BYI / IMP INFO
lots of info but plz read if u plan on interacting often
i am an extremely honest person , i do not lie just for the sake of it. i am very blunt and will tell you exactly how i feel and when i feel it. do not accuse me of lying it makes me very angry very quickly.
i am terrible with responding to messages even if we are close , i get tired out from social interaction very often and have trouble with dms and maintaining conversations.. please do not take it personally if i do not respond / respond hours or days later. (i am much more likely to respond on my priv twitter account rather than dms etc)
neither me nor my boyfriend are abusing eachother. we are both just overly freaked out LMAO.. everything you may see us say or do to eachother is consensual and discussed between us and we know eachothers limits. WE ARE BOTH EXACTLY WHERE WE WANT TO BE AND WHAT WE DO TOGETHER IS NOT YOUR BUISNESS.
i have no sympathy or empathy and i am extremely emotinally repressed , do not come to me with your problems. it is not personal, but i do not care and i cannot give you the support you need. on the same note - i struggle to show affection.. I LOVE YOU GUYS! I JUST HAVE PROBLEMS! IT IS NOT PERSONAL!
i am VERY mentally ill and i have lots of problems. i am diagnosed with BPD, treatment resistant MDD, OCD with psychotic features, ASD theres more than this i forget them point is i am a little crazy please always iwec
EYE ROLL
in regards to the vestia sitaution: yes i was groomed, it is an extrmeley nuanced situation and she had power over me in more ways than i can show in a single google document and that doc does not even show a quarter of the situation. me, my boyfriend and my friends are all extremley mean to vestia and will continue to be. i am not a perfect victim and i do not care. just because you do not like me as a person or the way i handle the situation does not mean you have to undermine what i went through or claim i was not a victim just beacuse i am not your idea of how a victim should act.