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hello, welcome. you can call me ivan, wangji, or cleric, and if you are unsure what fits best at the moment, you can always just ask. my pronouns are flexible and depend on context; he/him, it/its, and sometimes no pronouns are all correct, and i also favor some nontraditional sets such as ey/em, hy/hymn, fae/faes, halo/halos, clear/blue, and sin/sinner. i prefer masculine or nonhuman terms overall. please do not refer to me with she/her, they/them, or feminine language unless i have explicitly stated otherwise.

i do not keep a formal dni list, and i would rather handle situations case by case. the only consistent exception is that i am not comfortable interacting with selfshippers of a portion of my husbands. otherwise, friend requests, dms, pings, and casual interaction are all welcome. my gender is unlabeled, and i am not particularly interested in being confined by strict categories. i would generally be considered bisexual and polyamorous, and i sometimes use labels like cupioromantic or fictoromantic, though none of these are rigid rules, just descriptions that may or may not fit depending on the day. i also identify closely with rabbits, blue jays, and many other things, which you can find more about here.

for additional context, i am a diagnosed udd system, with a semi high and somewhat unclear headcount. i also deal with bipolar disorder alongside other conditions that i do not fully disclose publicly. because of this, i may go inactive, disappear, or become less communicative at random, and it is never meant personally. i struggle with dissociation, anxiety and paranoia, delusions, executive dysfunction, motivational issues, hypomania, and hallucinations, all of which can affect how i speak, respond, and exist socially. patience and gentleness go a long way with me if you would like to be friends. this entry is written as collective information, but please remember that we vary significantly between eachother, and the best way to understand specifics is simply to ask.

relationship-wise, i do not currently have external partners, though i am admittedly looking for a partnersystem. internally, there are existing bonds: viktor + doctor is closed, though a third may be considered, while รฉtienne + xiu ying is open and looking. i selfship often and have many internal lovers, with a full list available here. the most central bonds include oda, diablo, verlaine, hades, wei ying, jinshi, and illuga, and i am completely nonsharing regarding them. please do not compete, insert yourself, or treat these connections casually.

my interests are broad and deeply rooted in both study and devotion. i enjoy herbalism and botany, boxing, drawing, collecting, foraging, linguistics, reading, literature, and metallurgy. i also love watching sports such as ice skating, volleyball, soccer, fencing, and various martial arts, even if i do not yet practice most of them myself. i am especially drawn to genres that feel psychological, classical, fantastical, historical, or steeped in tradition, including murim, xianxia, wuxia, baihe, and danmei. music is another major comfort for me; i adore classical pieces, especially when harp or guqin are featured, but i also enjoy visual kei, kpop, jpop, and cpop.

in terms of media, i gravitate toward bl, kdramas, cdramas, jdramas, folklore and mythology inspired films, vampire-related stories, and anything that feels dreamlike or haunted by history. i read widely across novels, manhwa, manhua, manga, webcomics, yaoi, and yuri. for games, i tend to love open world exploration, with breath of the wild, tears of the kingdom, and genshin impact being favorites. i also have a predictable fondness for certain actors, including wang yibo, xiao zhan, byeon woo-seok, and gong jun, and i frequently return to authors such as mxtx and fyodor dostoevsky.

linguistics is one of my longest standing fascinations. i primarily study russian, mandarin, french, korean, and italian, among others, and i previously spent time with german, japanese, vietnamese, and spanish, though they are no longer my focus. i am strongest with english, russian, and french, particularly in reading and writing. speaking can be more difficult for me, as my brain often jumbles languages together, so i prefer not to practice aloud unless i am alone or with someone i deeply trust.

i am also intensely interested in mythology, religion, and folklore. my current focus includes hellenic, norse, buddhist, and christian mythologies, and i have been devoted to hellenic history, literature, and myth for nearly a decade. i do not have a strict label for my personal beliefs, but i consider myself polytheistic and not particularly concerned with religious rulekeeping. herbalism and medicine have also been long-term passions of mine; i have studied herbalism for years and have practiced in person for five, with additional interest in toxicology. metallurgy was a serious pursuit for two to three years, though i cannot continue it at the moment. boxing is newer, but already dear to me, and ice skating remains one of my oldest loves, even if i have not yet been given the chance to fully pursue it.

as for typology, i align most closely with INTJ and 1w9, and i tend to be quiet, analytical, intense in my interests, and deeply loyal in my bonds. i may come across as distant at first, but i am simply private and careful with where i place my energy.

thank you for reading. if you take anything from this entry, let it be this: be respectful, be patient, and do not be afraid to ask for clarification. we are complicated, but we are here, and we do enjoy being known.

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