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══╬⠀ ⠀ happy⠀ノ⠀birthday, my angel⠀⠀⠀╬══

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𝜗𓏲 till you taught ◟⠀me to live𓎟 for somebody ⠀⁾⁾ ₊ ⠀ that loveis like a star, it's gone 𓉸ྀིwe just see
it shining 𓈒 ⊹ ࣪ ⑅ it's travelled very far... ᛪ༙ back

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hello!! you didn't think you would escape a biblically large paragraph from me, did you? it's your birthday, and even if i can't celebrate it with you today, i still wanted to write to you just so you'd have even one more person telling you what a goated human being you are. of course, i also hope you're surrounded by those you love and have a blast on your bday; if i could bake a strawberry shortcake and deliver it to your doorstep i would, the next best thing might be to give you something equally sweet...

but more importantly, i'd like to thank you for having come into my life. it's not often that i make friends because i honestly don't like most people; their surface level depth and forced interactions make me want to claw my eyes out. well, you're the exact opposite, and i think that played a factor in me slowly coming to like you a lot as a person. whenever we talk a little, i wish i could stay online all day just to spend that time getting to know you more again. even after days pass while we're busy and my sleep schedule betrays me, you're still that same gentle, welcoming constant who never fails to make me smile.

your sincerity is palpable through the screen, which is unimaginably endearing to watch. i don't tire of hearing what you have to say; on the contrary, i'd like to speak to you more often. i can't really put into words how easily we got along from the jump. we just clicked effortlessly without any barriers, and i gradually became so comfortable around you. it's a different type of friendship when you can rely on them anytime, at any point and irrespective of what's going on. i think of you that way because you have such a heartwarming presence; even the way you talk to me is filled with a quiet reassurance that puts me at ease. there's no better way to say this than to compare you to a safespace, and i reckon it makes sense for you to have adopted me since your own aura is giving mother ! outside of our cute little family online, i'd like to think that having an older sister should be similar to having somebody like you in my life. realistically, you're the super pretty senior that i'd look up to but i can't emphasise enough how caringly you treat me, and how much i appreciate that.

i want to reciprocate it properly and likewise remind you of a fixed safe haven where you can always dock. thank you for being so considerate of me, nimy. i don't typically enjoy being fussed over or having others look out for me, but whenever you do it, i feel all giddy and sugary inside, giggling and kicking my feet like a dummy because wow guys nimesha is my mom!? i'm so omg this is getting kinda cringe and i've broken character at least 5 times—okay look it's my privilege to have you worry about me! i only hope you worry about yourself half as much, and don't forget that it goes both ways. i'll be just as protective of you or more, and they'll have to deal w me crawling in their walls if anybody dares to hurt you (again). there are so many other things i want to yap about, but i fear it will bore you to death before your next birthday so...

oh i almost forgot. you gotta make two wishes! one for each candle, and remember to bite on them (silly tradition here) while making your wishes. if you keep both tucked away in a drawer out of sight, they'll totally come true (no it's only superstition)

i miss you actually, and i know you're too kind to ever keep score, but i owe you weeks! of quality time. i guess i'll never run out of things for which to be grateful, since i just realised how lucky i am that you're in my corner. i never feel the need to justify or explain myself to you because you don't overcomplicate anything, you give me space and understand me right away. thank you, nimy. it's hard not to want to cling to your arm like a snotty child all of the time when you're so amazing. it might sound simple, but just knowing you're there is one of things that makes me feel better. i start thinking of how you and everybody else i care about are doing their best day after day, so i can't give up no matter what.

thanks a lot for enabling my stupid saviour complex (srs) by showing that same determination to protect what's precious to you. it's honestly refreshing to see someone like you stand your ground, defend your views and voice them unapologetically. you mainly do that for the sake of others, i've noticed. at times, i get this glimpse of your character even when you're trying not to say too much. and that is what makes you stand out: it comes naturally to you.

from my pov, you look like a heroine. for the millionth time, thank you. knowing you has humbled me in a sense, you know? you fill the room with fondness and i'm hard pressed to stay the same cynical guy in front of someone who's just soft, and soothing and lively in the best ways. i know you've seen too much already, lived it in your bones with every word you say. it's not as if we talked at length about such things, but reading between the lines of anguish is kind of a family skill (bro why are we so tragic and gay). i'm just happy to see that you didn't let it chip away at the core. it hasn't so much as dimmed the lightness in your demeanour.. like huh? that's crazy.

i wasn't joking when i said i look up to you. it's both strange and fascinating how you're perpetually good even on a bad day; that's why as you grow and change with time, i really hope that stays the same. you make me want to be better, which is healthy for once and apparently a family thing, too. you guys have that effect on me idk if it's a debuff.. anyways, nimiwi. you deserve the world, but i'm too young to steal it and place it at your feet like some prodigal son. once i figure out how to multitask and undoom the stage from the narrative, high expectations are back on!!

until then, pray events stop kicking my ass and we take a collective break, because it's so much nicer to be friends than it is to be staff together (i wanna participate in your life, not virtual hw to secure a pixelated bag, respectfully to events in general...

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wrote more than my pinterest cult's cope thesis after weige dropped on valentine's day. allr time to wrap it up. happy birthday, pretty girl! you're one of the best, most supportive and loyal friends out there basically you're the princess + i'm the dragon, and they finna have to beat me in a ng maddening run before touching a single hair on your head uwu make sure you have fun today, okay!! being sad isn't allowed for 24 hours i forbid it so um don't let me find out.. 謝謝你成為我的孤兒活動的受害者。

══╬⠀ ⠀ from⠀ノ⠀your cherry-coke son⠀⠀⠀╬══

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Pub: 17 Feb 2025 04:04 UTC

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