,,,
I have mood swings frequently throughout the day,, small things can rlly upset me
I overthink a lot,, so i may randomly ask for reassurance
occasionally i'll talk about myself in third person for comfort or fun
I act differently on each of my social medias,, especially soundcloud n my yt alt sooo liek idk don’t expect me to act the same
i'm rlly awkward and it's hard 4 me to hold conversations if i don't know you irl
i get embarassed easily and may delete messages or stop talking for a bit if i interpret your responses weirdly or feel critisized/judged in any way
I make potentially offensive jokes,, soo liek lmk what ur ok and not ok w/ me joking about,,
I say slurs that i can reclaim
my sense of humor is kinda strange n i like acting corny sometimes
i use a lot of inside jokes/references in the majority of what i say,, so if something i say sounds weird/nonsensical it’s prob a reference to something
i misuse slang on purpose too idk i find it funny
I have a bad habit of trash talking others and myself,,,. I usually do it when idk what else to say in a conversation…., so liek. If u see me doing it excessively maybe tell me stop or SOmthing
I HAVE A BOYFREIND!!!!!!!!!!!SO DON’t try to befriend me to date me I Lov my boyfrned
Alsosoooo flirting with me is ok ONLY AS A JOKE!!!!!1
i have many interests,, but 2 favorites (bfdi and dandy's world),, so i will b constantly posting/talking abt themmmm ok
sometimes i type weirdly (typing quirk??) examples of that are
aaddingg mmoree letterss ttooo sentencessss
putting z at the end of some wordz
when i put commas in sentences,, i almost always put two of them
Sometimes I’ll Type Like This
oR mAYBE tHIS
OR IN ALL CAPS
yup
don't ask me 4 personal info or i'll kick yer ass
i'm never ganna face reveal so don't ask abt that either #insecure #diddyshit
i try to be nice to everyone,, unless i'm not in a good mood,, or if you were mean to me.,,
alsoooo idk i match energy soo if u talk dryly i may also do that,, or if u type in all caps I’LL DO IT TOO OK or liek whatever ur tone is ill copy Cuz ya
be nice to meee(ᵕ • ᴗ •) plspls,,,,i'm rlly sensitive and words do hurt meeeee,,.
sometimes i randomly block ppl not w/ much reason sooooo if i block u out of nowhere don't fry me🥹
i might give discord if wer moots/friends,, but dont ask me for my insta or main tiktok unless wer super close ok
don't be weird abt four in front of meee,,,. that makes me supr uncomfy (ᵕ • ᴗ •)
don't claim to be his #1 fan cuz u'll never be✌😂 i am,,,.Lalalala😯🫱
[same goes for dandy, rudie, grassy]
u can talk abt most topics w/ me ^w^
i don't rlly care if it's tmi or gross (tmi = tell me immediately✌️😹)
buuut dontt talk 2me about incest, sexual assault, nd grooming those upset me #pmo
if ya waanna yap abt ur interests,, i'll alwayz be here 2 listen ^w^
i'm open minded and i'll try to understand you and i'll never judge you!!! (unless it's like super creepy stuff EwEwEww)
um i think thatz it
ok all of this makes me seem scary I'M COOL I SWEAR FUCK
hawk TUAH✌
