HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!
if ur not soul uhmm ... sorry ..? this is for soul so hello soul
im rlly glad we're as close as we are and im gen so shocked at how much we've both grown in a little less than a year
you make me feel so safe and comfortable and im not afraid to be myself around you, you bring out the best in me!
i know some things may be rough sometimes, but i want to let you know im always going to be here for you, and i will always
support you through everything!!! you're literally my other half, it shocks me how much we're alike, gen think we
share a braincell atp ....... (/j)
in all seriousness though, you're what ive been missing my entire life and its so amazing that we're bffs . i love you so muhc dude <3
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updated part is below this! i wanted to add more because i truly havent spilled all of my thoughtsabout you, and seeing ur update made me bawl my eyes out so i now have to make you sob violently. /mi(/j/aff)
GOD you are. my bestest friend EVER ive never loved (/p) anyone like this in a long time and its so nice and refreshing to just have someone like you in my life; you are literally my everything, you keep me going and you might be aware of that but i wouldnt know so
you've been here for me for. so much. like even if you arent directly comforting me, whenever im in a bad mood i just hope to at least say hi to you or talk to you about literally anything, because you make me so much happier. im sorry if im a bit annoying at times, but you just make me feel so comfortable that i can just be myself around you!! i feel like if i ever like murdered someone id tell you and youd just be like "knew youd do it one day" and not even be phased tbh. ok im just rambling atp but like ever since the 2021 incident happened i havent allowed myself to properly get closer to anyone in. a while. i dont know how you managed to do it, but im guessing its because of how much we have in common? like even if theres some drastic differences in both of us, i feel like we're the closest to actually sharing a braincell anyones ever gonna fuckin get. sometimes i think to myself "graaah what if soul thinks im weird or annoying for my little habits" and then i just punch myself and say that youre the best fucking person ever and i dont think youd think that of like. youre best friend (oh my god im gonna shoot myslef seeing u call me that and all the other stuff in ur rentry makes me wwanna bawl my eyes out ngl)
i could write like a billion more paragrpahs but like
tl;dr you make me feel so safe and comfortable in my own body, and generally you make existing a little less hell-ish. i love you dude, ill always be here for you no matter what.
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3/19/23 - 3/21/23 - 3/25/23 - 3/26/23