back me 03.23.23 remy

〔02.06.23〕⠀ ⠀—
the first time we met ♪, one of the best days of my life. i remember the way i instantly found you fascinating. i had to learn more about you, i was curious in a way i never have been.

〔02.17.23〕⠀ ⠀—
our first conversation away from the public eye. it wasn't anything serious, just you asking me about my status. it was sweet, you made the first move to privately reach out. you always were a lot of firsts for me, though ⠀( like my first healthy relationship, the first lover i wanted to live with, the first person who makes me feel like i'm worthy of love, etc ). my status was confusing you, and i wanted to be there to show you how to do what i did.

〔03.01.23〕⠀ ⠀—
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this entire situation happening. i felt like a reminder is necessary. the first time someone realized they had genuine feelings for another person. the entire collective of us to you had those feelings, but only one was aware of the singular crush.

〔03.09.23〕⠀ ⠀—
the first time people in our systems got romantically involved, they were so happy. i still remember how ecstatic amissio felt when the answer was “yes,” our moods were so much better in march after our constant calling / dming. <3

〔03.23.23〕⠀ ⠀—
the day we collectively got together ⟩_⟨!!⠀ i was feeling so euphoric because of it, it was such an amazing day. currently, it's The best day of my life. nothing could ever top the pure joy i felt upon hearing you guys felt the same, and that you were willing to collectively be our partner... AWESOME 👍. /ij

〔03.24.23〕⠀ ⠀—
the start of another era, our dm server where several new relationships would bloom between our headmates. the profile themes we had there initially were so stupid, but i loved them. i kind of miss them, too.

〔03.25.23〕⠀ ⠀—
you spent a lot of time reassuring us that our issues didn't make us a bad person. it was so sweet, we felt so loved and seen by someone, something we've never gotten to feel in our previous relationships. you have no idea how much it means to us. we still go back to read it when we're having a rough time.

〔04.12.23〕⠀ ⠀—
when i was severely worried about you and had to scold you because you were being dumb /aff. it's funny how things have worked out, considering the reason i scolded you is no longer a problem.

〔04.13.23 - 10.01.23〕⠀ ⠀—
most of this time period is a blur in the best way. so many new relationships between our headmates, and texting every single day. we played games a lot, we called a lot, everything felt amazing at your side. it was our best birthday, and the first we spent with a partner who truly loves us.

〔10.02.23 - 03.23.24〕⠀ ⠀—
still blurry, but even more relationships. i got to talk about you to my friends daily, and i realized the way my love for you grew deeper and deeper every single day, it still does. we had a lot of rough patches in our lives, but we were always there to comfort each other and provide the love and affection we craved, which i plan to increase tenfold still.

〔03.24.24 - 01.01.25〕⠀ ⠀—
more blurry dates... everything tends to mix together when you're dissociated so often. it's okay, though, because i've always had you by my side. you're so sweet and gentle, you're so good to me, i'll always adore you. you make me feel wanted in a way nobody ever has. we've made so many jokes and talked about so many things, we've gone through so many different interests and introduced each other to even more.

〔01.13.25〕⠀ ⠀—
your birthday. <3 you turned 19 this year. i was so excited to spend the day with you, so excited to talk to you. i always have been, i always am. you're such a wonderful soul, such an amazing boyfriend, you mean everything to me.

〔02.14.25〕⠀ ⠀—
it was valentines day!⠀ i didn't expect to be home for it because i thought i was going to watch my aunts cat, but... i'm so grateful that i did stay home. spending time with you was the highlight of my day. we didn't get to follow through with our plans, but that's okay. i was still happy to talk to you, and we always have another chance to do it again, which i look forward to.

〔02.20.25〕⠀ ⠀—
it's currently 4am as i write this, i've been working on it for almost an hour. i love you so much, hyde. you're so patient and gentle, even when i'm difficult, i hope i manage to express those feelings towards you too. you make my life so much better, i'm so grateful to have you here. you're so handsome, such a beautiful soul, i've never loved someone the way i've loved you. you're my other half, my sun, my bunny, my heart, my world, my soulmate, my everything. loving you is like breathing, it comes so easily and naturally for me. i look forward to spending many more years with you. ♥

〔04.15.25〕⠀ ⠀—
we got to watch a movie together. . i had a lot of fun with you. we need to watch movies and play games together more. i miss you a lot, beautiful boy. always do.

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