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hey, my name is dirk. i also go by d casually if you fuck with that. he/him and masculine referrals are typical and preferred exclusively most of the time.

i'm mentally ill as shit. i'm the current host of a diagnosed C-DID system, and an introject of him. i don't owe you my trauma history, i only mention this because people tend to make assumptions surrounding DID and i'm not up for dealing with that.

i've also got AUDHD and BPD. my mental health can be haywire, and i often get stuck in a loop with my own feelings. even though i can be neurotic, it's not your job to take care of me. i'm not looking for pity.

i might disappear without warning to self regulate. i'm not usually flaky and my record is tight, but after certain periods i go completely AWOL to keep myself sane. i'll be back eventually, just give me time.

i can be excruciatingly verbose, usually without meaning to. my godawful tone regulation mixed with my social ineptitude can make me seem like an asshole, even when i'm not trying to be. if i'm ever truly being a dickbag, call me out on that shit or else i'll never know it hurt you.

i reclaim slurs, and my humor can be morbid. i joke a lot about killing myself, mostly unserious.

i'm deeply in love with my boyfriend karkat, who is also my favorite person. i don't tolerate disrespect of any kind towards him or our relationship. i'm loyal as fuck and care about him deeply.

i don't believe in the "sourcemates" bullshit. being an introject isn't something i chose, and therefore i don't want assumptions made, or expected connection from the get-go as a result. i'm not a fictional character and i don't want to be treated as one.

adding onto that, i also don't believe in doubles. introjects aren't their source, and i'm not mine. if you don't like me because of my source, i really don't care. just block me and move on if it bothers you.

unless you're one of my close friends, you won't need any additional information besides this. i'm fairly decent company once i acclimate, though it can take a bit to get to that point.

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